fairytales

2008-02-07T01:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR HUBBY !

its been so long since ii last blog lahhs !
and manii manii tings happen too ! =(
dunchh wish tuhh sae so muchh oso lahhs. ;
just hope things are fine now ! hahas! =X
todae went furr hair extention ! yay ~ like finally
but ii dint put enough lahhs. =( rawrrrr.
and now ii look kind of weird lor ! wth cann .
ii think ii wanna go back and extend more ! hahas
but ii think cash cash cash !! =( so fann lor.
mine hair ishhx like fucking thin and funny
and it cause miie 28 llerhhs. wth ! hahas. so weird
ltr hubby see llerhhs ; comfirm will shock derhh!

hubby hubby ! why are we like drifting now ?
ii dunchh wann this kind of feeling ! =( ii dunnchh like
ii wanna be close tuhh euu like last time ! =X
perhaps maybe the fault lies with miie bahhs.
maybe ii dunnchh give euu muchh concern aniimroe! =(
but no matter what , ii still love you derhhs. =X
hubby cann we let the feeling go back tuh the past ?
ii realii miss the past us! =( iloveyou hubby ~

tml gort tuhh bai nian ! omg lahhs. siianx siia
and the pimples on mine nose! =( wth lahhs.
rawrrrrrr. ii gort no comment on it lahhs! all mine fault
whuu ask miie , go laugh at ppl ! =( sad siia
ii better learn mine mistake this time llehrhs.!
think ii going slp llehrhs. niitex hubby !
iloveyou and iloveyou always. this ii promise euu ~

2008-02-01T23:54:00.000-08:00

perhaps ii am too tired furr everything
thats why ii chose tuhh let go !

todae meet baby a while only !! =(( sad sad siia.
this silly hubby fainted at city hall !! =(
ii hear llerhhs ; so worried furr him lor !
but ii dint show mine concern out furr him
cause that time ii quarrel with mummy ;
dunnchh wann vent mine anger on him ! .
hubby ; i'm sorry okiies ! =X duii bu qii *
euu must faster recover derhhs okiies ?
and drink more water too ! =x hugs hugs *
hubby ; todae ii so worried furr euu lor ! =(
next time if cann dunnchh sick ,
better dunchh sick okiies ? rawrrr! heng scary =(

after hubby went home , went tuhh meet didi! !
went bugis street ! denn walk walk walk ,
omgx ! ii swear miie and didi damm tiao lahhs !
we walk ard the whole bugis street and guess what ?
we dint even see anii clothes we like lor ? hahas wth
and the whole few hrs , our hand was empty ! lols =X
until slowly we walk again ; denn ii bought mine stuff
and didi oso bought hers. lols ! so funny siia.
denn head down tuhh peni tuhh look furr skinnies. !
saw mingwei the asshole at city hall mrt ! hahas.
went with him and his frenx tuhh peni there. rawrrrrr. !
denn didi went tuhh try her skinnies. so the CMI lahhs.
hahas end up we dint buy lor !!! =( so tiao derhhs didi !
after head down tuhh tiong tuhh meet lynn and etc
and idiot was there oso lor ! omg lahhs ! =X hehes.

denn they gort some stupid taiji siia ! so lols. eee....!
ii seriously so hate the fcking bitch lahhs ! fk her siia
she think she so damm the good ahs ! pui* siia.
anyhow teach ppl bad still wann xialan ! wth lor !
after we head down tuhh great world there slack slack *
denn after go home liao ! hehes. rawrrrrrr. tired siia ! =(
tml meeting didi again go buy clothes ! =X hehes
hope cann get some clothes tml bahhs ! niitex ! ~

hubby ; pls get well soon ! =(
ii dunnchh wanna see euu sick sick derhhs
cause sick = sleep ! rawrrrrrr. ! which means ......
hubby will ignore miie ! II DUNNCHH WANN ! =(
hubby ; hurry get well okiies ! ><>
give euu magic power * @#$%^&*(*#$%^&*
hubby ; iloveyou and iimissyou ! x33333

i chose tuhh give up this battle !

2008-01-28T23:33:00.000-08:00

todae :(

hubby ; i'm sorry if ii spoil your mood todae ! =(
the ans euu wann , ii cann give euu llerhhs !
dunchh niid 1 month ltr ya . mine choice ishhx EUU !
ii decided tuhh fan qi kelvin llerhhs. and ii will !
dunnchh think too muchh llehrhs okiies ? : ))
euu said euu cried in school todea ? i'm sorry ! =(
ii realii didnt mean tuhh make euu tears ! haiis.
ii am such a failure stead ; duii bu qii furr everything !
and hubby ; those words are nort furr euu !
those red words are furr kelvin derhhs. yupps !
sorriie if euu misunderstand everything ! i'm sorry !

words do hurts ; and tears do drop ;
but no matter what happen ; ii would still love you ~

ytd ii spent the whole damm niitex thinking abt everything
cause ii dunnchh wanna drag on and hurt anyone ! =(
but end up , hurt was given tuhh hubby too ! i'm sorry !
hubby ; cann euu pls dunnchh give up on miie ?
ii realii niid euu in moii life ! now and forever ~
ii realii cann wei le euu give up everything ! cause iloveyou .
wo zhi dao zhe gan jue bu dui ; dan wo zai nu li de wan hui
ni neng gay wo duo yi ci ji hui ma ? duii bu qii ; si wo bu pei ni =(
everything ishhx mine fault ; ii feel so guilty and sad now !
cause ii was the 1 that ruined the whole thing ! hais.

hubby ; i'm sorry ii make euu tears ! when euu told miie euu cried ,
ii cried too ! haiis. perhaps all this are making euu veri xin ku now
but hubby ; cann euu pls hold on furr a while more ?
cause ii am clearing up all the mess that ii created ! =(
the problem between miie , kelvin and euu has been solved !
when he come out , he wont contact miie and ii wont contact
perhaps we might be frenx ? or perhaps we might become stranger
ii dunnchh deny ii once verii love him and no one cann replace him
but hubby , now euu already replaced him ! its true .
cann euu pls trust miie ? ii only love you 1 person ! ...
and ii wanna be your mrs tan ! =( hubby ; wo hao ai hao ai ni
kelvin thing cann we just put aside ? haiis ! hubby ;
ii realii dunnchh wann because of this affect our relationship ! =(
and ii dunnchh wanna have anii cold war with euu ! haiis.
iloveyouforever* hubby ; this ii promise euu ! : )

the person that cann make miie tears furr him
ishhx someone that left a great impact in miie =(

2008-01-27T23:29:00.000-08:00

hubby ; i'm sorry furr everything !
its mine fault furr making things worse again

todae ahkid msg miie ! ask miie and kelvin the thing !
ii told him tuhh tell kelvin that he come out ;
dunnchh niid contact miie llerhhs. just move on!
denn stupid ahkid bu yao help miie sae lor ! =(
he down there keep sae miie ; sae what ii heng heartless
ii noe miie and kelvin gort 2 years the promise ,
but denn ... haiis ! ii gort nothing tuhh sae oso
kelvin june coming out llerhhs ; denn by that time
if ii am still with mine this stead , what am ii suppose tuh do
dump him away and go back tuhh kelvin side marhhs ?
ii cannot do that ; cause ii am so in love with my stead now !
and ii have already make a choice llerhhs. ! =X
that ishhx tuhh let go kelvin and follow mine this stead !yupps.
hubby ; ii reali hope euu wont mind about all this okiies !
and dunnchh think so muchh llerhhs. cause iloveyou ~

i'm sorry ii gort so affected after hearing his name
but ii promise ; ii will clear all this soon ! i'm sorry

wo meng de gu shi yi jing jie shu le
peng you bian qing ren zai bian peng you
ke neng shi wo men zui hao de xuan zhe
duii bu qii ; wo yu zai fang shou le
find yourself another girl bahhs !
perhaps she treat euu better denn ii do
at least ; she wont hurt euu like how ii did
i'm sorry if ii broke mine promise towards euu
euu are someone that ii wont forget in moii life
cause euu left a great impact in moii heart ;
and that no matter what , ii wont forget derhhs
thanks furr standing by miie ,whenever i'm sad
and always try your best tuhh cheer miie up
and make miie smile ! =X realii thanks alot !
boii ; euu are the greatest gift that ii ever had !
but somehow all this have tuhh end .
wo meng hai shi mei zhou dao zui hou
ke neng wo meng de gu shi zheng de jie shu le
duii bu qii ; wo hai shi xuan zhe le li kai ni

hubby ; ii wanna tell euu , dunnch push miie away cann
cause ii am so so in love with euu ! =)
though sometimes your word dissapoint miie ,
and make miie tears furr euu ; but no matter what ,
ii will still stick on tuhh euu and nebber let euu go
i'm sorry if tihs matter do affect euu ! =(
cheer up hubby ; and dunnchh think so muchh llerhhs
smile like how euu use tuhh okiies ? promise miie ?
i'm sorry if this post ishhx to naggy and long !
but ii just wanna clear everything ! sorry okiies.
hubby ; wo heng ai heng ai ni ! iloveyouforever *

2008-01-23T22:59:00.000-08:00

todae : )

todae woke up quite early. hahas! cause ii slept early ytd ?
hehes. ii am a goodgirl right ? hubby ? hahas. ><
wash up ; denn sat down and watch some vcd or something.
omg lahhs ! ii think ii am addicted tuhh the show llerhhs
denn denn ii was msging hubby oso. hahas! he so paikia.
go play cards with frenx during school hours. haiiyoo ! ><
somemore still sae he guai ; omg lahhs , ii go bang wall better ! hahas
denn hubby came and meet miie ! wee ~ ii heng happiie siia.
cause hubby bought kinder bueno furr miie ! muacks laogong *
and plus plus he buy 3 furr miie leiis ? wahhs ltr ii eat llrehhs fat
and oso alot of pimples come out ? omg ! =( ii no face see ppl lahhs !

and i'm bueno-ing now ! NO DISTURB PLS !!!!!!!!!!!

hubby ii just wanna be someone special in your heart
whuu will always be there with euu
and wipe away the tears that euu drop
because ii lurbb euu shhoo muchh
and ii just dunn wanna let go anymore
cause in moii heart,euu are like the whole world furr miie
loving euu ; ishhx the greatest thing that ii ever had
in moii life. hubby ; iiloveyouforever * ! =X

I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

2008-01-22T23:50:00.000-08:00

220108

ii dunnoe why things went wrong again ! =(
ii admit shi wo pei bu shang ni ! duii bu qii.
hubby euu are nort pathetic at all ;
euu are just so so important tuhh miie euu noe ?
before ii met you ; ii nebber noe what it was like
to look at someone and smile furr no reason .
hubby ii reali reali love you ; euu are moii everything
ii can afford tuhh lose everything ; but nort euu
hubby ; i'm willingly tuhh go through anything with euu
if euu heng xin ku , let miie share your burden with euu
ii just wanna see a smile on your face thats all .
cause its your smile that keep miie going all this while
we been together furr 1 month plus ; though its short
but ii truly love you. ii am just so crazy over you .

no matter what happen , i'm nort going tuhh let go
ii promise ii will hold euu tight and love you ;
hubby ; pls cheer up and be happie again cann ?
i'm sorry furr those nonsense ii gave. =(
ii just love you ; mine devil fish ! <3333333333333

ii tried tuhh control mine tears ;
but in the end , ii broke down and cry
i'm sorry ; ii just couldnt be that strong
hubby ; iloveyou ~

2008-01-22T19:02:00.000-08:00

I'M SORRY FURR THOSE NONSENSE II GAVE! =(

hubby ; ii noe todae ii make euu angry a few time! =(

sorry okiies. ii reali dunnchh mean it derhhs. haiis!

just now the maple thing ishhx ii bluff euu derhhs ! -.-

ii dint log on tuhh maple ytd ! and ii dint noe anii guys ya

all ii make up derhhs. cause ii wann see your reaction ;

sorry sorry worx . ! ii noe its moii fault ; ii noe moii mistake llerhhs

ii noe all this thing nort funny at all ! rawrrr. sorry! =(

forgive miie cann cann cann ? sorry sorry sorry laogong!

ii just wanted tuhh noe how muchh ii mean tuhh euu !

haiis. ii noe its stupid! but still ..... haiis sorry!

sorry hubby ; sorry hubby ; sorry hubby ; sorry hubby ;

forgive miie cann laogong! ii realii dunnchh wan anii cold war ! =(

perhaps euu are disappointed in miie. but trust miie on this ;

other denn euu , ii dint talk tuhh anii guys behing your back.

and ii break off all contacts with them. laogong this ishhx true ;

iloveyou only. and forever ii will only love you 1 person. =X

wo zhi dao yi qie shi wo bu dui

ni hui yuan liang wo ma ?

dui bu qi ; wo hu lie le ni de gan shou

2008-01-21T21:19:00.000-08:00

190108 : )

sat went out with hubby tuhh marina there walk walk!
hahas. denn ii suddenly feel heng tired. so so so ....
we went back home ! and guess what ? ii gort scolded lahhs!
the stupid bitch come scold miie ! fk siia. she gort no right lor
ii dint kan back because of moii mother at home only siia!
if nort ii think , hubby and miie will scold her until she die ! hahs
lols. ii think nort so serious bahhs! rawrrrrrr.! =X
after went out tuhh meet idiot and etc at bugis! hohohoho ;
they heng bad lor ; go disturb miie! sae moii scorpion becom small!
and ii become FAT liao . OMG ! ii reali gort so fat merhhs ? =(
fast forward * ------------------------------------>
after ii told idiot abt some stuff . and she sibei hot lahhs! hahas
so funny lahhs. cause hubby noe what ii talking abt horx ? lols
denn after they call steph down and settle some stupid thing!

ii dunnchh wanna sae muchh too. ii just think perhaps she deserve it!
yes maybe manii see her kelian lahhs. but whuu ask her so guailan!
guailan miie ; the consequences ishhx like this derhhs ! lols. joking ! =X
but ii still wann thanks idiot they all furr helping miie. hehes! thanks thanks
ii still love them the most! and nort forgetting moii hubby oso ! hehes.
ehs ii forget what happen on that dae liao! zzz. sorry arhhs hubby !

todae : )

meet baby at abt 12 plus. denn we walk tuhh chinatown! hehes
and we da bao kfc back home tuhh eat. ii realii pity baby lahhs!
cause he gort tuhh carry everything himself! omg ! =X
and ii swear the weather was so fucking hot ! idiot sun ! ~
reach home ; on tv and on fan . but ii was still so hot lahhs. zzz
and denn eat moii food. zzz! baby disturb miie! ii wont forget derhhs .
after finish! hubby became naughty naughty ! ahem ahem *
and denn ! fast forward * -------------------------------------------->
denn after miie and baby spar spar. omg lahhs!! =(
ii think moii skills drop alot cann ! poor miie siia.!
ii think ii must go train back liao! if nort ii will lose face lahhs! =(
thanks and sorry baby! ii hope euu are fine! hehes =X
ii reali love moii hubby alot alot lahhs! he's so cute! : ) muacks

hehes. miie and baby down there keep try all the diff move lor
and baby heng fierce leiis. omg! dunnchh play play arhhs.! hahas
now ii wont even look down on hubby llehrhs. ! rawrrrrrr.
yuan lai hubby hui fight derhhs. must train him more more! =X
denn next time ii gort taiji ; cann call hubby down! hehes.
people 4th rank leiis ? horx precious laogong ?
opps. ii think someone read llerhhs sure down there bei qi si horx ?
bleahhs bleahhs bleahhs bleahhs bleahhs! wo ai ni laogong! ~

although todae just meet baby only! but ii still miss him.
haiis. hope ii cann hug him slp lor ! rawrrrrrrrr.
but nvm! at least ii gort tigger tuhh pei miie! nort so bad!
nort like hubby, dunnchh even have anything. hahas! =X
stupid laogong! stupid laogong! idiot hubby; idiot hubby;
ii love you so muchh ! and ii wanna be with euu forever.
ii will use moii whole heart tuhh love euu . this ii promise euu *

2008-01-13T01:46:00.000-08:00

happy 1st month anniversary ! <3

todae finally get tuhh meet baby llehrhs! wee ~
ii so miss baby lor. hahas! =X
denn went tuhh ps there tuhh meet weisuan and etc!
denn bernice came too! hehes. !
ate lunch at yoshi there. thanks baby ! : )
fast foward * -------------------------------
after went back bunk there tuhh meet them.
denn miie and baby went tuhh watch movie.!
we watch ` one missed call ` . hahas!
the show ishhx nice. but scary siia ! =(
ii watch until ii nearly cry lor. wth cann!! heng ps siia!

after the movie, went tuhh bunk there meet them again!
wanted tuhh meet mummy! but it was too far! hehes!
denn acc baby take train lor. =X baby heng idiot cann!
throw the cardigan back tuhh miie again ! =(((((
which means ; ii gort tuhh wash it furr him again lor! =(
idiot baby! torture miie siia. bad baby! smack euu *
and hubby , ii hope euu like the chocolate that ii gave euu !
though its abit screwed up but it take alot hardship do derhh horx.!
hehes. lols! hope euu like it lahhs! : ) muacks baby ! =X

baby happy 1st month anniversary ! iloveyou *
muacks. and i'm missing euu every min , every sec!
boii ; moii love furr euu will nebber fade !
this ii promise euu ~
ii just love moii precious baby so muchh ! =X

iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou
iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou
iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou
iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou

2008-01-11T04:04:00.000-08:00

todae stay home the whole dae. damm siianx lor! -.-
but lucky gort baby pei miie chat chat! hehes : )
and baby just create maple only! lols. hahas!
ii wonder how noob cann baby be lor ! opps ~ =X
this blog ishhx only open tuhh baby lahhs! hahas
so hubby ; better be HONOURED horx ? lols
ii took hell long tuhh make this whole blog lahhs.
wth cann! -.- it wasted like alot of mine precious time !
but furr baby sake , all this are worth derhhs. : )

todae ii ate quite alot furr dinner lor. omg omg !
ii guess ii am growing fat soon lahhs. =(
ii niid tuhh exercise liao. anyone wanna join miie ? =X
everyone ishhx saying ii am a pig lahhs! -.-
do ii even look like 1 ? or the actions make miie look like 1 ?
hahahas. ii am bored !! whuu wann be a kind soul and entertain miie ?
sad sad ~ mine precious hubby ishhx in his lalaland now! =(

chatting with jovy online now! hahas she damm ass derhhs lor.
keep disturb miie. !! but she ishhx hell nice lahhs. hahs
cause when i'm down , she ishhx always there furr miie derhhs : )
thanks alot worx. ii verii happie tuhh have euu as mine frenx. hehes!

and xiaoki just talk tuhh miie online lor.! lols. so long dint chat with her
and ii miss her so muchh lahhs. so long dint see her liao! =X
sister ; free meet up okiies. denn we go gai gai together! muahahas!

ii am missing mine baby so muchh lahhs. =(
baby ; ii realii love you alot alot leiis.
euu just mean so muchh tuhh miie <3
2 more days tuhh our 1st month anniversary!
wee ~ ii am just so crazy over you !
boii ; ii just love euu more as each dae pass .
iloveyou ; precious hubby <3

2008-01-09T01:30:00.000-08:00

the words euu sae tuhh miie
just hurt miie so muchh!

haiis. todae ii was hell tired lahhs. !! ><
cause ytd went tuhh meet moii frenx,
denn slack slack till morning denn come home
siianx siia. slept all the way till afternnoon!
hahas. ii feel so pig lor! and ii grow fatter liao!
wth. ii dunnchh think ii will continue eat liao siia.
ii wann skinny skinny! ii dunnchh wann fat! =(

tml meeting baby llerhhs. happie happiie ~ wee .
and ii swear baby was hell silly lahhs. hahas
the chocolate ii gave him he sae he dunnchh bear eat
wahhs. ii think the chocolate will melt liao lor!
iilovebaby so muchh lahhs. ahahs! going crazy over him
ii somehow think ii am too sticky tuhh baby llehrhs =(
which ishhx nort that good. cause ii will super miss him derhhs!
rawrrrr. ii think ii must love him lesser abit. hahas lols!

baby boii! ii noe we just started nort long only.!
but ii just wanna tell euu , ii will treasure euu derhhs
and ii love you 1 perosn only. pls trust miie okiies ?
and whatever things that euu see. dunnchh be jealous abt it
cause moii heart will only have euu! and only euu : )
lastly, ii miss euu alot moi percious boii!! =(

2007-12-28T02:44:00.000-08:00

todae wo heng happiie siia!
baby wo hao aii ni! <3

todae meet baby at 12 plus. hehes! he damm silly lor
but baby verii idiot siia. he bluff miie! -.-
and todae baby was like hell sweet lahhS!! hehes x33333
ii finally gort the tigger that ii wanted! rawrr..! omgxzx!
thanks baby! wo zheng de hao ai hao ai ni! rawrr....
after we went tuhhh eat and moii mouth fuckinf pain lor
and ii cannot open moii mouth that big!! =(
after eating , we head down tuhh bugis tuhh get mine skinnies
omgxzx. ii swear ii was damm hell stupid lahhs.!
ii dunnchh even noe moii own size. hahas!
each skinnies ii buy the size just getting smaller and smaller
and finally moii size ishhx like 25 lor!! -.- hahas
moii black skinnies ishhx 27. denn white dehrhs ishhx 26!
hahas. and lastly moii red derhhs ishhx 25 lor! rawrrrrrrr.
maybe next ii wanna get the hot pink derhhs. hehes! hint*
ii wonder which kind soul will buy it furr miie lor! =X

after buyinh moii skinnies we head down tuhh pool fusion!
hahas. we stay pool furr like quite long there bahhs! =)
denn ii dunnoe what happen , ii start tuhh emo there lor! wtf =.=
ii now feel verii xin fu with moii stead llerhhs. learn tuhh treasure =)
ii dunnchh wann ltr ii lose llerhhs denn treasure. rawrrrrr!!
denn waiting furr steph aiai come. shhoo fucking long lor! -.-
after baby gort tuhh go liao =(((( ii feel sad lor! wth.
shhoo nan de denn see him and he gort tuhh leave so early! =(
after miie , steph and her aiai walk tuhh clarke there!!
on the way we talk about alot alot of things lor!! mimi lai derhhs*
after went tuhh meet idiot! hahas we talk about things too!

denn after the noodle shop close llerhhs we went tuhh idiot hse there
hahas ii swear it was hell funny lor. omgxzx! shall nort post here *
denn slack at idiot hse till 12 plus! and guess what ? no bus lelrhhs
end up ii took bus 16 and stop at great world there. lols
after miie and steph slowly slowly walk back home lor! rawrrrr.
and we chatted alot oso! hehes. ii think ii going crazy soon!

baby baby! thanx furr the tigger okiies! ii feel touched todae
ii heng ai heng ai baby! <3333
ii promise ii will nebber leave euu derhhs okiies. wo aii nii!

2007-09-01T23:21:00.000-07:00

baby ii will wait furr euu
cause ii lurbb euu*

todae were euu disappointed in miie? ii realii dunnoe
haiix. baby ii guess this time ii was wrong
ii dunnoe why things goes wrong again! haiix
blame miie furr being selfish bahhs! =(
todae we kind of quarrel before ii go work!
denn todae whole dae ii was thinking abt us! haiix
ii wanted tuhh quit moii job and go back with euu
perhaps whatever ii sae now dunnchh make sense
ii am the type cant take hardship derhhs lor
and baby. this yourself euu oso noe derhhs ya!
ii just wann find someone whuu cann realii support miie.

am ii asking too muchh from euu? maybe ii am bahhs
ii realii dunnoe how tuhh lurbb euu aniimore. haiix
it seem like ii lurbb euu in the wrong way! sorriie alright
ii noe euu change abit llerhhs. and ii noe euu lurbb miie
but ii dunnoe why ii just cant trust euu at all!! =(
baby ii am justr shhoo sorriie alright. ii lurbb euu shhoo!
but baby cann euu tell miie the truth marhhs??
did euu realii change into someone better or what
and do euu reallii lurbb miie with all your heart??
and ii am the only girl in your heart and no one else?
and that euu stay faithful tuhh miie forever???
all this question euu cann ans miie truthfully marhhs?

oh well ii think forget it llerhhs bahhs! haiix
ii realii feel like quitting moii jobs siia!! haiiyoo
now baby gort no phone at all. dunnoe how meet him siia
ii realii wish tuhh hug baby tuhh slp siia. omgxzx!!
baby baby ii miss euu! when coming meet miie worxzx???
ii promise ii will hug euu tight and nebber let go!!!

2007-08-16T13:37:00.000-07:00

if only ii could turn back
ii promise ii wont leave

just realise ii verii long dint blog lia0!
ehs ytd went tiong tuhh meet liling and etc
denn they went tuhh play ball! lols.
ii swear it was damm hot okiies.! idiot!
and ii just sit there do nothing! siianx siia.
after that we went bugis tuhh walk walk
and oso look furr jobs!! and sad tuhh sae
they like dunnchh wann hire miie siia! =(
nvm ii cann still try others bahhs! yes yes!
must jiayou jiayou somemore =X

and and ii wanna thanx liling and didi lahhs!
lols cause they pei miie go shopping. hahax
and ii make them walk ard bugis hell lots of times
hahax ps worxzx. make euu 2 the leg tired!
anyyway shopping was fun with them!! hehex
cause they forever giving hell lots of comments.
especially liling the idiot! lols. =X

and boii ii noe euu wont get tuhh see this
but pls pls cheer up okiies? and be happiie
ii dunnchh wanna see euu sad aniimore =(
though we kind of lose contact already
but if euu are sad, ii would still be there furr euu
promises aint meant tuhh be broken*

2007-08-02T23:23:00.000-07:00

cause ii make stupid mistake
can we start everything over again!

staying at home realii damm siianx lahhx.
omg ii cant stand it aniimore llerhhs cann!
ii feel like going out lahhs! rawrr!! =(
todae meet korkor in the morning!
denn after met up with xing the idiot!! rawrr
denn head down tuhh bedok find wl!
it was damm sway ii swear! fuck lor!
the police screen us furr like 1 hr lahhs!
denn gort 1 fucking guailan derhhs!
cannot tahan them siia! omgxzx omgxzx!

todae ii dint msg euu furr the whole dae!
and ii dunnchh feel anything abt it! =X
perhaps towads euu was just a crush bahhs
ii seriously dunnchh feel anything llerhhs
ii wish euu and the girl all the best! =)
at least ii dint fail under your hand! lols!
before euu gave up, ii already give up llerhhs!
dunnchh have tuhh sae sorriie tuhh miie
cause ii knew the ans long ago! :)
but at least ii did lurbb euu once before!
ii miss the time where euu were shhoo concern
but ii guess its over lia0 bahhs!
cause ii make a stupid mistake! hehex!

and bimbo cheer up alright? hehex
dunnchh have tuhh care abt that bitch derhhs ya
just do what euu suppose tuhh do worxzx.
hehex this kind of ppl will get retribution derhhs!
euu just be happie and smile ya! =X
ii lurbb and miss euu lots lots! meet up soon!

tml tml! where should ii go siia! rawrr!!
ii suddenly shhoo miss the past cann! omgxzx
ii miss the fun times ii shared with moii frenx
but ii guess everything change llerhhs bahhs!
hope cann meet up with them soon! =)
seriously ii niid a shopping trip again lahhs!
rawrr. whuu wanna sponsor miie go siia!
ii am like shhoo hell broke now lahhs! =(
oh oh! and ii wanna do something tuhh moii hair
maybe ii wanna dye colour bahhs! lols!
but money money money!! =( walau!
aaww dunnchh wanna blog lia0!! hehex
take care eveyrone! lurbb euu lots!

where euu go, ii miss euu shhoo
living on without euu

2007-07-25T16:23:00.000-07:00

just woke up! rawrr! shhoo super tired pls. omgxzx
and ii seem abit sick lahhs! wth lor! lame lame!
thanx baby duck furr everything! realii thanks.
ytd took cab tuhh yishun! damm ex cann! but nvm
at least perhaps its worth going down bahhs!
cause they cheer miie up! lols. ard 6 plus denn leave
took the bloody mrt! walau shhoo manii ppl
denn gort 1 auntie shout at miie! walau siia, idiot

tuhh euu! forget everything llerhh bahhs! its just over
ii dunnchh lurbb euu aniimore llehrhs! =X
it took miie a lot of courage just tuhh put down everything
no matter what euu do, it wont help aniimore!
yes ii did sae no matter what euu gort a place in moii heart
but ii dint sae ii would patch with euu or anything.
ii jsut say ii would keep euu inside thats all.
wake up and face reality! ii already forget euu liao!
ii lurbb someone else! and its true ya!
just forget everything and move on bahhs.
euu were the 1 that wanted tuhh give up everything derhhs
and euu were the 1 that destroy this relationship
and now just because euu cant jio until her euu come back
ii dunnchh niid all this nonsense aniimore llehrhs.
ii am nort the past sherlyn aniimore llehrhs! rmb it
ii given euu more denn enough chance lia0!
euu dunnchh treasure denn its nort moii fault aniimroe!
take it as ii beg euu cann marhhs! pls let miie off.
ii reali did forget euu liao! ii cann even stay at home now
without crying or anything! shhoo its over this time
perhaps its euu whuu taught miie how tuhh be heartless bahhs
euu just take care ya! everything ishhx too late
we just gort tuhh walk our own seperate ways now!
wish euu all the best alrihgt. hope euu cann find happiness soon

2007-06-28T03:17:00.000-07:00

nothing will ever change euu
even if ii step out of your life

okiies seriously ii am damm bored now!
aaww. dunnoe what tuhh do oso lahhs =(
baby ishhx slping again! ps kia lor! =X
okiies miie and baby damm weird derhhx
baby slept at ard 9 plus?? hahas
and ii bet he will wake up at 4am lahhs!
denn its moii turn tuhh go orhh orhh!
hell weird lahhs!! okiies nvm! =X

ii suddenly miss alot alot of ppl lahhs!
ii shhoo wanna meet them cann!GOSH!
and baby! ii miss him lahhs! LOLS.
okiies ii think moii blog kind of extinct?
no one visit moii blog aniimore?? sad =(

liling the idiot! when meet miie*
ii shhoo miss euu lor! better be honoured!

wo shi zheng de zheng de heng aii nii
wo yuan yi wei le ni fan qi yi qie
ni hai hui zhe yang de ai wo ma
ni yong yuan hui zai wo xin li
wo bu xiang zai he ni fen kai le
yi wei na zhong gan jue
zheng de heng tong heng tong
wo zhi xiang shou wo aii nii
yong yuan zhi ai ni yi ge

2007-06-16T18:31:00.000-07:00

was ii decieve by euu agaiin
or ii was lying tuhh moiiself.

ytd went bugis with baby, joan&aim
the girls went shopping ourself
and the guys went somewhere else!!
while walkinng, saw liling,huiwen&priswong
aaww!! shhoo long dint see them already
and they all change lahhs!! omgxzx =)
denn miie and joan continue walking ard
dint see anii nice clothes pls!! rawrr! =(
and plus we oso no mood tuhh shop too!
cause we found out something bad!! aww!!

ii dunnoe why things just went this way again!
am ii the 1 that cause all this thing tuhh happen again
or was it euu are getting tired of miie!! haiix =(
ii hope ii cann bring moiiself tuhh trust euu too
no matter what euu do tuhh hurt miie or what,
just rmb moii heart ishhx always with euu.
and nebber would ii leave euu alone there tuhh suffer!
sometimes ii rather choose tuhh believe euu denn others
cause what others told miie just hurt shhoo muchh!

ii dunnoe whether its the truth or they wann sarbo euu
but all ii noe ishhx that when ii heard all this thing,
moii heart became shhoo painful that ii feel like breaking down
ii noe in a relationship, we must trust each other =)
and ii am trying tuhh trust euu!! ii am realii trying
perhaps ii just niid more time bahhx!! duii bu qii! *
ii dunnoe what ii can do now except telling euu i'm sorriie

would euu bethere furr miie
when ii niid euu by moii side

baby ii just dunnoe how tuhh sae how muchh ii lurbb euu
but pls dunnchh doubt moii lurbb furr euu alright =)
wo shii zheng de zheng de heng aii nii derhhx!
wei llerhhs ni wo dou ke yii fann qii yii qiie!
sometimes ii may seem ii dunnchh care abt euu
but deep in moii heart ii do care furr euu derhhx!
perhaps ii just dunnoe how tuhh show it out bahhx!
would euu still lurbb miie the way euu lurbb miie in the past?

2007-06-10T05:49:00.000-07:00

moii lurbb furr euu will nebber fade
this ii promise euu* wo aii nii

just now went tuhh meet liling take things!!
denn talk alot with her!! omgxzx pls.
its been shhoo long since we last talk
and mean pork baby was playing game!
he ps miie lahhx. rawrr!! naughty baby!

just now went tuhh read the past things!
euu dunnchh have tuhh sae sorrie tuhh miie
cause ii noe ii make euu hate miie!!
ii realii wanna noe if euu still lurbb her*
haiix. ii dunnoe why am ii thinking shho muchh
ii realii hope ii am the only girl euu lurbb
but ii noe its impossible tuhh euu bahhx!
nvm nvm!! dunnch think llerhhs!! =)
ltr ii spoil the mood and everything agaiin!

baby euu are moii destiny!! ii lurbb euu baby boii*

baby ii lurbb euu!! ii realii do!!! aaww!!
ii am falling deeply furr baby now!!! slap slap*
its moii wrong furr loving euu =(
baby boii euu are all that ii niid!! <33
no matter what happen between us,
moii lurbb furr euu would remain unchange
even if euu were tuhh leave 1 dae,
euu would always have a place in moii heart*

wo shi zheng de zheng de heng aii nii
pls dunnchh doubt moii lurbb furr euu
euu are just moii wonder wall!! =X
seeing euu smile makes miie smile too!
ii cant promised ii would always be there furr euu
but ii can promise ii would lend a shoulder tuhh euu
and baby no matter what, ii wont leave
cause our heart stays and pump together.
no one cann ever seperate us aniimore
this ii promise euu* ii lurbb euu.. =)

2007-06-04T04:41:00.000-07:00

duii bu qii! wo haii shii xuan zhe li kai*

duii bu qii baby!! realii sorriie baby! ii am sorriie
perhaps its the last time ii am calling euu that
ii regret nort wanting tuhh hold euu tight
ii regret saying the things ii sae todae
but its just too late llerhhs. haiix! =(
ii noe its moii fault furr accepting the break
and its moii fault furr making euu hate miie
euu hate moii stupidness!! but what cann ii do
this ishhx miie. ii cant change it!! haiix
ii tired verii hard tuhh change but ii failed

ii admit ii always shout at euu and stuff
but in moii heart ii realii do care!!!
todae ii reali dint mean tuhh make euu angry
euu cann show miie attitude and everything
but euu cant leave miie behind!! =(
cause its shhoo hurting!! haiix.
euu can pretend as nothing happen and just break
but ii just cant!! ii cant let go..
ii cant pretend as nothing happenn!!
this time euu and miie are realii over!! ii noe
and ii noe euu wont patch back with miie aniimore

ii shouldnt accept the break in the first place
its all moii fault!! ii realii regret it alot!!
ii want tuhh ask furr patch but ii have no courage
or maybe ii should sae ii shouldnt!!
cause ii noe euu and miie are realii over
euu wish miie all the best tuhh find other guy
but ii cant wish euu back! cause ii dunnch bear
ii noe ii shouldnt hold on aniimore llerhhs!!
duii bu qii this ishhx all ii cann sae now!! =(

ii just cant control moii tears aniimore*
ii told moiiself tuhh be strong but ii cant
if only euu can see how muchh ii care
and how muchh ii lurbb euu!

baby ii nebber regret loving euu before
though euu sometimes make miie sad
and your feelings furr miie already fade
but ii dint regret all the things ii done!!
ii wanna thank euu furr tolerating moii temper
and thanks euu furr looking after miie
perhaps ii dint treasure euu enough bahhx
duii bu qii baby!! ii lurbb euu forever
euu will always have a place in moii heart
this ii promise euu!take care baby!!

ii would still wait furr euu like how ii used too
dunnch ask miie tuhh give up on euu
cause ii noe ii wont!! call miie stubborn
but ii reali do lurbb euu with all moii heart
ii noe ii cant live without euu. =(
euu dunnch have tuhh lurbb miie or anything
ii just hope euu be by moii side
this ishhx all ii am asking furr!! haiix
ii dunnch wanna be frenx with euu baby
ii only wann euu be moii baby and forever it stay
ii noe its too late saying all this!
but ii promise ii would still wait furr euu
ii am missing euu badly baby! ii reali do

if ii could turn back everything,
ii wont let things go wrong aniimore

2007-05-27T09:22:00.000-07:00

hello everyone! long time since ii blog lahhx. hahax
anyyway this few days alot of things happenn lahhx!
dunnoe where tuhh start too. hehex!! =)

quarrel with father because of something!! rawrr!!!
its moii fault ii noe!! but still!! forget it lahhx.
oh and ii have been staying at baby hse lahhx.
tricia ask miie tuhh marry him instead!! LAME!
anyyway todae met tricia at tiong!! hehex =)
long time since ii last saw her and we bitch lahhx.
abt that stupid bitch!! everyone hate her!! OMGXZX!
todae kind of boring furr miie lor!! hate it mann!!
cause baby went tuhh work with wei loong!! hahax
hope it wont be shhoo bad lahhx!! rawrr!!
ii am like shhoo worry furr baby lahhx. =(
he ishxh finishing work at 3am?? shhoo late pls!
and ii am going tuhh fretch him from work!! hahax
planning tuhh give surprise!! nice surprise right??
okiies ii am talking rubbish here!! =)

training moii stupid maple now!! sux lahhx. hahax
cause ii re create a new char!! only lvl 24 nia!!
still long way furr miie tuhh train pls!! rawrr!!
baby now lvl 27!! shhoo jealous pls.. =(
now its like only 9 plus?? haiix still long.
hope now 3 liao siia!!! idiot idiot!!!

baby ii noe euu might nort lurbb miie aniimore
and ii noe your heart no longer have miie!!
but still ii will lurbb euu derhhx!
though it would be hurting but ii wont mind
cause euu are the reason furr miie tuhh live
without euu, ii find it hard tuhh live on.
sorriie! ii just couldnt trust moiiself aniimore
ii lost all the confidence ii have!!
ii dunnoe why ii am crying!!ii dunnoe why
could anyone give miie the ans! sigh!

2007-03-31T15:28:00.000-07:00

ehs helloo everyone!!long time no blog llerhhs
hope the blog dint rust at all lahhx.hahax! :))
anyywayy todae wont be emo lahx.hahax
this few days kind of stay at home lahhx.rawrr!!
cause moii mother nrot at home denn...
ii kind of have tuhh take care the hse things.
rawrr!!imagine how bored it would be lahhx. :((
and stupid daddy dint come home!! like wtf
and ii gort tuhh take care of moii brother.

ii still rmb the promise euu make
would euu break it again?

actually this few days oso quite stress lahhx.
dunnoe whether should ii work or study!
ii dint go school furr like 1 month already??
okiies ii noe ii waste money and stuff!!!
but ii lost all interest already lahhx!! rawrr!
ii kind of dunnoe what ii wan now.sighh!! :((
anyone gort good jobs tuhh offerr miie??
if have must msg miie or what ya.thanks :))

if only euu would be faithful furr once
and ii will use moii whole heart tuhh lurbb euu

ii miss euu and ii realii do baby!
though euu are right here with miie,
but ii still miss euu shhoo! :))
there are some things ii mind alot!
but ii choose tuhh keep quiet.
i'm sorrie ii cant pretend as nothing

ii still miss the past us!
and how we used tuhh be!

2007-03-13T03:27:00.000-07:00

helloo everyone!!long time since ii last blog!

okiies this post ii shall post some pic!! :))

if nort it would be boring lahhx!!hahax.

where euu go?cause ii miss euu shhoo :((

ii am just shhoo lost without euu!!

baby boii ii lurbb euu.<3>

euu are just moii everything!!ii lurbb euu :))

Baby dunnnchh leave aniimore!!

cause euu noe ii am nothing without euu!! :((

lalalalala ii am shhoo bored right now!!hmmmm

baby ishhx right now at moii hse!!but but but

he ishhx slping lahhx.leave miie all alone!! :((

todae stayed home the whole dae with baby!

and ii swear baby was like a hungry ghost pls!

he keep saying he ishhx hungry lahxh.wthh :((

and moii hse just nice run out of food!!hahax

guess must go replenish more llerhhs! :)0

though miie and baby patch llerhhs.but still

ii still cant forget he stead with her* rawrr!!

guess tricia noe whuu ii am talking bahhx.

but its alrihgt.ii will get over it soonn!! :))

everyone dunnchh worrie llerhhs ya.hahax

ii promise ii will be fine!!no mroe emo llerhhs.

2007-03-06T14:00:00.000-08:00

whyy do tears keep dropping
when ii promise nort tuhh cry

todae dint go school!!rawrr!! :((
wasting money again ii noe
think tml ii might go bahhx!yuppx
depend on whether ii cann wake up
woke up todae thinking of euu
another niitex and ii make moii way through
haiix ii feel shhoo lost without euu
ii tried tuhh run away and escape
but memories of euu are everywhere

aii de tong llerhhs
tong de ku llerhhs :((

this morning daddy was shhho weird
he came and ask what happen tuhh miie
but ii dint wann hiim tuhh worriie
shhoo ii say everything was alright.
daddy ishhx shhoo nice :))

todae recieve a msg from euu!!
it realii brighten up moii dae..
thanx furr sending that msg.realii thanx
it mean shhoo muchh tuhh miie!
thanx alot.ii am contented!!

ii am still waiting furr the dae euu turn back
when it would be?i'm wondering.
baby euu meann shhoo muchh tuhh miie
and thats whyy its hard tuhh let go!
ii wann nothing else but euu alone
ii will wait till the dae euu come back.
this ii promise euu.haiix :((

2007-03-05T23:23:00.000-08:00

its over between us!
no turning back aniimore

haiix things are going shhoo wrong recently
and ii hate it alot.ii hate it!realii ii do
euu ask furr a break ytd!haiix :((
it was shhoo hurting.ii breakdown ytd!
memories just keep flashing back!haiix
how cann ii ever forget euu
when euu mean the whole world tuhh miie!
ii noe it was moii fault.ii ruin everything :((
and that no chance was given aniimore!

ii noe everything ishhx too late now!!ii noe
but ii will still wait furr euu.this ii promise
maybe we should give each other time bahhx
but all ii noe ii will miss euu like hell!!haiix :((
ii admit during this 7 month plus,
we quarrel alot of times and break too
maybe now its a time-out bahhx!haiix :((
maybe like this,ii will learnt moii mistake
and treasure euu more.sigh!!
euu promise miie euu will turn back*
ii hope euu wont break it!!haiix :((

ii realii gort no mood tuhh blog aniimore llerhhs
haiix ii am feeling shhoo damm sad pls!
whuu cann teach miie what tuhh do.
ii realii feel shhoo lost.all ii noe ishhx that
ii miss him shhoo muchh!!ii realii do :((
ii promise ii will wait furr euu derhhx
and ii promise ii will wait furr your msg
and meanwhile,ii will change too..
ii realii hope euu would turn back again
cause i'm shhoo lost without euu!! :((

anyywayy happiie birthdae tuhh euu
ii guess euu have fun todae bahhx
as long as euu smile,i'm happiie
it was sad ii couldnt spend it with euu
and ii bought something furr euu
but ii forgot tuhh give euu.moii fault
ii am sorriie.take care :((
ii lurbb euu forever.wo aii nii<3

baby ii am missing euu!
would euu pls come back

2007-02-23T03:45:00.000-08:00

happiie 7th month baby<33

todae ii dint attend school lahhx.hahax
cause ii woke up damm late lor.
baby keep saying ii waste money
cause ii always pon school.hahax :))
oh well ii dint mean it derhhx lahhx.
just that ii cant wake up only!
guess tml ii will be skipping too!
and ii think by the end of year,
ii might get kick out of school!hahax

todae went baby hse tuhh slack again!!
and he ishhx shhoo being retarded
shall nrot blog more abt him lahhx
ltr he will just kill miie!! oppx.hahax
but he ishhx shhoo damm mean lahhx
he dunnchh allow miie tuhh sleep!
what a mean baby ii have.omgxz lahhx!
todae went home early.guai right?
left at ard 12 plus 1 lor.hahax :))

denn ii went home.ii was shhoo damm sway
guess what??ii make spoil moii mum phone
tml she will just scream at miie lahhx!rawrr!
just now miie and moii father tried tuhh fix it
but just cant fix it back.shhoo sad lor.
hope tml she wont scream at miie lahhx! :((
and ii gort tuhh pay just tuhh repair it back
shhoo no choice lor!whuu ask miie!! :((

ii wanna say sorriie tuhh baby lahhx!
cause ii kept him waiting.sorriie baby
ii hope euu are nort angry with miie!
ii am realii realii verii sorriie!! :((
ii dint mean it derhhx.but still
ii hope euu understand.sorriie anyywayy
ii lurbb euu baby<3333

because ii noe we would last
thats whyy ii chose tuhh hold on

2007-02-17T18:57:00.000-08:00

ytd ii swear ii was hell emo lahhx.wth siia
ii actually cry the whole niitex pls =(
and ii slept at 7 in the morning lahhx.
cause ii couldnt get moiiself tuhh slp!
and moii eyes was all swollen lahhx!
oh and ytd went reunion dinner.
settled dinner at some thai restaurant!
omgxz lahhx.ii swear the service sux
its like shhoo fucking slow pls!!

todae was such a busy dae furr miie lahhx
woke up only gort tuhh help mother
and ii was shhoo damm busy until
gort ppl msg miie or call miie ii dint reply.
and if ii stopped,mother start tuhh nag!
rawrr.this sux shhoo muchh pls!!
oh and tml its new year lahhx. =)
but guess what.ii shhoo sway pls.like wth
ii lai ang lahhx.damm sway horxz.. =(
and morning till now ii haven eat lahhx
how pathetic right.like wth pls

boy ii just miss euu shhoo
where are euu?ii niid euu

ii miss baby shhoo mcuhh pls.rawrr!!
ii feel like hugging baby right now.
and now ii noe ii was shhoo lose without him
it was moii fault that ii dint treasure.
but from now on,ii am shhoo going tuhh treasure
baby ii just lurbb euu shhoo muchh!
euu are moii heart and soul.
without euu in moii life,ii am like a dead person
and ii just niid euu in moii life.<3
dunnchh leave miie no matter what alrihgt?
cause we promise we wont part aniimore

ni shi wo de xing gan bao beiix!
wo zheng de heng aii nii.

2007-02-12T20:55:00.001-08:00

hello everyone!!its been like shhoo long
since ii last blog lahhx.hahax!! :))
valentine's day coming!!which ishx tml?
baby xing just now ask a nice question!
she ask miie where ii am going tml?
and ii couldnt ans her.hahax sad right!
cause ii gort no plans yet.shhoo ya :))
this few days been going baby hse.
denn slack ard lor.went home at 1 or 2 plus

omgxz ii shhoo feel like eating rajahinn pls!
ii miss it shhoo muchh lahhx.rawrr!! :((
dint eat it furr like few months liao!sad horxz
and ii shhoo miss shopping too.rawrr!
ii have been missing everyone lahhx.sad :((
todae dint go school cause woke up late.
what a pig ii am right?hahax!waste money only
oh there ishhx something ii dunnchh understand
whyy ppl say ii mia lahhx.wth lor!ii dint.hahax!

oh moii face shhoo sux now pls.omgxzx lhahx.
pimples outbreak pls.ii hate it shhoo muchh!
and ii seriously think everything shhoo screwed pls
moii hair and moii face.wth lahhx.hate it! :((
friday and sat having reunion dinner.rawrr
ii dunnchh like.cause ii will be meeting _____
ii dunnoe how tuhh explain everything lahhx
hope things just goes well.ii pray hard siia.

oh and ii swear ii lurbb baby shhoo muchh lahhx
he ishhx giving miie 100 furr shopping.hahax
but sad ii owe him 17 furr playing cards
wth lor.ii shhoo sway siia!knn derhhx siia
nvm nvm.hehex ii just lurbb baby shhoo muchh :))
and poor baby ishhx sick.shhoo sad lahhx. :((
baby having high fever.take care alright baby
try drink more water and eat medicine too.
ii lurbb and miss moii baby boy shhoo muchh<3

2007-02-07T00:56:00.000-08:00

ii neber goanna say goodbye
and ii neber goanna see euu cry

just now went out with mother.hehex
bought a few things.and ii am broke!
all thanx tuhh moii brother lahhx!idiot!
went tuhh popular tuhh get moii stuff
and ii saw shirley and lydia.hahax :))
its been shhoo long since ii saw them
denn went tuhh get moii maggie mee!
ii am shhoo damm hungry pls!rawrr! :((
ii dint eat the whole damm day lahhx.fuck
super duper hungry now!hahax!

woke up todae thinking of euu
ii close moii eyes when ii couldnt see euu
and thats the way its going tuhh be
until ii get over euu moii lurbb :((

tuhh that someone*
duii bu qii ii hurt euu.realii ii do
pls dunnchh cry aniimore llerhhs!
cause ii aint worth your lurbb.
euu deserve someone better ya
dunnchh wait aniimore llerhhs
cause we wont be together derhhx
ii only lurbb him*only him and no one else
shhoo duii bu qii.move on hao marhhx
ii realii hope euu find someone better

tuhh baby*
ii dunnoe what went wrong agaiin.
ii guess its moii fault again.sorriie!
dunnchh ignore miie llerhhs
cause its hurting ii dunnchh deny
duii bu qii.forgive miie hao marhhx
zhi yao euu forgive miie,
wo she men dou yuan yi de
yiing weii wo taii aii nii llerhhs
wo zheng de bu neng mei you nii
because euu are already part of miie

and because the tears euu cry
make miie feel shhoo heart-broken
and shhoo ii use moii cuts tuhh repay
repay furr the tears euu cried furr miie

2007-02-05T00:34:00.000-08:00

yiing weii wo taii aii nii
suo yii wo fang qii llerhhs

ii have been thinking alot this few day
ii just dunnoe whyy ii am doing this
but ii just cant stop moiiself.haiix!
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你

ii feel happiie with euu its true
but euu hurt miie again and again
what did ii do tuhh deserve this?
ii always ask moiiself this question
but ii couldnt find anii answer.
ishhx it everything was moii fault?
ii dunnoe too.sighh!! :((
baby can euu tell miie the answer?

recently the past memories flashed back
ii rmb the happiie times we shared
and all the painful times we had.sigh!
ii rmb how muchh euu pamper miie
euu always buy things that ii like furr miie
and bring miie shopping too.. :))
and euu neber break your promise!
euu always try and make miie smile
but ii guess its all over now!realii OVER!

someone date miie out on 10 feb lahhx!rawrr!
they wann tuhh treat miie tuhh k-box
but ii rejected.hahax cause ii promise baby
ii wont go out with other boy!hahax :))
and someone offer tuhh bring miie shopping too!
hahax.what a day pls!! :))

只是渴望能够在你的身边守侯
baby no matter what happenn,
ii will always be there furr euu
and be your guardian angel!
this ii promise euu baby :))
just wanna thanx euu furr everything
ii will stay with euu till the end
cause euu are moii special thing
euu are just moii life moii soul
without euu,ii dunnoe how tuhh live on
ii just lurbb euu shhoo muchh baby!

2007-02-02T12:16:00.000-08:00

the times we spent together
wont be erased that easy!

thanx furr telling miie the truth!
but still the pain would be there
its hurtful and ii wont deny
ii didnt wann tuhh noe at all!
ii rather ii dint see it or rather
ii shouldnt noe in the first place!
cause the truth was shhoo hurting!
what cann ii do tuhh mend it back?
its just shhoo difficult furr miie!

everything seem moii fault okiies.siigh
ii was the 1 that spoil everything!
ii cause the change in euu and miie!
ii am just shhoo sorriie furr everything
perhaps the 1 leaving should be miie
ii cant meet the expectation euu wann
ii cant make euu happiie at all.
everything just moii fault =((

ii am nort the past sherlyn aniimore
ii have change and this ii noe!haiix
ii didnt wann tuhh at all.ii hate moiiself
if ii could turn back the time,
ii wanna be back the old sherlyn!

ii wont cry aniimore
but ii will just close moii eyes

2007-01-31T00:36:00.000-08:00

those memories of us
would always be kept

todae went tuhh stc agaiin lahhx.
gort moii cert llerhhs.omg pls
ii gort quite a few bad comments
maybe should say its all bad lahhx
okiies whatever.saw miss phee too
denn after went over tuhh chec
waited furr damm long lahhx
and baby was being nice.hehex :))
he waited with miie.ii lurbb baby!

denn we went suntec tuhh slack
oh and we went tuhh arcade.omgxz!
ii swear ii hate that stupid machines pls
starting ii catch the toy liao siia
denn nebber drop at all worxz.hmmmm
denn after near the hole there horx
the stupid toy drop.rawr!!shhoo dulan
and ii kept hitting baby.hahax!!
poor baby pls.ii am shhoo sorriie

denn went over tuhh marina square!
ate yoshi.hahax baby being a pig!
denn slack slack a while llerhhs,
went back tuhh bedok!hahax
think thats all llerhhs.wee wee*

baby ii am sorriie alirhgt.ii realii am
ii didnt wan tuhh see euu tears at all
it broke moii heart when ii see euu tears
dunnchh push miie away aniimore
cause euu noe ii wont leave derhhx.
shhoo just let miie stay by your side alrihgt
ii just lurbb baby shhhoo muchh!! :))

2007-01-29T12:54:00.000-08:00

how ii wish ii could be as innocent as her
nort recieving anii paiin that was givenn

thanx furr making miie happiie
whenever ii feel shhoo sad.thanx :))

ytd went over cousin hse tuhh eat.hahax
ii swear ii was like a pig cann.omg!
ii ate chicken rice and a bowl of ban mian!
eat both finish llehrhs oso nort full!
dunnoe whats wrong with miie lahhx. :))
ytd saw moii baby cousin agaiinn.
omg lahhx.she shhoo damm cute pls!

ytd dint get tuhh meet euu.rawrr!!
ii miss euu shhoo muchh lahhx.sigh!
ii guess euu dunnoe how muchh ii miss euu
things dint go well between us.sigh!
was ii the 1 that spoil this relationship??
or this relationship wasnt strong enough?
sigh ii am trying tuhh make back everything
but it just seem shhoo hard. :((
sometimes ii just breakdown and cry
ii just couldnt take it aniimore.haiix
ii am nort as strong as what euu think boii

ii once make a promise that ii wont let euu go
and ii wont break it baby.trust miie alrihgt!
ii will hold euu tight in moii arms
and nebber letting euu go baby.this ii promise euu
give miie a chance tuhh be part of your life
let miie be the 1 tuhh clean your tears away
let miie be the 1 that follow euu wherever euu go
let miie be the only girl that lurbb euu!
ii wont ever let euu go aniimore.
cause ii learnt moii mistake.ii regretted!

another day without your smile.. :((
just hurt moii heart one more time

2007-01-26T16:43:00.000-08:00

the paiin was too muchh furr miie
but still ii surrender tuhh hear your voice

ytd euu gave miie the cold shoulder agaiin!
ii didnt noe where ii go wrong agaiin.haiix!
euu just suddenly ignore miie the whole day
ii guess euu didnt noe how ii felt.. :((
but no matter how euu treat miie,
ii would still lurbb euu.thiis ii swearr!
ytd ii was angry and disappointed
but still ii gave in in the end.siighh!
everything always seem tuhh be moii fault
ii hate moiiself.ii hate everything now

perhaps everything was a mistake bahhx
it was true ii am waiting furr your msg
sometimes things were just unfair.haiix
but still ii rather be the 1 suffering.
sorriie baby furr all the hurt ii gave! :((
ii still lurbb euu shhoo.ii realii do!
pls dunnchh ever leave miie okiies??
trust every word ii say hao marhhxz??
ytd ii dunnoe whyy euu ignore miie
it was shhoo hurting.but still,
ii choose tuhh treat it as nothing happen
and suffer the paiin in silent. :((

2007-01-25T13:31:00.000-08:00

ii dunnoe what we are fighting furr
ii hope we cann stop tonight

okiies okiies ytd went chec.hahax
its kind of scary pls.omgxz lahx!
rotting at home like.shhoo siianx
ii seriously niid tuhh shop pls
whuu wanna go shopping with miie
or whuu wanna bring miie go.hahax
ii am just shhoo broke now pls :((
oh ii forget tuhh wish someone!
happy belated birthday lim liling!

Bimbo ii saw the post in your blog llerhhs
thanx alot ya.ii will cheer up derhhxz.
but perhaps running away do help ya
cause reality just hurts shhoo muchh!
euu must cheer up too alirhgt??
dunnchh push her away if euu lurbb her
cause euu might regret in the end.
anyywayy just cheer up alright?
ii heart bimbo<33 catch up soonn ya

its a lie without euu baby!
ii just lurbb euu too muchh tuhh let go
ii just dunnchh wanna fight aniimore
ii once told euu ii am tired.yes ii am
but no matter what,ii wont give up
ii just dunnchh wanna regret llerhhs
cause the paiin ishhx too muchh!
can euu mend the broken heart of mine?
ii would hold on tuhh your hand
and neber letting it go.this ii swearr!

cause ii noe ii cant go on without euu
and shhoo ii surrender.

xXiiaomeiimeiiXx <3>
because euu were moii everything

2007-01-22T01:07:00.000-08:00

ii would give up everything
just tuhh see euu smile.

ii no mood blog now pls.rawr!!
okiies forget abt everything. :((
thanx tricia,lynn and jovy!
euu guys were ther furr miie
thanx alot alright.yuppx
ii will be fine.thanx furr concern!

todae ii did something shhoo wrong
and ii am feeling shhoo bad abt it!
tricia say ii done a good thing??
but was it good??its a no furr miie
tricia say ii would cry at niitex
how true can it be. :))
ii noe euu guys are there furr miie
whenever ii am feeling down.
thanx alot alrihgt.realii thanx

ii hope ii gort a bloody penknife now!
cause ii am feeling shhoo hurt now.
dunnchh wish tuhh blog mroe aniimore
shall end here llerhhs bahhx.haiix
no explanation was given.no nothing
perhaps hiding everything would be best
cause ii choose this path myself
and ii gort tuhh bear the consequences
enduring all the pain euu giving miie
and leave euu with a smile :((

2007-01-21T02:43:00.000-08:00

whenever ii am alone,
ii start tuhh breakdown and cry

ytd stayed over at baby hse.hahax
was hell funny pls.omgxz lahhx.
but ii guess ii make baby angry??
okiies ii noe moii fault again lahhx.sigh!
todae moii uncle birthday.hehex
happy birthday uncle.wee wee!!<3

broken promises agaiin.siighh!
ii do hate moiiself sometimes.
whyy things just always go wrong??
perhaps ii am too imperfect furr euu
euu deserve a better girl.. :))
sometimes ii just wanna treat euu right
but things just went shhoo wrong.
ii noe it was all moii fault.sorriie!
but baby ii realii do lurbb euu shhoo muchh!
euu mean everything tuhh miie.. :))
ii am willingly tuhh give up everything
just tuhh have euu by moii siidee.<333

anyywayy ii shhoo wann tuhh shop!
shhoo long dint go shopping llerhhs.
rawr!!ii miss it shhoo muchh.. :((
but too bad.ii am just shhoo broke!
hope cann go shopping soonn lahhx
omgxzx.ii miss looking at clothes
and ii miss buying clothes.rawr!!
okiies dunnchh sae llerhhs.. :((
ii think ii shall end here llerhhs worxz
byebye and good morning everyone!

xiiaomeiimeii <3 xiiaokenn
*-`true lurbb nebber dies*_`

2007-01-19T01:34:00.000-08:00

baby, lets hold on together
cause ii noe we will last.

ii am finally out of school!yay ii am happiie
mrs kong was shhoo act pls.omgxzx!!
she dint allow miie tuhh quit at first
denn moii father went tuhh school
denn she acted she shhoo concern.shho act
okiies madam jenny leong was nice
she kind of help miie lahhx.hahax!!

okiies shhoo long dint blog llerhhs.hahax
and moii blog kind of rusty lahhx.hmmm
anyywayy sorriie liling.ii realii am!
okiies went tuhh meet baby todae.hehex
completed the puzzle llerhhs.happiie pls
denn slack at baby hse till 12 like that
denn father came fretch mie.hehex
sorriie baby.ii realii am.haiix
ii dint mean tuhh make euu angry derhhx
perhaps everything was a lie bahhx!

tuhh euu.ii am sorriie ii hurt euu
let the past become the past hao mahhx
dunnchh think of it aniimore llerhhs
cause getting the hurt would be euu
duii bu qii ii hurt euu last time.
but ii still chose tuhh move on! :))
just let go of the past bahhx.yuppx
thats all ii am asking furr.sorriie

baby ii lurbb euu shhoo muchh
our 6 month ishhx coming soonn
and ii am shhoo happie pls.hahax
ii noe ii always make euu angry
and always make euu sad sad
and ii noe sorriie cant cure it.
but baby ii would still try moii best
tuhh make euu smile back again
cause ii will be happiie too. :))
duii bu qii.wo bu gou hao. :((

furr euu,i'm willing tuhh give up
shhoo baby give miie a chance
tuhh make everything back again

2007-01-14T13:52:00.000-08:00

its because ii still lurbb euu shhoo
thats whyy ii continue walking

this few days have been meeting baby!!hahax
he ishhx a idiot ii swear.omgxz faints pls*
ytd we went suntec tuhh walk walk around!!
before that ii make baby shhoo angry with miie
sorriie baby.ii dint mean it at all.shhoo sorriie!
after go suntec we go carrefour inside shop!
bought a few things lor.hahax shhoo funniie
denn went arcade tuhh play.omg lahhx
the thing was hell funniie pls.cann laugh till siao
okiies ii was mean tuhh laugh at baby!!hahax
but baby laugh at miie too.shhoo fair pls :))

baby we shall go on monday again okiies??
ii enjoy playing that machine pls.hahax realii!
spending time with baby ishhx always shhoo fun
ii lurbb baby shhoo shhoo muchh<333 wee wee
though sometimes baby seem irrating. oppxz!! :))
but still ii lurbb him shhoo shhoo muchh.hehex
it doesnt matter if your heart ishhx nrot with miie
cause ii noe ii cant let go.hehex muacks baby
outing real soonn okiies??ii enjoy going out!

okiies ii am late furr meeting baby lahhx.hahax
baby will kill miie if he see ii am still blogging!
but still ii jsut wanna tell baby how muchh ii lurbb him
okiies okiies ii think ii realii gtg llerhhs.byebye ppl!
take care everyone.ii lurbb euu guys,.hehex
realii ii do.thanks tricia furr being there furr miie
much appreciate from miie.hehex!!and oso
liling the idiot.thanks shhoo muchh lahhx.hahax
and moii monsterr!!wee wee ii lurbb her shhoo muchh!
okiies ii just lurbb everyone lahhx.hahax

2007-01-09T19:47:00.000-08:00

ru guo fang qi yi qie

wo hui kuai le marhhxz?

shhoo long dint blog llerhhs.think rustyy llerhhs!!

anyywayy 22 ii starting schooll llerhhs.rawr!!

but still ii havenn go quit stc yet.hahax!

okiies whatever it ishhx.maybe ii wasting time!

shhoo long dint see tricia,lynn,huiwen,liling,priswong,ger,

carmen,judy,wendy,ginwei,char and manii more!hahax

miss having fun with them pls.hmmm.

guess ii will miss those days in stc lahhx.hahax!

ii miss missing hell lots of ppl.and ii miss YOU too!

starting everything againn ishhx nebber easy.

disappointment comes and goes.but life goes on

and ii just niid euu shhhoo badly.ii miss euu baby!

come back tuhh miie.give miie your whole heart

cause ii promise ii will treasure it.<333

ii amm just shhoo sorriie furr all the things ii done!

lets give each other a chance tuhh make things right

cause ii am ready tuhh carry on this battle

ii dunnchh wann tuhh give up without fighting

cause ii still lurbb euu shhoo.ii nidd euu!

ii wont be happiie without euu in moii life.

and ii am speaking fromm moii heart.hmmm

if euu dint appear again in moii life,

ii guess ii wont be living moii life shhoo happily!

omgxz ii shhoo niid a hair cut pls.rawr!!sighh

moii hair grow damm fast ii swear.hahax!!

and ii injured moii finger.rawr!!poor finger.

its damm paiinn ii swear.rawr rawr rawr!!

where ishhx the seal??ii nidd him shhoo muchh

seal seal cann cheer miie up.hehex!

xiaomeimei was left broken-hearted!

she breakdownn and cry like no one care.

2007-01-04T03:48:00.000-08:00

todae school reopen llerhhs.hehex
but ii nebber go school lahhx. :))
cause ii haven enroll private yet!!
sigh sigh sigh.ii dunnoe what ii wann!
shhoo confused and stuff.goshh!
moii stomach ishhx pain lahhx :((
ii seriously dunnoe whats going on
ii dunnchh wish see doctor too! :((

ishhx it time we should give up?
ishhx it time we should end everything
ii realii dunnoe.sigh ii am cnofused!
we seem drifted apart now! :((
maybe its all moii fault.ii dunnoe!
whyy do ii drop tears every niitex
whyy do ii think shhoo muchh?
am ii afraid of losing euu??
or am ii giving up this battle.sigh!

sometimes ii just wish ii could let go
ii just dunnchh wann be hurt aniimore
ii somehow feel history will repeat!
it was the toughest days ii had ii swear!
and ii dunnchh wann it tuhh repeat again
cause it was shhoo hurting furr miie. :((
the hurt i'm going through euu wont noe
cause ii rather suffer it alone.haiix
yes ii noe ii go hurt euu at times
but all those ii dunnchh mean it at all!

being with euu ii was happiie its true
ii smile and laugh together with euu
but when i'm at home,things went diff
ii started tuhh think alot.
and ii ended crying.sigh ii dunnoe whyy
ii aint that strong aniimore ii guess!
maybe soonn ii would breakdown. :((
sometimes ii do wonder tuhh myself
did ii realii make the rihgt choice?
oh well there ishhx no point saying llerhhs
cause ii gort myself into this too deep
ii dunnch think ii cann get out aniimore

all ii wann now ishhx just treasure euu
ii dunnchh wann tuhh regret in the end
cause ii noe the ending would be hurting!
sigh cann euu tell miie what tuhh do?
ii amm just shhoo lost without euu :((

2007-01-01T12:51:00.000-08:00

sometimes ii realii do wonder
if we should just end this relationship!
cause there ishhx anii trust in it!
but ii just dunnchh bear.sigh! :((
its nort easy letting go off euu baby!
would history repeat furr miie again?
would ii suffer the same as like this
do ii have tuhh start those cutting again?

euu sayy ii dunnchh lurbb euu aniimore
but baby!ii realii realii do lurbb euu
euu cant doubt moii feelings furr euu
cause all this aint fake.haiix!!
i'm sorriie ii cant be perfect furr euu
maybe euu should find someone else bahhx
perhaps its better furr euu. :((
maybe being alone would be better furr miie
cause ii wont hurt euu or others aniimore!
perhaps ii should leave bahhx .sigh!

the promises were all gone rihgt??haiix
everyone sayy lurbb ishhx nort easy!
and ii totally agree with miie shhoo muchh
it comes with hurt,happiness and sadness too
and there ishhx alot of hurting memories too
euu and miie once shared happiie memories
denn end up everything was dashed.haiix!
but no matter what,ii would still lurbbe euu!

maybe ii am leaving because ii am afraid
afraid of the pain that ii would recieved again!
euu ask miie tuhh turn back.but cann ii??
would ii be happiie?should ii turn back
euu are right.everything ishhx in moii hand!
ii make the choice tuhh stay or tuhh leave
and ii just dunn wann regret the decision ii make
cause the consequences would be tough!

2006-12-31T13:43:00.000-08:00

later going countdown with baby and family!
todae sux shhoo muchh ii swear.haiix
ii dunnoe whyy but ii just dunn like at all!
baby baby where are euu??ii miss euu pls
whyy euu havenn wake up yet!!!rawr! :((

ytd ii was shhoo sorriie baby!!
ii dint noe ii cause euu shhoo muchh pain
forgive miie hao marhhxz.i'm sorriie
perhaps its time ii should learn!
i'm nrot perfect enough furr euu
and she cann always make euu smile!!
just be happiie thats all i'm asking okiies.
ii just wann say ii lurbb euu baby!<33

but baby no matter what happenn
ii would still lurbb euu with all moii heart
be strong and nort weak anymore alrihgt!
ii say before ii cann wei le ni give up
and ii reali do mean it derhh worxz.
though euu dun believe what ii say,
its alrihgt derhh.cause 1 day euu will believe
ii dunn wann euu tuhh fall again!
cause it hurts shhoo muchh.sigh i'm sorriie!

2006-12-30T01:03:00.000-08:00

todae went out with baby,steph and bernice

went novena tuhh collect miie and steph payy!
omg was quite happiie when ii gort the pay lahhx
cause first time work marhhxz.hehex :))

going out with baby this few days.hehex :))
was fun pls.cause baby entertain miie lahhx!
this silly seal baby of mine ishhx shhoo shhoo cute!
ii lurbb baby shhoo shhoo muchh.hahax!
baby ii hope euu mean what euu say okiies?
the promise that euu make tuhh miie?hehex
and pls dun ever hide things from miie aniimore! :((

baby ii just wanna say ii realii realii do lurbb euu
and ii just wanna be with euu forever<33
ii guess ii dint tell euu how muchh euu mean tuhh miie?
baby euu are like the whole world tuhh miie
without euu,ii guess it will be the dead miie!
euu brought light into moii life baby!
ii just lurbb euu shhoo shhoo muchh.
ii wont make euu angry aniimore alrihgt?
and ii promise ii wont leave euu derhh.
even if euu leave miie,ii would still wait
cause without euu,i'm nothing at all!muacks baby!
thanx furr letting miie stay beside euu!

2006-12-25T02:47:00.000-08:00

merry christmas everyone!!! :))

todae christmas party was kind of boring!
cause everyone was hell drunk pls.
some ended up crying too.sigh its saddening
sometimes see them shoo sad,
ii oso feel sad furr them lahhx.sigh!! :((
cause ii cann understand the pain they having
this year recieve quite little present :((
and ii dun even have christmas mood pls!rawr!
thanx furr those ppl that cheer miie up
and wish miie too.ii appreciate it alot :))

school reopen soonn liao.shoo sad pls
ii still haven decide what ii wann now lahhx
ii just dunn wann tuhh go back stc pls
though alot keep asking miie go back
but ii dun think ii will lahhx.rawr!!
maybe shall talk tuhh moii father again
about miie going private school.hehex
okiies enough of studies liao lahhx :))
make miie feell shoo headache lahhx.

perhaps ii am selfish bahhx.sigh!
ii dunnoe whyy ii am jealous cause of that
ii thought ii gort over it already??sigh
perhaps ii just scared things repeat again
ii just dun wanna lose euu anymore
cause ii lose euu once.and it sux shoo muchh
give miie some time tuhh get over it
maybe 1 day ii will nort be like this anymore

ii just dun wanna cry anymore
cause ii hate those sad days ii have
ii choose tuhh walk forward and nort look back
cause those were hurting memories furr miie
ii just wanna be the happiie miie
and yes no point getting jealous over her*
cause when ii think back
ii would think its a verii silly thing!
sherlyn just wake up and face reality
dun wander in your own world anymore!!

cause ii noe life without euu
would mean the end of miie

2006-12-13T13:58:00.000-08:00

todae will be the last dayy ii in singapore llerhhs
denn afterr ii going holiday liao.haiix!! :((
ii dunn wann go at all pls.ii told moii mother ytd
but end up ii get scolding and guess what??!
she even threaten tuhh send miie tuhh girls home
ii realii cant bear cant bear tuhh leave babyy!
ii will be missing him shoo shoo damm muchh pls!
going there ii wont enjoy at all lahhz.rawr!! :((
that time biie biie go furr 4 days only
and ii alreadyy miss him like crazyy liao lahhx
somemore now ii going furr 1 week leii.sighh!

ii am worriied furr baby lahhx.haiix
oh well ii realii hope ii dunn niid go lahhx
ii realii dunn wann tuhh leave biie biie alone
neither ii wann biie biie tuhh leave miie! :((
how cann ii go holidays without anii worriies??
sigh sigh sigh!!ii hate everything shoo muchh.

bimbo pls cheer up alrihgt??ii noe euu are sad
dun pretend euu are okiies if euu are nrot ya??
cause pretending wont do any much help.
do what euu think its right and follow your heart
ii dunn wann tuhh see euu regret alrihgt?
must be happiie and smile!no more tears ya :))

biie biie when ii go cannot naughty okiies??
must be a good boy worxz.rmb what euu promise?
cannot do unfaithful things behind moii back!!
anyywayy biie biie must be strong hao marhhxz
must wait furr miie come back oso okiies??
ii will come back verii soonn derhh hao marhhx
must take care of yourself worxz.hehex
take care baby 2 oso worxz.if nrot ii kill euu :((
ii will miss euu like hell derhh okiies??
when ii nort in singapore must take care of yourself

2006-12-07T13:52:00.000-08:00

todae biie biie ishhx coming backk llerhhs!yay!!
shoo happiie pls.finally cann see him liao
ishhx like afterr waitingg furr shhoo longg
denn now finally cann see him liao.hehexz!
without biie in moii life,ii aint that strong!
those few days ii was shhoo damm weak pls
ytd ii cryy agaiin.ii couldnt take it anymoree
always when ii see the msg biie send miie
asking miie tuhh be strong ii just tears.. :((
cause ii noe without him,ii cant be strong

euu dunn have tuhh be perfect furr miie
cause i'm nort perfect enough furr euu
ii noe that this fairtytales of ours will last
and ii dintt regret knowing euu in the first place
euu walked into moii life,
and give miie the happiness that ii wanted
without euu in moii life,
moii life would be shhoo incomplete!
euu gave miie everything that ii wanted baby

and furr now ii just wann a little hug from euu
and ii would be happiie furr the rest of the day
loving euu ishhx the greatest thing
that ii ever had in moii life baby! ii lurbb euu

baby ii just wanna be someone special in your heart
whuu will always be there with euu
and wipe away the tears that euu drop
because ii lurbb euu shhoo muchh
and ii just dunn wanna let go anymore
cause in moii heart,
euu are like the whole world furr miie

2006-12-05T20:05:00.000-08:00

I'd give up tomorrow to love you endlessly baby
I'm wishing that you could hold me like you did before

time ishhx passing shho slowlly pls.haiix!
ii am just missingg hiim shho muchh lahhx! :((
ytd liling was damm niicee lahhx.hahass
she peii miie go ktv.cause mark ask miie go worxz
denn ii drink a few cups llerhhs denn went off
liling came moii hse and drink lahhxz.cool right?
and ii swearr we bothh driink untill damm drunk
ii vomited 2 time lahhx.hopee biie biie was there
miie and liling mix 2 alcohol together and drink pls
total around 83% bahhx.denn we drink alot siia.
perhaps drinking do make miie forget moii sorrow!
but the feeling wasnt nice at all pls.haiix! :((

denn afterr we bothh went home llerhhs.
denn ii went into moii toilet and vomit agaiinn.
and guess what.ii drunk until ii slp in toilet??
denn ii think ii knock myself or something bahhx
gort 1 blue black blue black on moii hand
liling say its internal bleeding.its painful lahhx :((
haiix ii niid biie biie shho damm muchh lahhx.
denn ii couldnt slp at all pls.ii slept around 3 plus??
denn ii woke up at around 6 plus.damm early pls
denn start tuhh have headache and everything.hmmm
okiies ii dunn wann blog anymore llerhhs.haiix

ii am just missing him shhoo muchh lahhx.
ii just hope he cann hurry come back pls
ii am shhoo shhoo tired of crying llerhhs.haiix
after the dayy he left,ii have been crying non-stop
and ii always cry myself tuhh slp pls.haiix :((
drinking makes miie feel better at least.
but its shhoo damm uncomfortable lahhx.haiix
biie ii just wann euu tuhh noe ii lurbb euu shoo muchh
hao ii wish we cann be together forever!
but cann we??will euu willingly tuhh walk with miie?

I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

2006-12-04T13:26:00.000-08:00

todae mondayy llerhhs.ii shoo hate todae!

biie went oversea lerhhs.haiix :((

ii am supposed tuhh wait furr biie derhh

but end up ii fall asleep.moii fault pls

ii sms him at 5 plus denn after no more llerhhs

ii fall asleep.rawr!hate myself shoo muchh

cry tuhh slp last niitex.sad lahhx.haiix

ytd just went out with biie only. :((

okiies life furr miie will be shoo hard lahhx.

those cuts were furr euu.

ii just dun wanna leave euu anymore

cause the pain was much more denn this :((

ii am missing biie biie shoo muchh now

hope cann see him now now now!!

ii noe he still haven forget her yet

and ii noe he still like herr.

but what cann ii do??haiix

everyone ask miie tuhh give up on him

but cann ii??do ii bear?haiix

everyone say ii deserve a better 1

but ii dun wann anyone else except him

ii just wann biie in moii life! :))

but if he realii cant forget her

denn what do ii do??give up marhhx?

ii realii dunnoe oso.haiix :((

but no matter what ii will still trust him

he say he dun like/lurbb her llerhhs

ii will believe in everything he say

even if its no true,ii wont wan tuhh noe

cause ii just wann biie thats all

as long as he ishhx happiie.

ii would be happiie too

2006-12-03T13:04:00.000-08:00

later going tuhh work lahhx..shoo idiot pls
ii hate working shoo muchh pls.rawr!!
bimbo and monkey nort working pls.haiix
only darling working and jovy the idiot!
okiies ii think todae ii migh just die pls.
cause ii working 6-10 lahhx.haiix
confirm will drag the timing derhh lor.
always like that derhh.haiix! :((
getting moii pay llerhhs.happie happie
first time earning money myself.hahax
proud of myself pls.hahax but veri tired
ii might be quitting llerhhs.hahax

christmas ishhx coming.happiie happiie
and its shopping time lahhx.shoo happie
must no money lahhx pls.rawr!!
okiies everyone ishhx going oversea lahhx
going tuhh miss everyone ii guess
but ii guess him* more.haiix
this road ishhx nort easy tuhh walk its true
but ii would still try moii best tuhh walk finish
ii wont give up.ii just wanna be with him
but does he noe??does he care?haiix :((
ii just wanna say ii lurbb him shoo muchh

life without him going tuhh be sux.
and ii noe about it.haiix but what cann ii do
ishhx he going tuhh give miie a chance
and make everything back again??
or ishhx he going tuhh let go??haiix
ii noe no matter what,ii will still lurbb him
it doesnt matter how muchh he hurt miie
cause as long as he still lurbb miie,
ii realii dun wanna care abt any other thing
moii choice ishhx him and no one else.haiix

euu sayy euu niid time tuhh face everything
hao ii will give euu the time euu wann hao marhhx
ii realii dunn wanna lose euu anymore again.haiix
cause the feeling hurt shoo muchh! :((

2006-12-02T12:16:00.000-08:00

slept at 7 lahhx.cause ii cant slp!haiix
talk tuhh kor kor and asshole!! :))
they cheer miie up lahhx.hmmmm
oh and baby duck oso cheer miie.
thanks bimbo furr the post in your blog
ii will listen tuhh what moii heart say
pls dun say ii am silly or what alrihgt
cause miie myself dunnoe what ii doing
it seem like everyone ishhx lying now!
it hurts shoo much tuhh see the truth. :((
if ii ever have the chance tuhh restart
ii guess perhaps ii wont choose tuhh start

towards euu ii already no more confident llerhhs
ii noe crying and cutting wont help
but other denn that,ii dunnoe what tuhh do liao
this broken heart of mine was once mend back
but now everything ishhx shattered again.
bao bao say derhh verii right.haiix
if he dun lurbb euu anymore llerhhs
whats the point of hanging on.haiix
cause euu only will bring more harm tuhh yourself
if euu choose her in the end,ii wont blame euu
cause ii say before let miie leave hao marhhx

ii aint feeling nice now.rawwr!!haiix
ii hate the fucking feeling ii am having now
ishhx it realii a mmisunderstanding?
or it ishhx the truth?ii choose nort tuhh noe
cause ii dunn wann tuhh be hurt again.
this feeling ishhx worse denn anything.
ii try tuhh be happiie and smile always
sometimes ii just wanted euu tuhh hate miie more
but when ii come tuhh think of it
ii aint that strong anymore.haiix :((

whuu would be there tuhh wipe moii tears
whuu would be there tuhh accompany
whuu would be there tuhh mend back moii heart
would euu be the one i'm waiting furr?
or it would be someone else.haiix

2006-12-01T02:45:00.000-08:00

okiies todae ishhx boring pls!rawr!!
dunnoe what tuhh blog oso.haiix
saw daddy todae at great world. :))
omg lahhx.shoo long dint see her llerhs
become more paikia.hahax =)
denn slack at great world furr a while lor
denn went bedok tuhh buy hair dye
dye moii hair again.hmmm!!
think no diff again bahhx.hahax but nvm!
denn after went home lor.hehex
liling damm idiot pls..eyyerr!
ii told her ii wann tuhh drink lahhx
denn she dun wann bring give miie :((
denn slack downstairs hse furr a while
omg damm sway pls.fuck lahhx
ppl throw things at moii head furr 2 time
somemore hit until damm pain pls!
wanted tuhh go find them derhh.butbut
tricia say dun wann lahhx.cause ii alone
thats all furr todae lor.nothing llerhhs
boring rihgt?hahax. :))

this time euu ask furr break again!haiix
this shows that euu cann let miie go llerhhs
hao ii noe euu like her now.haiix :((
ii wont stay.ii will leave furr good!ii promise
at least euu finally admit euu like her llerhhs
hao bahhx if euu like denn go furr it hao marhhx?
no matter what ii will support your decision derhh!
wo zhi dao yi qie dou shi wo de cuo :((
she ishxh better denn miie ii dun deny!
shoo ii wish euu and her hao marhhx??
because ii noe euu starting tuhh hate miie llerhhs
as long as euu are happiie,
hate miie furr all euu like.ii wont mind!

yi ding shi wo bu gou hao
shuo yi ni cai yao li kai wo :((

ii already try moii best llerhhs.haiix
perhaps what euu say ishhx right bahhx
ii nort ready tuhh lurbb someone yet!
promises are being broken again
but ii wont ask furr much anymore
as long as euu are happiie,
nothing matters anymore. :((

wo zheng de heng xiang aii nii
dan shi ni bu zai aii wo le

ii hope ii gort a penknife right now!RAWR!!
ii am feeling shoo shoo shoo sad inside
this kind of feeling ishhx worse denn death!
whats the point of crying??haiix
sherlyn ishhx nothing but a bitch!
she lost this battle tuhh someone else :((
perhaps she will treat euu better denn miie

memories still remain in miie
but the old miie will be gone.

2006-11-27T23:45:00.000-08:00

todae went out with alot of ppl lahhx.
bimbo,sexy monkey,baby,tricia and judy!
denn we ate mos burger furr lunch!hahax
cause miie and baby were rushing lahhx.
omg judy look shoo chaota lahhx.hahax :))
denn went bedok there tuhh something something
shall nrot mention shoo muchh lahhx.
anyywayy baby hand was injure!omg pls
poor baby.ii see llerhhs heart pain lahhx. :((
anyywayy hope baby hand faster okiies lahhx
if nort he cant hold moii hand. :((
denn after miie and baby went ____hse
went there furr dinner.hehex was alrihgt lahhx
and ii am hungry now.rawr!!! :))

denn after miie and baby went inter tuhh shop
he bought his thing.denn went home after that
baby ishhx bringing miie shopping tml??hahax
omg shoo happiie lahhx.looking forward pls
he say he buying miie another necklace??
okiies dun happie shoo fast first lahhx.
later fake derhh siia.okiies ii am bored now!
shoo looking forward tml pls.hahax hmmm
baby pls take care of your hand alrihgt?muacks
ii lurbb euu lots lots.ii nidd euu badly too :))
wo hui yong yuan de aii zhe nii de.hehex <3333

2006-11-26T08:12:00.000-08:00

pictures furr todae outing! :))

went out with bimbo,monkey and nuer!

went bugis tuhh shop!look ard bugis street

did see alot of nice nice clothes lahhx.hmmm

denn ii bought a belt and a pants! :))

omg todae we didnt eat our lunch pls!

and ii am home without eating any dinner

ii am shoo damm damm hungry lahhx.

any kind soul wanna buy furr miie?hehex

alrihgt todae ii feel shoo bad pls!gosh!

euu insist that ii was happiie!but was ii?

was ii smiling the way when i'm with euu!

okiies ii seriously think this girl damm poor thing

she doesnt derserve that treatment pls!

though ii see her verii xialan too!butbutbut...

ii still think she shoo poor thing pls.

she ishhx like going tuhh cry going tuhh cry lahhx

somemore we 13 ppl against her 1 person??

omg thats poor thing.ii see llerhhs oso feel bad siia

okiies no mood tuhh blog anymore lahhx. :((

ii dint noe ii actually brought euu shoo muchh sadness!

perhaps when euu are with your frenx euu feel better

stop forcing yourself or whatever!cause ii feel hurt

euu say ii bear tuhh leave euu??

and cann ii ask euu something?when did ii leave euu

whuu was the one that make miie feel disappointed?

ytd euu promise tuhh go with miie derhh

and todae euu told miie euu are nort going.ii was angry

but ii chose tuhh let it go.okiies nvm abt that

denn when euu say euu meeting miie at 6 plus

ii was shoo looking forwward tuhh meet euu.

denn end up euu told miie euu with your frenx outside

when he leave llerhhs denn come find miie??

ii msg euu again.but euu seem reluctant tuhh come

euu say ii was enjoying myself outside??

if ii was enjoying what furr ii send euu shoo manii msg todae

and whyy ii keep asking euu tuhh meet miie!

euu say euu will bring miiie go eat dinner.denn?

what happen??msg euu halfway euu dint reply llerhhs

what cann ii do right except going home!oh god

forget it.everything ishhx moii fault.

blame on miie okiies.ii wont quarrel with euu or what

just blame everything on miie hao marhhx.

euu take care ya.byebye!!'

wo zheng de bu xiang fang qi ni

yin wei wo hai ai zhe ni.

2006-11-23T07:06:00.000-08:00

this ishhx baby 1. :))
omg miie and baby lurbb it shoo muchh!
power of baby 1 ishhx great okiies.hahax!
ii swear baby 1 ishhx damm damm cute! :))

ytd was miie and baby 4 month!hahax.
we dint celebrate muchh lahhx.hmmm
first went bedok tuhh meet baby
denn after we went town tuhh shop shop!
took neoprint and walk tuhh far east!
saw vampire prince!she shoo dao pls
denn after miie and baby went back bedok!
we went tuhh watch movie!hahax :))
watch happy feet!shoo cute pls.hahax
and the show its funny too.hmmm

okiies enough abt ytd!shall blog abt todae!
todae went work at 11.shoo early plls!
and todae was damm sway pls! :((
todae kanna scolded by some cheebye fucker
euu this fucking bastard!asshole lai derhh.
chao cheebye pls!ishhx euu make miie confuse
and euu still wann scold miie.knn.cheebye!
somemore sayy ii dunnoe how count money!
nabei!euu think euu shoo clever arhhx.cheebye
wait a while oso will die merhhs.pui*
down there kaobei kaobu!lanjiao lahhx.
ii nebber scold euu verii good liao horxz.cheebye
still wann take advantage!knn cheebye lahhx.
okiies enough of that fucking lanjiao ppl!

supposed tuhh end work at 4..
but end up ii end work at 5 plus!hahax.
was shoo tired pls.the leg shoo shoo pain!
after everything went kfc there.hmmm
saw jovy and darling!talk with them a while
denn after went tuhh find bimbo,monkey,didi and liling!
it was raining shoo heavily lahhx.hahax
denn sexy monkey and liling and didi shoo mean
cause they whole body wet marhhx.
denn they come hug miie and make miie wet too. :((
after went sexy monkey hse tuhh dry ourself!
denn went home.hehex!talking tuhh baby online :))

todae dint see baby lahhx.miss him shoo muchhx!
baby baby wo hao aii nii worxz.hehex!
thanks furr everything euu done furr miie!yes yes :))
ii promise ii wont make any promises anymore
ii just hope euu trust moii lurbb furr euu!yes yes baby!

2006-11-17T00:49:00.000-08:00

dunnch leave miie lonely baby!
cause ii nidd euu in moii life

todae post will be simple and nice ya!
shoo everyone pls bear with it.hehex!
ii cut this on wednesday!hahahahax.
alrihgt its the past liao lahhx.shoo nvm!
somehow or rather ii think its worth cutting
cause at least now ii realise that
actually baby realii mean alot tuhh miie! :))
ii realii do lurbb baby alot alot!
ii hope he noes. :(( ii realii hope he noes
cause he do mean alot tuhh miie!
without him,ii think it will be the dead miie! :((

Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
Baby,baby,
I'm here for you,

I don't know why,
why i did those things to you,
what went through my mind,
And i don't know why,
why i broke your heart in two,
guess that i was blind,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
just one more time,baby...

And i swear,
I'll be there,anytime you want me to,
I'll be true,here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,cause i need you,

Guess i've been a fool,
Now i can see the price to pay,
I can't run and hide,
Cause i'm loosing you,
and my chances slipped away,
with each time i lied,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
One more time, oh yeah

And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,yeah,
I'll be true here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,cause i need you

Baby, Living without you,
will tear me apart,
When i know how it could have been,
But i don't care what it leads to,
let's make a new start,
and give love a chance to win,
cause,baby i swear,

Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
anytime you want me to,
Yes i swear,
Baby, baby,
I'm here for you,
don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you

2006-11-15T00:19:00.000-08:00

okiies ii am here tuhh blog todae.
tml ii have tuhh work!and it sux!
ii think perhaps i'm quitting!
miie myself oso nrot sure!haiix!
todae stay home the whole day
wanted tuhh go out but ii was silly
ii waited furr ____.oh well!
omg ii shoo niid bao bao right now!
bao bao euu once say that
if ii am sad euu will always be there
but where are euu now??haiix
ii niided euu shoo badly pls.

last time always when i'm sad,
euu will try ways and means tuhh cheer miie
but now guess no more liao bahhx.
cause ii myself oso dunnoe where euu!
oh well todae ii felt disappointed its true
ii cried.but ii guess euu wont care!
but anyywayy oso nvm liao lahx!
cause ii chose tuhh treat it as nothing happen!
perhaps ii might be running away
but at least it wont be shoo hurting furr now!
pretend nothing has happenn maybe do help
____ was right.and ii totally agree with him!

ii wont be cold tuhh euu or anything.but pls
do give miie some more time tuhh adapt first
the reason whyy ii treat it as nothing happenn
doesnt mean ii dun care. ii still care
ii just dun wann because of ii angry or what
it affect our relationship!ii realii dun wann. :((
wo bu xiang zai li kai ni llerhhs.haiix
yin wei wo de xin zheng de hui shou shang de!
wo aii nii aii dao wo lian zhi ji dou wang ji llerhhs!

ii wanna thank tricia nuer lahhx.thanks alot
cause when i'm down euu are there furr miie
thanks lynn bimbo too.ii heart euu manii manii!
thanks ming too.euu make miie realise things
ii realii wann thank shoo manii ppl too lahhx!

2006-11-14T00:45:00.000-08:00

hellooo everyone!work was tiring todae!!
and ii swear moii both leg damm tired pls!
working ishhx realii shoo hard lahhx. :((
but lucky furr miie todae lahhx.hahax
guess moii job was at the counter there
shoo its kind of a quite easy job lahhx. :))
miie and steph report work at 3 lahhx.
denn work all the way till 9 plus!hahax.
and the lunch break was only 30 mins?wtf
during break time went tuhh yoshi!
saw bimbo!hahax.denn after went kfc there
saw sexy monkeyy working.hahax!hmmm
darling was working too.but sad tuhh say
ii couldnt realii see her lahhx.sad sad :((
denn went tuhh eat mac.saw didi there
we all sat together and talk.hahax! :))

denn we went back tuhh work.hahax
and ii just realise something pls!
moii hair sucks like hell lahhx.idiot!
ii wan change colour soon pls.fuck!
this purple wasnt shoo obvious lahhx!
only under the light denn cann see its purple!
but ii guess ii would dye red now bahhx!
yes yes change of colour!yay!!hahax
and baby ishhx providing miie the colour
thanks alot baby.muacks!lurbb euu lots!
okiies back tuhh work now!hahax.
after moii work,waited furr baby lahhx
and he took a 1000000000 years tuhh come
but meanwhile went tuhh find sexy monkey!

oh and sexy monkeyy ishhx good okiies!
she gave miie some kfc food.muahahax!
what a good sexy monkeyy she ishhx!hahax
and ii lurbb her alot alot worxz.hehex <333
denn after went tampanines there.hahax!
omg shoo damm fucking ridiculous pls!
denn went bedok after that.idiot baby!
but he was nice lahhx.hahax! bleahhx
baby sponsor the cab fare home!hahax

baby thanks shoo muchh furr todae!hahax
ii am happiie euu came and fretch miie!
baby see ii blog first!hahax euu loser lahhx
bleahhx idiot baby always lose tuhh miie
anyywayy baby ii lurbb euu lots.hehex

2006-11-13T09:35:00.001-08:00

things used tuhh be that wayy
but ii guess everything changed

okiies todae went out with steph koh first
went furr job interview at great world!
tml going furr the training lahhx.omg cann*
todae great world shoo damm quiet pls!
sat at mac while waiting furr tricia and judy
denn meanwhile saw edsel!hahax shoo weird
he was like alone lahhx.poor him siia
and ii just realise he only pri 6!hahahahax
ii thouhgt he was sec 1 or something lahhx! :))
slack around and talk alot too.haiix
ii was thinking of euu and missing euu
but euu thouhgt ii was enjoying myself outside
perhaps euu didnt have much trust in miie!

waited furr tricia and judy furr shoo long pls
and finally they reach already.hahax!
denn they fill up the form and judy left
leaving miie,tricia and steph koh
denn we were planning where tuhh buy pants
and end up we decided tuhh go chinatown!
perhaps it was moii idea bahhx!hahax.
denn we walk around lahhx.like wth!!
denn end up ii bought everything llerhhs
like shoo super ex pls!hahax.stupid job
cause miie shoo muchh lahhx. :((
denn went supper with baby!denn went home

dunn wanna lose euu now baby
ii noe we cann win this!

perhaps ii was thinking too muchh bahhx
tell miie its nrot true pls.haiix
tell miie everything ishhx ii think too muchh!
ii just dun wanna face reality pls!haiix :((
ke neng yi qie dou shi wo xiang tai duo

ii am happiie euu are treating her shoo well
i'm happiie furr euu both its true!
ii have learn tuhh let go of the past!
i'm glad we both are living well!
letting go of the past isnt that easy lahhx!
we shared shoo much memories together
and we went through shoo much!
we once fought against fate.but we lost!
shoo ii will bid goodbye tuhh euu
euu dun belong tuhh miie any longer.take care

2006-11-11T08:20:00.001-08:00

helloo everyone!todae was shoo funn lahhx

meet baby downstairs moii hse first

denn went vivo tuhh meet steph kohh!

hahax.shoo long nebber see her liao lahhx!

okiies anyywayy we went tuhh find jobs

and vivo was shoo fucking crowded lahhx!

but nah!!end up we went great world there

and we gort into some interview lahhx!

and steph koh was being shoo tai tai pls

everything ishhx ii open mouth and ask!wth!

afterr everything we left seperate ways

steph went tuhh vivo tuhh find jedd

and miie and baby went bedok tuhh slack!

went baby hse after that!hehex.hmmm

slack till 10 denn we left there.

took a cab back tuhh moii hse here!

denn we went tuhh eat roti prata!!yummy!!

and it was shoo funny alrihgt.hahax!

denn after baby send miie home!!

and he ishhx being insane again!omg pls

alright think thats all llerhhs lahhx.

ii niid go pom pom now liao!!

cause ii am like shoo damm smelly lahhx!

byebye eveyrone!take care worxz. :))

ii dun wanna runaway baby!

euu are the 1 that ii niid tonight<3

tuhh liling:

ehs euu idiot!cheer up alright. :))

ii might nortunderstand the feeling euu having

but no matter what,must cheer up ya

cause euu still gort frenx like us!

we will accompany euu derhh.dun worry!

if euu are feeling sad,cann come find us!

we cant gurantee that we can make euu happie

but our shoulders will always be there furr euu.

be happiie and cheer up ya?? :))

2006-11-09T02:12:00.000-08:00

todae went out with bimbo!! :))
it was fun lahhx.cause we bitch alot!!
long time we dint catch up lahhx.hahax
must have more dates liao lahhx.hmmm
and alot memories came back cann! :((
ii realii dun wishh tuhh move tuhh pasir ris!
cause ii will miss everyone here pls.haiix!
oh and guess whuu ii saw todae??hahax
ii finally saw clarice,bertram and edsel cann!
omg shoo long nebber see them lahhx.
and daddy went like whyy now euu mia.hahax
when did ii even mia?ii guess ishhx her lahhx
oh well forget it.anyywayy its the past right!
alright ii think moii blog ishhx rotting lahhx.
cause recently dun have much thing happenn!

tuhh baby duck:
smelly baby duck.make sure euu cheer up okiies
dun always quarrel okiies?sit down and talk
clear all those unwanted misunderstanding okiies?
be happiie.anything euu cann talk tuhh miie derhh
cause ii will always be here furr euu.. :))
take care and must smile alrihgt?

ii dunnooe what euu are thinking now.
it seem like we are kind of drifting apart!
whyy are euu shoo sensitive over things?
because of euu ii gave up alot of things!
and what ii get in the end??
forget it.let everything become the past bahhx
ii wanna start everything anew again!
perhaps its better furr euu and miie.

ke neng yi qie dou shi wo de cuo
ru gou ni shi wo,ni hui fang qi ma

2006-11-05T05:04:00.000-08:00

baby ii lurbb euu shoo muchh
how ii wishh ii cann hold euu tight

been crying the whole damm niitex lahhx!
and moii eyes are swollenn right now! :((
whyy am ii always thinking of the bad things
whyy cannt ii just think of the positive things
call miie silly call miie a fool!! haiix.
ii guess i'm giving up this battle!! :((
ii dunn wishh tuhh continue anymore
cause its shoo tiring.ii wanna breakdown!
your heart still consist of her its true!
shoo let miie be the bad person
tuhh let go of euu and this relationship! :((
being with her,euu will be much more happier
dun say euu wont cause euu haven tryy!
fight furr your own happiness baby!

ii would be happierr if ii could see euu smile
ii dun wann tuhh see anii sad face anymore
cause end of the day,
ii would ask myself what ii have done wrong
perhaps everything doesnt lies on euu
but it lies on miie.i'm the 1 at fault! :((
now ii realise how muchh ii actually lurbb euu
but i'm giving up!i'm giving up on everything
ii have decided tuhh let euu go! :((
euu 2 should get back together and ii will leave
ii promise ii will leave quietly!ii wont stayy!
ii wont hold on tuhh something thats nort mine!

it hurts miie shoo tuhh see euu cryy! :((
todae at the bus stop ii walk away
cause ii noe euu are thinking of her
ii choose tuhh turn moii back awayy
ii rather suffer the pain myself.
perhaps its realii the end of your story!

2006-11-04T15:35:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since ii last blog lahhx!
and tricia ishhx niam-ing miie tuhh blog!!
shoo ii shall be damm nice and blog okiies
tricia must be HONOURED!! :))
okiies ytd went out with baby!hahax
he went furr his job interview lahhx.weird*
but he gort in lahhx.shoo nort bad furr him
ii still haven find a job yet lahhx :((
shoo failure cann!hahax.or maybe i'm choosy??
whatever it ishhx lahhx.hahax!!
dye moii hair and it turn out sux sux sux!!aahh!!
like no colour cann.stupid baby!hmfph!
but ii am going tuhh change colour lahhx.
shoo its alrihgt lahhx.hehex.! :))
ytd went furr concert with cousin!!hehex
denn went back tuhh her hse stayy!yes yes!
ii couldnt slp at all lahhx.shoo idiot!
shoo todae morning ii came home tuhh change
and ask moii father leave moneyy furr miie
and he totall forget abt it lahhx :((
walau.and ii am fucking broke now cann!goshh!
later going furr steamboat denn chalet!
what a tiring dayy ii have lahhx.like wth!
but baby would piggy miie!shoo its cooll!
okiies ii noe ii am being meann lahhx.hahax :))
ehs think thats all furr todae bahhx!
nothing much tuhh blog too lahhx.hmmm
take care everyone.must be happiie too!

baby ii realii realii lurbb euu
pls dun leave miie okiies.
cause ii niid euu shoo badly

2006-10-27T12:10:00.000-07:00

ii wonder how it feels
without euu by moii side :((

ytd was the last dayy of school.like yay!
but something shoo shoo bad happenn!
ii actually fall of the stairs lahhx.wtf :((
and ii think ii sprain moii ankle lahhx
it was shoo painful till ii cry lahhx.
first time ii fall till like this cann.Gosh!
and moii knee cap gort some scratches.
okiies it was shoo pain till ii refused tuhh stand
and chickenwing man and tricia was nice!
they try tuhh help miie up and stuff.
thanks shoo muchh ya. :)) <3333
euu werent there when ii niided euu
thanks twin,mei,bimbo,ice-kachang,monster and etc
madam leong was damm funny ii swear!!
but she was being nice too lahhx.hahax surprised*
she help miie massage moii leg lahhx.yuppx

denn we decided tuhh get out of schooll.
shoo chickenwing piggyback miie out of school
thanks shoo muchh lahhx.but verii paiisehh
cause ii make euu scared of piggyback now!hahax
went harbour front with them!hehex. :))
they wanted tuhh send miie home first.butbut
ii refuse lahhx.shoo went harbour front tuhh eat!
denn after went back home with ____fretching miie!
thanks shoo muchh alrihgt.ii feel touched!!
how ii wish that person was euu.but ii was wrong
ii just think ii gort shoo manii nice frenzx lahhx :))
okiies think shall nort blog muchh llerhhs lahhx.

ii was feeling disappointed its true
but ii wont blame euu furr anything
ii just hope euu would be there furr miie
thats all ii ask furr.. :((

2006-10-24T20:53:00.000-07:00

without euu,its hard tuhh survive
baby ii niid euu shoo muchh.

todaee was quiite a funn dayy lahhx.hehex :))
went out with baby,tricia and zhengxing worxz
first we went tuhh jurong point there.yuppx
we cant decide where tuhh eat lahhx.like wth
denn miie and tricia gort abit pekchek llerhhs
shoo end up we settle our lunch at KFC!!
afterr eating,we head down tuhh great world
cause ii mention pool lahhx.hehex :))
denn afterr before that we went tuhh arcade!
play percussionn furr a while liao
denn went over tuhh kim seng there tuhh play
hell lots of people lahhx.like wtf cann!!
denn went back great world there.hehex
saw bimbo,sexy monkey,melissa and darling
denn went up tuhh find leon and chat a while.
oh before that ii wann tuhh mention something
the MRT was SHOO SHOO "NICE" SMELL
untill miie and tricia wann tuhh faint lahhx
okiies ii am beiing mean here lahhx.but still
the smell was shoo "nice" ya.cannot tahan!!
oh miie and tricia went damm high todae lahhx
because of ken and zhengxing lahhx.2 moron :))
ohh ddenn afterr we went tiong tuhh eat dinner
we ate long john and moii leg ishhx tired lahhx
walk like the whole dayy cann.gosh.
now moii leg feel like breaking lahhx.sad sad :((
anyywayy overall was quite funn lahhx.bleahhx

ii am missing moii baby shoo muchh.
ii hope he noes how much ii niid him
ii niid him like no one else before

2006-10-23T20:18:00.000-07:00

the reality ishhx hurting miie badly
thats whyy ii chose tuhh leave :((

todae in schooll was alright lahhx.quite funn ii guess
was having a mini-concert with nuer,liling&icekachang
and we were singing moii fav song. "jie kou"
indeed thiis songg briingg back alot of memoriies
was listenningg tuhh mp3 the whole dayy.hmmm
talk alot with ahbeng and meii.hehex :))
we were talking abtt relatiionshiipp lahhx.hahax
meii and herr bf seem sweet lahhx.Opps!!
afterr schooll slack a while iin school firstt
denn wennt backgate tuhh take a bus.hehex
denn ii saw monsterr,bimbo and bimbo!!hahax
denn bimbo was beiing nice lahhx. :))
she help miie carry moii bag worxz.thanks bimbo*
denn monsterr bought meefen furr LILING!
and ii get nothingg lahhx.meann pork siia
denn end up monsterr gave the meefen tuhh miie
or was it liling??hahax oh well ii just gort it
denn ii ask uncle take furr miie lahhx.hehex
denn end up whenn we were leaving that time right
the meefen went missing???hahax
MOII POOR MEEFENN SIIA.its smell yummy lahhx
denn afterr everythinng saw leon the idiot
she kick moii chair and walk pass miie.hahax
denn went tuhh find her awhile denn leave llerhhs
oh well todae was quite a alright day furr miie
causee ii catch up with most ppl lahhx. :))

ii cook this on saturdayy ii guess??hahax
though it look abit gross here.hehex
but it turn out well okiies.its nice too?? :))

pls tell miie the truth boy
dun lurbb miie furr fun
cause ii aint your toy

2006-10-21T09:59:00.000-07:00

2006-10-21T02:02:00.000-07:00

ii startedd tuhh think back the past
and ii realise ii was silly.

thiis feww dayy keepp thinkingg abbt euu*
andd ii guess ii wass realii silly at thatt tiime
if ii havee a channce tuhh turnn bacck,
ii guess maybbe ii woulddnnt havee chosenn euu
perhhapss it was lurbb thatt makke miie bliind

baby did this furr miie!ii lurbb baby<333

2006-10-17T22:16:00.000-07:00

cause here in moii heart,
there's a picture of us

ttodaee wennt out withh babyy!
we wenntt tuhh vivo city tuhh wattch moviie
watchh stayy aliive.iits scaryy lahhx
butt babyy sayy iit wass alright.bleahhx :((
beforee thatt met tricia,liling,judy and twinn!
denn afterr miie and babyy went off
denn saw lynn bimbo.hahax.she's cute lahhx
she pin up her fringe.hahax.shoo giirl cann!
okiies whatever.sorriie bimbo.hehex
aftter the movie went meet tricia,twin and jiamin
denn afterr miie,baby and tricia went harbour front
she wantedd tuhh go home butt ii dun allow.hahax
okiies ii am being meann lahhx.but still......
wentt there furr dinnerr denn walkk arounndd.
aftterr wennt tuhh thiis shop.hmmmm
denn took a supper long time tuhh think
if ii should buy that keyboard.hahax.its lame
but end up ii still bought it lahhx.was sad cann
cause moii money gone.but its alright lahhx.
ii wantted tuhh buy that mp3 too.
but ii have only 1 choice tuhh make lahhx
causee ii dun have enough cashh withh miie
shoo ii chose the keyboard in the end
ii was feeling abit sad lahhx.but.....
babyy wass shoo shoo niice lahhx.hahax
he boughht thatt mp3 furr miie cann.goshh
ii wass shoo happiie ii swearr..*jump around*
thanks shoo muchh baby.wo hao aii nii!!
alright ii think thats all furr todae.take care ppl!!

ii wantt tuhh be with euu forever
euu mean everything tuhh mii. <333

2006-10-14T10:35:00.000-07:00

ii will walk with euu till the end
dun think shoo muchh!!

ii just came backk fromm challett!!damm tiiredd*
didnt slp well lastt niitex.hehex.butt was funn
we wennt tuhh playy pool and arcadee too
and whenn we saw our FAVOURITE machine
all of us were like some crazii felloww lahhx.
we keep wastiing moneyy on it.but was funn
denn afterr miie and aaron went tuhh play pool
we taught rachael how tuhh play too.hehex
and ii thrash aaron!!was quiitee happiee lahhx.
denn aftter the uncle came and joiin us.
shoo we decided tuhh team and vs each other
miie and aaron 1 team and rachael and moii uncle
starting moii uncle group was leadiinng.
but end up ii won.hahax.was hell happie lahhx
cann euu imgaine euu win a senior!!hahax
but perhaps it was just luck bahhx.yuppx
early morning call fatherr fretchh miie home
cauuse later going out tuhhh tm.
going tuhh meet tricia,baby,anders and his stead
denn maybe later zhengxing coming oso.
and baby ishhx bringing miie shopping todae
ii am shoo shoo happiie lahhx.hahax.
oh denn laterr watching movie too.hehex
we will be watching silk.hahax.nice movie ya
denn at niitex gort chalet agaiinn.hmmm
guess it will be a tiring day fur miie siia.
but still ii hope ii will enjoy worxz.lalax

xie xie ni rang wo ting jian
yin wei wo zai deng dai yong yuan

2006-10-10T13:34:00.000-07:00

baby did this furr miie. :)) <333333

anyywayy exams are like near lahhx.
and ii didnt studyy at all lahhx.
perhaps maybe read abit only lor
anyywayy school was alright todae!
the maths paper went sux lahhx.
cause ii didnt noe how tuhh do!
after schooll went home and slack
later going out agaiinn.siannx lahhx
and i'm eating moii fav lollipop!
damm nice ii swear.hehex. :))
anyywayy shall blog more at nigght?
take care alright.byebye!!

meii you wo de aii,
yii ge ren xii bu xii guann

2006-10-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

II HATE BETRAYERS LIKE HER.FUCK OFF!!

alright ii guess everything wass settled last niitexx.
she say until shoo easy lahhx.what pass ishhx pass
denn what abt euu peng wei leii??idiot lahhx
denn haii miie get scolded by ____.fuck lahhx
euu damm chee bye bitch cann.go die lahhx.
what a betrayer euu are lahhx??chao chee bye
now ii think euu damm xia sway tuhh us lahhx
___ treated euu as own ppl.but what abt euu??
betray ____ at the back.fuck lahhx.
ii wanted tuhh slap euu lahhx.but ii give ____ face
if nort i swear ytd euu already kanna beaten!
i'm happiie that euu were being scolded by ____
it realii serve euu right okiies??stupid bitch!

anyywayy ii dun wishh tuhh blog anymore oso
ii am still pissed of because of that thing.

ii miss euu shoo muchh baby
are euu lying tuhh miie again?

2006-10-02T11:41:00.000-07:00

ytd schooll wasnt that funn ii guess.
gort punishh furr nothing lahhx.wthh
the stupid MC damm bias lahhx.idiot!
denn afterr chinese class oso.hmm
the teacherr makke us stayy backk!!
aftterr schooll went tiong with
tricia,char and lynn!!hmmmm
afterr we went our own seperates way
miie and lynn went rajahinn
while char and tricia went kfc tuhh eat??
aftterr miie and lynn chatted alot lahhx
and we bitch quite alot too..hahax
nort long tricia and char came too!!
shoo we 4 were like talking abt ____
it was mean of us lahhx.but WHUU CARES!
after huiwen,darling,wendy,ginwei and judy came
nort long liling came too.her face was black!
denn went tuhh long john and slack!
after long john we went mac there.
tricia they all study leaving miie,darling and lynn
there tuhh rot ourself.hahax its lame
but after we 3 kind of bitch abit lahhx.hmm
aftter that we go home lor.thats all bahhx.

tuhh laogong:
ehs laogong!euu must take care of yourself alright
fasterr recover from your flu and fever.
and always remember eat your medicine
and oso drink more water too alright?? <333
ii miss euu shoo muchh baby!!

That's the way I feel about you and me
Baby have you ever felt my heart was breaking

2006-09-30T11:20:00.000-07:00

ytd was funn ii guess.didnt go school ytd!
was slping till 10 denn ii woke up.
afterr wennt tuhh meet tricia furr lunchh!
afterr lunch ii went her hse there slack
denn after ___ called and entertain miie
it was like fun ii guess.tricia went high!
denn she start raping miie.hahax lame!
denn afterr we went tiong agaiinn.hehe
thiis time ii went tuhh buy moii make up
denn tricia was hungry agaiinn lahhx
went tuhh griller and eat agaiinn!hahax
denn after saw wendy,ginwei,char,judy&liling
afterr they join us and eat togetherr.
afterr everything we went tuhh arcade tuhh play
denn a while later lynn,carmen and huiting came
after we saw bimbo,ice kachang and melissa!!
oh and ii bought a mickey stuff.damm happiie!
goshh ii was crazyy overr that mickeyy lahhx
afterr everyone went home liao lahhx.sad
left only miie,lynn,tricia,huiting and liling!!
nort long tricia went back too.sad lahhx
miie and lynn talk alot lahhx.bitch alot too*hahax
after huiting and liling came and join in
and we seriously bitch and talk alot.yuppx
and ____ call miie. afterr carmen came back tiong
denn slack a while they went back too.
denn tricia call miie and say she cann come tiong
shoo ii waited furr her and we walk around
afterr that she send miie tuhh bus sttop.thanks*

reach home ___ call miie agaiinn.
and he gave miie alot of advise on this relationship
perhaps his words do make sense.hmmm
ii guess ii will nort give up this relationship anymore
cause its realii shoo hurting if ii were tuhh lose euu
alot of ppl are trying tuhh advise miie
some told miie tuhh give up and some ask miie tuhh continue
ii was lost at that time.ii didnt noe what ii wann
but afterr thinking shoo muchh that few days
ii dunn wann tuhh give up anymore
cause ii noe ii lurbb euu shoo.ii dun wann tuhh lose euu

cann ii say ii miss your hug
cann ii say ii miss your voice

2006-09-28T21:26:00.000-07:00

hahax.ii wrote this during english exam*

2006-09-26T20:07:00.000-07:00

todae ii wentt tuhh schooll.hahax miracle cann!!
ii actually survive 2 periods of biio lahhx.hahax
*clap hand furr myself*hahax its lame lahhx
but todae was quite slack siia.nothiing tuhh do
ii only noe ii whole dayy write letter only.
denn afterr we were talking abt ghost lahhx.
shoo scaryy ii guess.hahax.hmmm!!
oh and moii new piano just arrived.GOSH!
ii swear ii lurbb the piano shoo muchh lahhx
omg.ii am just shoo glad it came todae!! :))
anyywayy todae ii guess ii wasnt happiie ya
due tuhh some reasons lahx.shall nort mention!

things wasnt the same between us anymore
we seem tuhh be drifted apart alreadyy. :((
andd ii totally hate the feelings.haiix.
how ii wiish everything cann be like the past!
but ii guess everythiing cannt be the same anymore

anyywayy exams are coming liao worxz.
and ii haven start studying lahhx.hahax
ii guess perhaps ii am going retain again?
and if ii were tuhh retain agaiinn,
ii will quit school straight away siia.
no more studying furr miie liao
if nort ii think ii will die siia.GOSH!
hmmm oh well forget it lahhx.
dun think shoo muchh worxz.
anyywayy recently alot of things happenn
and it hurts alot of peole too.haiix
i'm sorry ii caused euu paiinn
ii dunn wanna continue this anymroe :((

thiis lurbb dunn exsist anymore
but ii dun bear tuhh say goodbye
i'm sorry ii cant be perfect!!
perhaps ii am being too selfish
tuhh hold on tuhh euu.. :((
ii dun wanna drop anii tears anymore
cause ii am too tired furr everything
i'm sorry furr everything that happenn

duii bu qii! :((
wo cuo llerhhs.<333

2006-09-22T12:40:00.000-07:00

every night ii sit at 1 corner
and cry moii heart out.

todae ii did nort go school lahhx.as i'm sick
cause ii was having a bad headache lahhx
rest at home denn went baby house!!
but before that miie and baby was having
some unwanted quarrels lahhx.haiix
ii swear ii almost died when ii quarrel with him
its hurts shoo muchh when we quarrel lahhx
and we always quarrel over stupid things
ii hate it shoo muchh lahhx.haiix :((
somemore todae ishhx our 2 month.
we were supposed tuhh be celebrating
but we end up in a quarrel.haiix
what a 2 month memories ii have siia!!
ii guess ii wont forget thiis dayy lahhx.
but anyywayy after ii went baby house tuhh slack
denn after we went super market tuhh shop!!
it was fun lahhx.ii gort all the snacks that ii wanted
but sad tuhh say there ishhx no panda biscuits.!
ii wanted it shoo badly lahhx.haiix :((
anywayy zhengxing book out todae.hahax
and finally after 2 weeks ii see him again worxz. :))
oh anyywayy baby and miie are playing auditionsea!!
nice game ii guess?though ii am sux at it!!hahaxx
haven been training with nuer and xiao boyboy!!
oh well ii guess thats all furr todae bahhx!!
shall nort blog much too.hahax take care everyone!!

2006-09-19T11:15:00.000-07:00

the paiin ishhx too much tuhh bearr
ii cant take it aniimore.ii broke down

its been shoo long since ii last blog lahhx!!
oh well ii think moii blog going tuhh rot soonn
but go round visiting blog ishhx funn lahhx
ii found out alot of things worxz.shoo interesting!!
actually someone and someone was in lurbb before
and ii didnt noe abt it till now lahhx.hmmm
ii swearr whenn ii noe abt it ii get a shock!
but oh well.whuu cares worxz.nort moii taiji oso!
shoo betterr dunn fiind out shoo muchh lahhx
ii noe abit cann liao worxz.alreadyy happiie llerhhs
anyywayy thiis few dayys suux like fuck lahhx
shoo mani fucking things happening!!haiix
seriouslyy ii niid a breakk noww lahhx. :((
ii dun thiink ii cann hold on anii lonngerr!
1 dayy ii am going tuhh leave without aniione knowing
ii think thats all furr now lahhx.hmmm
cause dun realii noe what tuhh type llerhhs!!
anyywayy everyone takkie carrie worxz.
must catch up with everyone soonn.. :))

2006-09-07T23:34:00.000-07:00

meii youu nii de meii yii tiiann
xiing fu lii wo hao yao yuann

todaee was a bad dayy furr miie ii swearr!!
ii nebberr everr wann thiis dayy agaiinn!
we were shoo cold tuhh eachh otherr
andd ii dunn enjoyy the feeling at all!goshh!
ii feell like cryiingg lahhx. ii hate todaee!!
iif ii havee the channce tuhh turnn back tiime
ii wouldd makke suree everythiingg goes well
andd nort the wayy it ishhx now!haiix
oh well its overr alreadyy.no poiint thiinking.

bao beiix laogong! ii am shoo sorriie okiies.haiix
things between us are going shoo wrong!!
andd ii dunn liike the feeliing at all! ii hate it
pls dunn treatt miie shoo coldly pls?haiix
ii noe ii was the 1 that treated euu coldly first
and ii am shoo shoo sorriie abt it. :((
ii noe euu dun trust thiis lurbb aniimore
andd ii cann do nothingg abtt it.haiix
ii feel shoo failure and useless riightt noow!
oh well if euu thiink letting go will be good
denn ii will respectt yourr decisionn derhh
thoughh ii will ffeel hurtt but ii dunn miind
as long as ii cann see euu happiie,
ii am contented alreadyy! ii lurbb euu!

duii bu qii!everything was moii fault!
ii make euu lose trust iin miie
ii make euu lose trust iin this relationship!
duii buu qii.wo cuo llerhhs!! :((

2006-09-05T11:29:00.000-07:00

ii guess the sad sherlynn ishhx back agaiinn!!
ii noe its nort a good thing because ii'll start cutting
but everything just went shoo wrongg!haiix
euu and miie start tuhh have problems
ii think moii life ishhx screwed up lahhx. :((
sometimes ii feel like breaking down and cry
but ii noe ii gort tuhh be strong and move on!
it wasnt easy furr miie tuhh forget the past
but whyy everything ishhx coming back now!!
ii totally hate the feeling.it sux.it toally sux!
ii noe we dun have trust furr each other
ii make moii father disappointed in miie agaiinn
andd ii dunn feell niice abbt it..haiix
but he ishhx beiingg niicee lahhx.hmmm
cauuse he goiing tuhh buy miie a new pianoo!
niice fatherr ii havee.butt bad daughter he have!
trust moii lurbb furr euu. will euu?
todae suppose tuhh meet tricia nuer!
but ii woke up late.shoo ii cancell eveythiing!!
shoo paiisehh worxz nuer.maybe tml we meet?
ii promisee ii will wake up early..yes yes :))
and furr your info ii didnt quarrel with ken.yuppx

ytd euu sayy something that broke moii heart
ii noe euu dun realii trust what ii say
but pls dun doubt moii lurbb furr euu.
cause ii truly lurbb euu with all moii heart
ii realii do treasure euu.but do euu??
do euu treasure miie like the way ii treasure euu
do euu trust miie like how ii trust euu
oh well.perhaps everything was moii fault! :((

duii bu qii wo duii nii bu guo hao.
ke neng fang qii nii shii wo zhui hao de xuan zhe
dan shii wo zhen de she bu de!!!!
wo dong shii wo peii bu shang nii
duii bu qii.<3333

2006-09-05T01:30:00.000-07:00

ii feell like cryinng riight now!
ii dunn feel niice.ii feel like shit
cann anyone save miie??
everythingg went shoo wrong :((

2006-09-04T18:51:00.000-07:00

ytd wasnt a good dayy furr miie lahhx.screwed up dayy!
ii seriouslly hate ytd okiies.ii wont forgett derhh
it wass shoo fuckiing scaryy ii swear!!GOSH!!!
ii shall nortt blogg iin detaills lahhx.cause its horrible
guess onlyy tricia cann understannd bahhx.hehex
thanx nuer!!thanx furr accompanyiing miie worxz
ii realii appreciate it alot.ii heartt euu.<3333
afterr went bedok there tuhh slack lor.hahax
it was shoo siianx cause miie and laogong was slping!
leaving edwin and xing there rotting.hahax
shoo paiisehh worxz.cause ytd ii was damm tiredd
but at least ii did entertaiinn euu abiit. =)
thiink thats all llerhhs bahhx.hmmmm
cause basically the whole of ytd was slacking.
ii wanna eat rajahinn tml siia.ii miss it.. :((
and ii oso wanna go eat marina south lahhx.
ii miss all the steamboat thingy.hehex. :))
whuu wanna go with miie worxz??hahax

wo zhii xiiang shou duii buu qii!!
qiing nii bu yao zhe yang duii wo
ying weii wo de xiing huii shou shang de
wo cuo le.duii buu qii!
wo aii nii..<33333333

2006-09-02T16:03:00.000-07:00

you know how i feel about you
you know how much i need you
when you're looking at me baby
i know you're the one i need
you know how i feel about you
you know how much i need you
when you're walking to me baby oh yeah
i know i'm falling love with you
and now that i'm here for you
i'll never let you go
you'll always be the one for me
oh and i
i just want to tell you i love you
no one can love you like i do
oh and i
i just want to have you my baby
your love, your soul, belongs to me
you know how i feel about you
you know how much i need you
when you're talking to me baby oh yeah
i know i'm falling love with you

2006-08-31T10:14:00.001-07:00

ytd was damm fucked up ii swearr lahhx.fuck siia!!
startiinng it startted withh geo firstt!hmmm..
miie and tricia was ask tuhh standd at the backk!
denn after we both were tired.shoo we sit downn
denn the stupid chua keep shouting at us lahhx.
she ishhx damm fucking bias okiies.fuck her!
denn after mrs chu oso anothe 1..damm idiot lahhx
say what ii protecting steph and dunnoe what
shoo what if ii protect steph.oso nort her business what
she care shoo muchh furr what.chee bye siia
denn she went tuhh anyhow say ii nebber go schhool
denn end up call moii father come school
and fucking hell ii gort scolding from father lahhx
and ii quarrel with moii father infront of teachers!
it was damm swayy okiies.fuck the school siia
if ii noe ii would just transfer schooll lahhx.
denn after the miss chan oso another 1 lahhx.
dunnoe what the fuck she wan okiies
keep scolding tricia and miie oso.fuck her lahhx
denn always call us stupid or idiot derhh
if nort she will hit our head or hand derhh.
fuck her cann.goshh!!ii hate school and teacher
they totallyy ruin moii fucking mood lahhx
ii think everything around miie ishhx screwed up
and ii just dun enjoy the feelings at all lahhx. :((
ii miss the past!realii ii do..haiix.
ii miss the smile ii use tuhh have.cann ii get it back?

*-`xiaomeimei*_`

2006-08-31T10:14:00.000-07:00

2006-08-28T23:42:00.000-07:00

todae in schooll was still alriigghtt lahhx. :))
nortt that funn but oso nortt thatt boriinng.
stephh nebber come schooll todaee.hmmm
shhe shoo naughty siia.paiikia worxz.hahax
todae pass carmen and lynn theiir letterr!!
ii thiink ii owe them furr damm long lahhx.
SEXY MONKEY OWE MIIE LETTER!!
lynn was beiing an IDIOT alright.hahax
she keep sayiing ii am pregnant lahhx.
den sayy what must take care of the baby
ishhx like wtf okiies.she shoo idiot!!
and lynn ong! II HOPE EUU ARE READING THIS
II JUST WAN SAY EUU ARE PREGNANT!!
hahax.oh well nvm lahhx.forget abt it!!
after school suppose tuhh go eggfarm thing
but ii went home instead worxz.hehex :))
cause ii wasnt feeling that well.hmmm
ii was having quite a bad headache lahhx
and it sux alright..ii swear siia!!hmmm
denn after laogong and xing came find miie!
theyy were being sweet lahhx.hahax.hmmm
ii lurbb laogong shoo muchh worxz. :))
hmmm denn they slack till 11 denn went home!
ii owe them 20 cookies lahhx.hahax omg cann
ii hope ii could make it in time siia.hehex
oh well ii think thats all furr todae lor!!

tuhh lynn bimbo:
hey bimbo!pls cheer up alright..hmmm
your blog forever shoo sad lahhx pls
dun lie tuhh miie that euu are fine
cause ii noe euu are nort worxz.
anyywayy dun worry shoo muchh worxz
if anything cann come find miie derhh
euu take care alright..ii heart euu<3333

2006-08-23T08:49:00.000-07:00

*[[laogong wo huii aii nii yiibeiizii derhh.thiis ii promiise
ii amm verii happiie ii founnd euu worxz.
ii wontt let go derhh.thiis ii swearr!! :))
ii realii appreciate all the things euu have done!
ii lurbb euu shoo muchh worxz.aii sii nii llerhhs]]*

2006-08-17T22:53:00.000-07:00

todaee schooll wass funn funn!!ii lurbb todaee =)
gortt geo examm todaee.andd ii dunnoe how do can
moii miind ishhx totallyy blankk lahhx.hahax
but oh well!!whuu cares lahhx.geo suux lahhx
todaee gortt quiitee hiighh duriinng eng class.
miie andd tricia laugh like siiaoo lahhx.hahax
denn aftterr schooll wennt tiong worxz. :))
meet charmaine and moii didi! wass funn lahhx
we lauughh alot and stuff.waiited furr judy!
denn lynn bimbo and sexy monkey come find miie
theyy pass miie letterr denn they went off llerhhs.
denn thee stupiid judyy damm ass cann.wtf
ii waiited furr herr liikke shoo lonng cann!!idiott
she told miie she wass on the wayy!!and guess whattt
she earliierr on alreaddyy at tiong llerhhs lahhx
ii wass shoo pissedd off with her lor.yuppx
denn aftterr wennt tuhh meet laogong they all =)
omg ii swearr laogong ishhx damm sweett okiies!!
ii lurbb laogong shoo muchh worxz.aii sii laogong llerhhs
ii wonnt leave euu thiis ii promiisee euu.<333
thanks furr those thiingss euu boughhtt.hahax.. :))
ii will treasure iit derhh worxz.hehex.hmmm
thiink thats all furr todaee ii guess.hahax :))

tuhh the stupiid biitchh:
euu stupiid idiiot.dunn comme act pls!!shoo gross cann
euu thiis stupiid attentiionn seekkerr.go diie lahhx
plss dunn go rounndd and spreadd thiingss lahhx
euu suxx like fuckk lahhx. stupiid biitchh!!
MOUTH SHOO BIG CANN!omg.gross biitchh
all euu nooe ishhx tuhh cut cut cut!attract attentiionn!
pls dunn get others iinn troublle aniimoree lahhx!
justt fuckk off cann!!euu suxx like fuckk.

2006-08-16T17:15:00.000-07:00

todaee iinn schooll wass siiannx lahhhx.haiix. :((
somehoww todaee makke miie sadd.dunnoee whyy
been smsiingg thee whoolle dayy lahhx.hmmm.
cauusee iinn schooll oso northiinng tuhh do worxz
gortt some scolddingg fromm teachherr.haiix :((
butt luckyy ii still gortt moii laogong smsiingg miie
shoo iit wasnnt shoo badd lahhx.ii guess shoo!?
sleptt durinng pc.wass luckky mrs chuu nebber scoolld
ii amm suppoosee tuhh meett ___, ____, _____.
but ii reject all andd go homme.cauusee ii gortt no mood!
oh well ii thinkk thatts all llerhhs bahhx.
shall replyy tagg on moii postt!!!hmmmm

tuhh bao beiix laogong:
laogong thanx furr tagging worxz.ii like fridayy
cauusee cann see euu andd go shoppiinng :))
mustt be hapiie okiies?ii wontt pangsehh euu derhh
wo aii nii yiibeiizii worxz.<333
ii wontt breakk the promise derhh.wo aii nii
euu are my one and only baby!! :))

tuhh berniicee nuerr:
berniicee euu damm rubbishhx cann!hahax.
ii dunn wann lett euu noee ishhx furr a reasoonn
butt siinnce euu noe llerhhs denn alright lor =)
anyyway hope euu andd yourr bf forever worxz.
ehs good luck furr your exam okiies?? =)

tuhh zhengxing:
ehs euu sttupid dog.muahahahaax.. :))
euu damm lame lor.come moii blog tag!!
gort manii nuerr oso envyy!!euu siao arhhx?hahax
ya lahhx ken your darling okies.LAME!
ken your darling but he ishhx moii laogong. :))

tuhh ryan:
hey thanks alot worxz.hahax.hmmm
glad that euu found someone euu like too =)
hope euu and herr last too.hehex =)
euuu take care too ya.meet up soonn.

baby euu are always on moii mind
moii lurbb furr euu will nebber change
ii niid euu like no one else before<33
6 more days tuhh our 1 month ;))

2006-08-14T22:57:00.000-07:00

shoo lonng nebber blogg lliaoo worxz.hehex :))
todaee lynn call miie andd toldd miie stuff
shoo ii promiisee herr ii will bllogg.yes yes!
anyywayy lynn dunn shoo pissedd off lahhx
dunn care abt those bitches alright.hehex
cause they are like a small fry tuhh euu ya?
and btw!whuu are those 2 bitches arhhx?
ii amm shoo damm curious cann.hahax.
omg ii thinkk we niid tuhh biitchh ssoonn ya
ishhx like shoo lonng we didnnt biitchh cann!
anyywayy todaee wennt meet laogong! :))
feell shoo happiie worxz.hehex. enjoy siia*
denn keep bullying william the idiot!!
he damm sissy ii swear.hahax.OMG lahhx
noww examm periiod and ii nebber studdyy siiia
thiinkk mayybbe miightt faiill siia.haiix
ii noww thiinkk ii shoo faiilluree cann!hahax. :))
mayybbe quiting schooll will be betterr furr miie
thoughh ii gortt no certt and stuff butt still
ii thiinkk maybbe quiit woulld be bestt furr miie
haiiyaa forgett it lahhx.shalll see how lor.
___ send miie home todaee.shoo niice of hiimm
butt butt butt he makke miie shoo confusee lahhx
anyywayy justt wann thank himm lahhx.yupp<3

justt noww wass thiinkkingg aloot in the traiinn!
ii guess ii make the wrongg choice by waiting
ii wass stupiid in the pastt.ii am a fooll its true
noww onlly ii noee euu dunn lurbb mie at all
euu lurbb herr moree denn euu lurbb miie!
ii regrett ii waiitedd shoo longg furr euu. :((
ii realii hate euu furr lying tuhh miie..

2006-08-12T02:29:00.000-07:00

2006-08-07T23:58:00.000-07:00

todaee wass funn lahhx.enjoyy alott siiaa.hehexx
stephh nebber comme schooll todaee worxz.
denn leavee miie andd tricia.stephh ishhx meann!
okiiies anyywayy aftterr schooll stayy iinn schoolll
wass waiitingg furr lynn the bimbo lahhx. :))
andd ii wass waitingg furr tricia nuerr too.hmm
wennt cannteenn withh lynn the bimbo tuhh eatt
denn carmenn and ice-kachang join us!!hmmm
afterr a whille miie and lynn wennt tiong tuhh slack
denn stephh meet us.hehex =) shoo happiiee
wass slacking at mac lahhhx.shoo siiannx cann
all because we wre waiting furr judyyy the idiott
she take shoo long tuhh come cann.omg lahhx!
denn todaee judy teacchh miie a hanndd siignn
ishhx call wtf!!hahax.judy teachh derhh
didnnt noe judyy noe how tuhh scold vulgar too
omg judyy!euu are shoo violent derhh siia.hehex
oh well denn afterr miie andd stephh leftt
we wennt suntec city theree.hahax.wass okiies lahhx
laogong treatt miie eat ice cream worxz.hehex =)
denn slackk at suntecc till 9 plus lor.hmmm
thanks xiao boy boy and stephh peii miie homee

2006-08-03T22:25:00.000-07:00

LIM LILING SUX LIKE HELL LAHHX.BITCHH!!

euu are damm asshole okiies.fuckk off lahhx
stupid attention seeekerr.go bangg table lahhx
ii nebberr offendd euu,euu come offendd miie.
what the fuck euu wann lahhx.chao chee bye
shoo euu thiink euu verii biig lahhx.fuckkk
anyhoww scoldd miie.chee bye lahhx.go diiee!
euu better dunn lett miie foundd outt anythiing
or nortt ii makke suree euu gett it froomm miie
chee bye bitchh.gortt xialann facee siia.

2006-08-02T16:18:00.000-07:00

todaee iinn schooll wass damm boriinng ii guess?
oh well actually ii oso dunnoe lahhx.hahax.hmm
causee moii moodd wasnnt thatt goodd todaee.
perhapss moodswing ii guess.hehex =)
ii felltt sleepyy iinn class todaee.dunnoe whyy oso
stephh todaee nebber come schooll worxz.
shoo it wass faiirr furr bothh of us.hehex
cauusee ytdd ii nebber go schooll!!hmmm
oh well.aftterr schooll wenntt tiong agaiinn.
but its withh lynn andd carmen onlly.hmm..
aftterr slackk furr a whiille denn go home llerhhs
cauuse ii at niightt niid go out lahhx.
thanks carmen furr the triip home agaiinn.hehex
guess thats all furr todaee bahhx.hmm

ii miss laogong shoo muchh.haiix
sometimes ii feell like giving up
but ii noee ii cannt bear tuhh

2006-07-30T17:50:00.000-07:00

todaee wass quite okiies lahhx.wennt tiong!
first meet nuer denn go tiong eat!hehex =)
ii am likee falling in lurbb with long john cann!
omgg!thee foodd ishhx fuckiinng niicee lahhx
okiies ii noee ii amm crazii lahhx.hahax
but still whateverr andd whuu caress worxz
denn afterr a whille triicia wennt home llerhhs
shoo wentt tuhh findd lynn theyy all lorr
theyy weree eatiingg rajahiinn cann.jealous*
but oh well tmll ii will go eatt woxz.hehex
withh the bimbo agaiinn ii guess??hahax
its beenn liikee shoo lonng sinnce ii
wennt rajahinn tuhh eatt lahhx.ii miiss it =)
hahax.anyywayy todaee wass okiies lahhx
guess there ishhx nothing tuhh blog llerhhs bahx!

ii miss laogong shoo muchh!! :((

2006-07-29T23:18:00.000-07:00

ytdd moii moodd wass badd badd badd!! :((
buutt iinn the ennd iit wennt okiiess lahhx
all thanks tuhh carmenn andd lynn. :))
theyy weree liike shoo meann cann.idiot!
theyy makkee funn off miie andd ____
ohh godd!theyy aree liikkee damm meann.
annd whatteverr theyy sayy ishhx rubbishhx
shoo makee no sennsee okiies.hahax :))
oh ii wann thank carmen and lynn too.
caussee ytdd theyy cabb miie backk!hehex
thanks biimboo.ii lurbb euu 2 <3333
and thanx furr being there furr miie ya
euu 2 mustt cheerr up okiies?? :))

ytdd niightt ii justt realiise somethiinng
perhaps everythiingg wass moii faullt!
blamme iit on miie everyyonne.
ii wass the 1 thatt cauusee everythinng
tuhh be screwed up andd stuff!!duii bu qii
ii justt wann euu tuhh be hapiie and nort sad
shoo proomiise miie euu be happiiee!! :))

dunn lurbb miie fuurr funn boy!
lurbb miie furr a reason.<3333

2006-07-26T23:40:00.000-07:00

II MISS LAOGONG SHOO MUCHH LAHHX.HAIIX<3

laogong whenn euu comiinngg onliinne siia???
or whenn euu will repllyy moii msg??haiix.
ii miss euu shoo muchh cann!!like omg lahhx
didntt noee ii will miss laogong shoo muchh derhh
now ii fiannlly understandd howw euu feell
whhenn ii dunn repllyy yourr msgg.hehex :))
anywayy todaee wass funn lahhx.hmm.
shall nort blog what happenn lahhx.cause lazyy.
ii just wann sayy ii lurbb laogong yiibeiizii*
the promiise ii make will nort be brokkenn.
ii hope laogong will nort break it too worxz.
wo shii zhenn derhh heng aii heng aii nii<33333
pls dun leave miie laogong!!haiix.
life without euu will realii be suck furr miie.
wo aii nii laogong<3

2006-07-24T01:22:00.001-07:00

todaee wennt out withh triiciiaa nuerr worxz.hehex
todae wass quiitee funn lahhx.enjoyy allott lor!
wennt there tuhh eatt.the 2 bimboo cookiingg.hehex
cann euu likke imagiinee??ohh well.iits wass funn
denn memoriies flashh backk.haiix.hatte iit shoo muchh
anyywayy tricia nuer mustt cheer up worxz??
denn afterr cook food furr triiciia tuhh eatt!hehx
we ate quiite little lahhx.hahax.tricia being princeess
she just siit there annd eatt.nebberhelp cann.lalax
ehs denn aftterr wennt home loor.hehex.lalax
ehs think shall end here bahhx.as nothing tuhh bloogg

thanx lao gong furr everythiingg.<333
ii noee euu dunn wann miie be sadd lahhx.
but sometiimess ii gort noo choiice.
andd whyy euu ignooree moii msgg worxz.
but ohh well nvm lahhx.haiix
att leastt euu still caree abtt miie lorr

whyy onlly noww denn euu tell miie this?
dunn euu thiink euu are tuhh late?haiix
oh well ii'm lostt agaiinn.shoo confusedd now
dunnoe whuu tuhh chose now.haiix
perhaps ii would give everything up and leave

*[broken hearted xiaomeimei]*

2006-07-24T01:22:00.000-07:00

2006-07-22T14:09:00.000-07:00

shoo longg nebber bloogg llerhhs worxz.hehex.
anyywayy ytdd wass quiitee alriightt lahhx.
wass kiindd of pissedd of ytd!because of her*
fuuck herr lahhx.anyyhoww scoldd siia..lalax.
hmm.denn ytd the spamming thing.fuck lahhx
moii mood was totally bad furr the whole niitex
alott talk tuhh miie online ytd..hehex.happiie worxz
denn oso gortt allot of new techno song!hehex..
shoo niice worxz.hehex.lalax.ii lurbb it :))
sendd tricia a feww songss tuhh.hehex.woo lala~
kor kor shoo niice worxz.wann peii miie till ii sleepp!!hehex
but ii askk hiim go sleepp firrstt nerhhx.hmm
causee he siickk marhhx.denn feell paiisehh!!
denn talkk tuhh shawnn theyy alll lorr.hahax.
shawnn outt off lhs llerhhs.haiix.shoo surprisee.
wonderr howw ishhx xiaobenn theyyy all nerhhx.lalax
aiimm wennt backk tuhh thailannd too.hmm.
ii simmplyy miss all off themm siia..hehex.lalax.
i'm feeeling shoo siianx riightt nooow!! :((

ii miss herr shoo badlly!!shee nortt onliinee.haiix
whenn cann shee comee onlinne.ii miss her :((
prehaps ii should nort have sayy ii hate euu.
i'm shoo sorriee!!ii didnntt meann itt.haiix
wo heng duii bu qii nii.nii dongg wo aii nii derhh!!<3

ytd have a nice chat with horny bitchh!!hehex
thanx furr your post alright.wo aii nii.<333
euu dunn cut llerhhs okiies.takkiee carrie worxz
mustt meet up reall soonn worxz.hehex.

i'm crazyy overr euu girrll!!i'm shoo lostt.
ii'm stil nort sure of moii feelinggss noww.haiix
prehaps ittss riightt euu chosee herr andd nortt miie
cauusee ii dunn deservee yourr lurbb!!
i'm sorriee!! i'm nort perfectt!!haiixx. :((
maybe by choosing herr its bestt furr miie
it givee miie couragge tuhh giivee euu upp!!
ii dunn wanna hold on tuhh euu when ii noe
we cann nebber be together derhh.haiix :((