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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Errmm..this few days not reali feeling happy!maybe i think too much le bahhate the feeling!i reali do!todae was sux..i cut my hand again!and guess what?i embarass myself in schooll lahx.!i cry in the auditorium!i dunnoe why i tears too???i tried to control but in the end,i burst it out!my nu er all very shock to see me tears lahx.!cause i always so cheerfulhaiz..but i reali feeling very sad!i cut my hand again!and it was seriousi cut through my flesh and everyone say i crazy de!cause i dun feel any painnow my hand damm sucks!its swollen and its still bloody!i reali dunnoe why i am into all this shit!it totally sucks...i cut and cry because of her!omg..i think i am crazy okay!i reali cannot believe all those shit i done for her!i think i am totaly insanehaiz..i dun wish to continue this relationship anymore.it hurts*though i dun bear to let go but i think i have to let goshe is not meant for me and i am not meant for her!so its best we break!i dun wanna get hurt anymore!i mean is like i actually tears in schooli dun usually tears in school and this time all my nu er saw lahxcan u imagine how ma lu it is??haiz..but i guess i am alright nowi dun wanna let my frenz see me sad!cause i know they will be sad toojust because i cut,my nu er cut too..i feel so hurti mean as in its not their fauult or anything!but they cut.i feel sadi'm sorry to all my nu er!i let all of you down!you all should not cuthaiz...maybe if i break with her,everything will be back to normal!trying my best not to think of anything now!cause i dun wan be sadtoday went tiong with joan to buy thing and guess what??i saw my steadwe just walk pass each other lahx...i diao her can!i hope i did not see herxiao yan was being nice!she say harlo to me!hahax..love you xiao yanyou are so damm damm nice!hahax.shall sayang you morebut nxt time when u with jovy and u see me,pls pls dun shout"jovy your stead lei"cause u know we fight and ya..hahaxbut anyway its okay!cause u didn't know we fight mahx..but still anyway thanks for saying hi to me!hahax..you so sweetermm....guess i type enough rubbish here le bahx...yupanyway my nu er!pls cheer up k!mummy is always here for youanything can come find me!i will try my best to help you!!i dun wanna see u sad anymore!and pls stop cutting your hand
8:31 PM
