Wednesday, January 31, 2007
those memories of us
would always be kept
todae went tuhh stc agaiin lahhx.
gort moii cert llerhhs.omg pls
ii gort quite a few bad comments
maybe should say its all bad lahhx
okiies whatever.saw miss phee too
denn after went over tuhh chec
waited furr damm long lahhx
and baby was being nice.hehex :))
he waited with miie.ii lurbb baby!
denn we went suntec tuhh slack
oh and we went tuhh arcade.omgxz!
ii swear ii hate that stupid machines pls
starting ii catch the toy liao siia
denn nebber drop at all worxz.hmmmm
denn after near the hole there horx
the stupid toy drop.rawr!!shhoo dulan
and ii kept hitting baby.hahax!!
poor baby pls.ii am shhoo sorriie
denn went over tuhh marina square!
ate yoshi.hahax baby being a pig!
denn slack slack a while llerhhs,
went back tuhh bedok!hahax
think thats all llerhhs.wee wee*
baby ii am sorriie alirhgt.ii realii amii didnt wan tuhh see euu tears at allit broke moii heart when ii see euu tearsdunnchh push miie away aniimorecause euu noe ii wont leave derhhx.shhoo just let miie stay by your side alrihgtii just lurbb baby shhhoo muchh!! :))
12:36 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007
how ii wish ii could be as innocent as hernort recieving anii paiin that was givenn
thanx furr making miie happiiewhenever ii feel shhoo sad.thanx :))ytd went over cousin hse tuhh eat.hahaxii swear ii was like a pig cann.omg!ii ate chicken rice and a bowl of ban mian!eat both finish llehrhs oso nort full!dunnoe whats wrong with miie lahhx. :))ytd saw moii baby cousin agaiinn.omg lahhx.she shhoo damm cute pls!ytd dint get tuhh meet euu.rawrr!!ii miss euu shhoo muchh lahhx.sigh!ii guess euu dunnoe how muchh ii miss euuthings dint go well between us.sigh!was ii the 1 that spoil this relationship??or this relationship wasnt strong enough?sigh ii am trying tuhh make back everythingbut it just seem shhoo hard. :((sometimes ii just breakdown and cryii just couldnt take it aniimore.haiixii am nort as strong as what euu think boiiii once make a promise that ii wont let euu goand ii wont break it baby.trust miie alrihgt!ii will hold euu tight in moii armsand nebber letting euu go baby.this ii promise euugive miie a chance tuhh be part of your lifelet miie be the 1 tuhh clean your tears awaylet miie be the 1 that follow euu wherever euu golet miie be the only girl that lurbb euu!ii wont ever let euu go aniimore.cause ii learnt moii mistake.ii regretted!another day without your smile.. :((just hurt moii heart one more time
12:54 PM
Friday, January 26, 2007
the paiin was too muchh furr miie
but still ii surrender tuhh hear your voice
ytd euu gave miie the cold shoulder agaiin!
ii didnt noe where ii go wrong agaiin.haiix!
euu just suddenly ignore miie the whole day
ii guess euu didnt noe how ii felt.. :((
but no matter how euu treat miie,
ii would still lurbb euu.thiis ii swearr!
ytd ii was angry and disappointed
but still ii gave in in the end.siighh!
everything always seem tuhh be moii fault
ii hate moiiself.ii hate everything now
perhaps everything was a mistake bahhx
it was true ii am waiting furr your msg
sometimes things were just unfair.haiix
but still ii rather be the 1 suffering.
sorriie baby furr all the hurt ii gave! :((
ii still lurbb euu shhoo.ii realii do!
pls dunnchh ever leave miie okiies??
trust every word ii say hao marhhxz??
ytd ii dunnoe whyy euu ignore miie
it was shhoo hurting.but still,
ii choose tuhh treat it as nothing happen
and suffer the paiin in silent. :((
4:43 PM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
ii dunnoe what we are fighting furrii hope we cann stop tonightokiies okiies ytd went chec.hahaxits kind of scary pls.omgxz lahx!rotting at home like.shhoo siianxii seriously niid tuhh shop plswhuu wanna go shopping with miieor whuu wanna bring miie go.hahaxii am just shhoo broke now pls :((oh ii forget tuhh wish someone!happy belated birthday lim liling!Bimbo ii saw the post in your blog llerhhsthanx alot ya.ii will cheer up derhhxz.but perhaps running away do help yacause reality just hurts shhoo muchh!euu must cheer up too alirhgt??dunnchh push her away if euu lurbb hercause euu might regret in the end.anyywayy just cheer up alright?ii heart bimbo<33 catch up soonn ya
its a lie without euu baby!
ii just lurbb euu too muchh tuhh let go
ii just dunnchh wanna fight aniimore
ii once told euu ii am tired.yes ii am
but no matter what,ii wont give up
ii just dunnchh wanna regret llerhhs
cause the paiin ishhx too muchh!
can euu mend the broken heart of mine?
ii would hold on tuhh your hand
and neber letting it go.this ii swearr!
cause ii noe ii cant go on without euu
and shhoo ii surrender.
xXiiaomeiimeiiXx <3>
because euu were moii everything
1:31 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
ii would give up everything
just tuhh see euu smile.
ii no mood blog now pls.rawr!!
okiies forget abt everything. :((
thanx tricia,lynn and jovy!
euu guys were ther furr miie
thanx alot alright.yuppx
ii will be fine.thanx furr concern!
todae ii did something shhoo wrong
and ii am feeling shhoo bad abt it!
tricia say ii done a good thing??
but was it good??its a no furr miie
tricia say ii would cry at niitex
how true can it be. :))
ii noe euu guys are there furr miie
whenever ii am feeling down.
thanx alot alrihgt.realii thanx
ii hope ii gort a bloody penknife now!
cause ii am feeling shhoo hurt now.
dunnchh wish tuhh blog mroe aniimore
shall end here llerhhs bahhx.haiix
no explanation was given.no nothing
perhaps hiding everything would be best
cause ii choose this path myself
and ii gort tuhh bear the consequences
enduring all the pain euu giving miie
and leave euu with a smile :((
1:07 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
whenever ii am alone,ii start tuhh breakdown and cryytd stayed over at baby hse.hahaxwas hell funny pls.omgxz lahhx.but ii guess ii make baby angry??okiies ii noe moii fault again lahhx.sigh!todae moii uncle birthday.hehexhappy birthday uncle.wee wee!!<3broken promises agaiin.siighh!ii do hate moiiself sometimes.whyy things just always go wrong??perhaps ii am too imperfect furr euueuu deserve a better girl.. :))sometimes ii just wanna treat euu rightbut things just went shhoo wrong.ii noe it was all moii fault.sorriie!but baby ii realii do lurbb euu shhoo muchh!euu mean everything tuhh miie.. :))ii am willingly tuhh give up everything just tuhh have euu by moii siidee.<333anyywayy ii shhoo wann tuhh shop!shhoo long dint go shopping llerhhs.rawr!!ii miss it shhoo muchh.. :((but too bad.ii am just shhoo broke!hope cann go shopping soonn lahhxomgxzx.ii miss looking at clothesand ii miss buying clothes.rawr!!okiies dunnchh sae llerhhs.. :((ii think ii shall end here llerhhs worxzbyebye and good morning everyone!xiiaomeiimeii <3 xiiaokenn
*-`true lurbb nebber dies*_`
2:43 AM
Friday, January 19, 2007
baby, lets hold on together
cause ii noe we will last.ii am finally out of school!yay ii am happiie
mrs kong was shhoo act pls.omgxzx!!
she dint allow miie tuhh quit at first
denn moii father went tuhh school
denn she acted she shhoo concern.shho actokiies madam jenny leong was niceshe kind of help miie lahhx.hahax!!okiies shhoo long dint blog llerhhs.hahaxand moii blog kind of rusty lahhx.hmmmanyywayy sorriie liling.ii realii am!okiies went tuhh meet baby todae.hehexcompleted the puzzle llerhhs.happiie plsdenn slack at baby hse till 12 like thatdenn father came fretch mie.hehexsorriie baby.ii realii am.haiixii dint mean tuhh make euu angry derhhxperhaps everything was a lie bahhx!tuhh euu.ii am sorriie ii hurt euulet the past become the past hao mahhxdunnchh think of it aniimore llerhhscause getting the hurt would be euuduii bu qii ii hurt euu last time.but ii still chose tuhh move on! :))just let go of the past bahhx.yuppxthats all ii am asking furr.sorriiebaby ii lurbb euu shhoo muchhour 6 month ishhx coming soonnand ii am shhoo happie pls.hahaxii noe ii always make euu angryand always make euu sad sadand ii noe sorriie cant cure it.but baby ii would still try moii besttuhh make euu smile back againcause ii will be happiie too. :))duii bu qii.wo bu gou hao. :((furr euu,i'm willing tuhh give upshhoo baby give miie a chancetuhh make everything back again
1:34 AM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
its because ii still lurbb euu shhoo
thats whyy ii continue walking
this few days have been meeting baby!!hahax
he ishhx a idiot ii swear.omgxz faints pls*
ytd we went suntec tuhh walk walk around!!
before that ii make baby shhoo angry with miie
sorriie baby.ii dint mean it at all.shhoo sorriie!
after go suntec we go carrefour inside shop!
bought a few things lor.hahax shhoo funniie
denn went arcade tuhh play.omg lahhx
the thing was hell funniie pls.cann laugh till siao
okiies ii was mean tuhh laugh at baby!!hahax
but baby laugh at miie too.shhoo fair pls :))
baby we shall go on monday again okiies??
ii enjoy playing that machine pls.hahax realii!
spending time with baby ishhx always shhoo fun
ii lurbb baby shhoo shhoo muchh<333 wee wee
though sometimes baby seem irrating. oppxz!! :))
but still ii lurbb him shhoo shhoo muchh.hehex
it doesnt matter if your heart ishhx nrot with miie
cause ii noe ii cant let go.hehex muacks baby
outing real soonn okiies??ii enjoy going out!
okiies ii am late furr meeting baby lahhx.hahax
baby will kill miie if he see ii am still blogging!
but still ii jsut wanna tell baby how muchh ii lurbb him
okiies okiies ii think ii realii gtg llerhhs.byebye ppl!
take care everyone.ii lurbb euu guys,.hehex
realii ii do.thanks tricia furr being there furr miie
much appreciate from miie.hehex!!and oso
liling the idiot.thanks shhoo muchh lahhx.hahax
and moii monsterr!!wee wee ii lurbb her shhoo muchh!
okiies ii just lurbb everyone lahhx.hahax
1:52 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
ru guo fang qi yi qie
wo hui kuai le marhhxz?
shhoo long dint blog llerhhs.think rustyy llerhhs!!
anyywayy 22 ii starting schooll llerhhs.rawr!!
but still ii havenn go quit stc yet.hahax!
okiies whatever it ishhx.maybe ii wasting time!
shhoo long dint see tricia,lynn,huiwen,liling,priswong,ger,
carmen,judy,wendy,ginwei,char and manii more!hahax
miss having fun with them pls.hmmm.
guess ii will miss those days in stc lahhx.hahax!
ii miss missing hell lots of ppl.and ii miss YOU too!
starting everything againn ishhx nebber easy.
disappointment comes and goes.but life goes on
and ii just niid euu shhhoo badly.ii miss euu baby!
come back tuhh miie.give miie your whole heart
cause ii promise ii will treasure it.<333
ii amm just shhoo sorriie furr all the things ii done!
lets give each other a chance tuhh make things right
cause ii am ready tuhh carry on this battle
ii dunnchh wann tuhh give up without fighting
cause ii still lurbb euu shhoo.ii nidd euu!
ii wont be happiie without euu in moii life.
and ii am speaking fromm moii heart.hmmm
if euu dint appear again in moii life,
ii guess ii wont be living moii life shhoo happily!
omgxz ii shhoo niid a hair cut pls.rawr!!sighh
moii hair grow damm fast ii swear.hahax!!
and ii injured moii finger.rawr!!poor finger.
its damm paiinn ii swear.rawr rawr rawr!!
where ishhx the seal??ii nidd him shhoo muchh
seal seal cann cheer miie up.hehex!
xiaomeimei was left broken-hearted!
she breakdownn and cry like no one care.
7:47 PM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
todae school reopen llerhhs.hehexbut ii nebber go school lahhx. :))cause ii haven enroll private yet!!sigh sigh sigh.ii dunnoe what ii wann!shhoo confused and stuff.goshh!moii stomach ishhx pain lahhx :((ii seriously dunnoe whats going onii dunnchh wish see doctor too! :((ishhx it time we should give up?ishhx it time we should end everythingii realii dunnoe.sigh ii am cnofused!we seem drifted apart now! :((maybe its all moii fault.ii dunnoe!whyy do ii drop tears every niitexwhyy do ii think shhoo muchh?am ii afraid of losing euu??or am ii giving up this battle.sigh!sometimes ii just wish ii could let goii just dunnchh wann be hurt aniimoreii somehow feel history will repeat!it was the toughest days ii had ii swear!and ii dunnchh wann it tuhh repeat againcause it was shhoo hurting furr miie. :((the hurt i'm going through euu wont noecause ii rather suffer it alone.haiixyes ii noe ii go hurt euu at timesbut all those ii dunnchh mean it at all!being with euu ii was happiie its trueii smile and laugh together with euubut when i'm at home,things went diffii started tuhh think alot.and ii ended crying.sigh ii dunnoe whyyii aint that strong aniimore ii guess!maybe soonn ii would breakdown. :((sometimes ii do wonder tuhh myselfdid ii realii make the rihgt choice?oh well there ishhx no point saying llerhhscause ii gort myself into this too deepii dunnch think ii cann get out aniimoreall ii wann now ishhx just treasure euuii dunnchh wann tuhh regret in the endcause ii noe the ending would be hurting!sigh cann euu tell miie what tuhh do?ii amm just shhoo lost without euu :((
3:48 AM
Monday, January 01, 2007
sometimes ii realii do wonderif we should just end this relationship!cause there ishhx anii trust in it!but ii just dunnchh bear.sigh! :((its nort easy letting go off euu baby!would history repeat furr miie again?would ii suffer the same as like thisdo ii have tuhh start those cutting again?euu sayy ii dunnchh lurbb euu aniimorebut baby!ii realii realii do lurbb euueuu cant doubt moii feelings furr euucause all this aint fake.haiix!!i'm sorriie ii cant be perfect furr euumaybe euu should find someone else bahhxperhaps its better furr euu. :((maybe being alone would be better furr miiecause ii wont hurt euu or others aniimore!perhaps ii should leave bahhx .sigh!the promises were all gone rihgt??haiixeveryone sayy lurbb ishhx nort easy!and ii totally agree with miie shhoo muchhit comes with hurt,happiness and sadness tooand there ishhx alot of hurting memories tooeuu and miie once shared happiie memoriesdenn end up everything was dashed.haiix!but no matter what,ii would still lurbbe euu!maybe ii am leaving because ii am afraidafraid of the pain that ii would recieved again!euu ask miie tuhh turn back.but cann ii??would ii be happiie?should ii turn backeuu are right.everything ishhx in moii hand!ii make the choice tuhh stay or tuhh leaveand ii just dunn wann regret the decision ii makecause the consequences would be tough!
12:51 PM
