Monday, October 31, 2005

Todae was quite a boring day for me...
went out with clarice and violent kia todae!
first met them at great world arcade
after headed to their house for a while
saw shirley and edsel!he was in uniform
hahax....he looks damm pai in it.hahax
after left with clarice to take bus
she was damm frickel minded can
keep changing mind de!dunno whats wrong
in the end we went esplanade there
to meet her frenz.den went chinatown
saw steph working there.funny sia
after clarice went to meet her mum
so i follow and her mother so young can
got a shock when i see her!scary
her mother thought i was her gf lahx..
hahax..after walk pass the temple there
damm scary lahx.so many ppl there can
got fl and alex and the rest there.
i dun dare to look in the temple can
i was like damm scare damm scare
dunno whats wrong with me too..
after tat went to great world again!
weisuan meet me there after a while
she took hundred of years to come lahx
waited for her so long can!
after that steph came too.clarice went home
the timing was so nice alright.hahax
1 go home den 1 come.funny sia.
after that went tiong to play arcade..
still got so many ppl lahx.after went eat mac
went home at around 11 like tat...
anyway its what i got to say.

12:57 PM

Saturday, October 29, 2005

later meeting clarice and jovy they all!!
well i dunnoe if i am still working lahx
work seem to be so tiring!hate it lots.
well anyway ytd was quite alright!
went to meet clarice at tiong first
den after we went great world!!
saw xinyi they all lahx.damm fuck!
xinyi show abit of unhappy face
because i was with clarice together!
but nvm!its okay how she see it.
we are just father and daughter
and nothing more.think what u wan
friday was damm fuck alright!
went to school late and kanna caught
principal was fucking bias can!
everything oso pick on me lahx
say what i ytd oso late!pls lahx
ytd i was like damm early can!
joan can witness for me lahx..idiot lahx
den catch for my socks and uniform
she keep saying about me lahx
nv even say about steph!wa lau
got such thing sia.stupid idiot
somemore say look at the way u stand
say what i hunchback!pls lor
i stand is like tat de lahx....
my back is hunch what can i do???
haiya whatever lahx.dun wan say le
you wan see my parents den go see
i not going to care anymore...
in anyway i am quitting school
so its alright if you see them....
just change my blog song
and the thing sux okay!got the screaming
iwebmusic sux alright.it truly sucks
so little choice of song lahx.idiot
but somehow got my song can liao!!

9:11 AM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Todae was damm late for school lahx.
because of tat weisuan can!!
last min ask me go eat mac...den after
in the end when i reach there le,
she told me say her mother at bus stop
den in the end she went to school!
well was damm angry with her..
but we are still frenz.hahax...
when going in to school,principal was there
and she was like asking what class lahx
damm scary can!but still okay lor
maybe because i late,i cannot promote.
i dunnoe oso lei!hope i can promote sia.
well todae in school was like so sianz can.
slack the whole day in school lahx.
but i was there slping like a pig can!hahax
after school went tiong to meet jovy!
ate steamboat with weisuan and jovy!!
little jovy was damm bad okay!
she go tel her frenz tat i see her not happy.
wth lahx.but she didn't take it to heart
so its heng heng for me lahx...
after when finish eating,clarice and alex came
and they were so noisy can!!!disgrace.
den come make the food and stuff!idiot
todae was being a guaikia can!
went home early and my mother was surprised
she went like"'wa so early come home'
when did our da xiao jie become so guai...
i went like wtf can!not like i wanted
because clarice and jovy have to go home
den i dun wan follow weisuan they all!
i oso dun wan follow alex thats why..
but in anyway i am like guai!
read xiao boy boy blog todae!
she got blog not bad lahx.got improve
but hor why my name inside i oso dunnoe?
hahax.dream of me very scary mehx??
you should be honoured if you dream of me.
hahax..was just joking anyway.

11:04 PM

Monday, October 24, 2005

Todae stay at home again!quite sianz lahx...
and early morning steph and weisuan came
they were outside my house lahx.
and down there ding dong ding dong..
was damm noisy alright.cannot even slp
was quite surprised that they come my house
i didn't even know they coming!
well anyway after that jovy came my house
she told me about some things...
and i think clarice daddy is bad okay!
how could she treat her like tat??/well
anyway its alright now.so its okay
weisuan and steph mess up my house
was like so idiot can.i clear up 4 them
anyway they stay my house till 8
and after tat mummy ask me clean up
cause she say i mess up de.wtf lahx
its not even me can!its them
and i have to clean up.so unfair!!!
oh mr seow cal me todae!i was shock
but anyway going to school tomolo.
xbb was damm being retarded can..
she say my post was scary!!is it reali??
hahax.well i dun think so lei!!
anyway jovy was angry with FL..
she sms that person and scold lahx
so violent can!!but it didn't help.
haiz..i dunnoe what to do can!
and another person is alex.wtf
i dunnoe what they want from me.
i simply just hate it okay!!

11:37 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

i truly hope you can stop contacting me
because i will never love you de
so i hope you can give up on me
cause i only love 1 person.tats jovy
so pls give up on me alright
and pls stop sending me those messages
saying what u wanna see me and stuff
cause it only make me hate u more
we can be frenz but not lovers.
even if i break with jovy,
i would never be with you.u dunerstand?
the feeling is not there.i dun love you
so pls give up on me and move on
cause i will nv chose u in the end
we can be frenz if you wan too.
pls dun irritate me anymore.
it will only make me hurt u more
and we might not even be frenz.so pls
stop calling me and sending me messages
i dun wanna hurt jovy again!
cause i have hurt her more den enough
i dun wan her tink too much or jealous
i just wan her to know i love only her.
and yes only her.no one else!!
so pls forget about me and move on!!!

12:39 PM

Saturday, October 22, 2005

life have been so miserable this few weeks..
i truly hate it alot!so many things happen
so many misunderstanding among us!
so many troubles between we friends...
doubting here and there.its jus so idiot
i hate it when we fight among ourself...
well i dunnoe how to settle this thing.
its just so complicated lahx....haiz.
making everyone blur and hate each other
well i hope everything will be over soon.
the past few weeks went out with
clarice,edsel,shirley,alex,steph,weisuan etc...
went out with clarice they all is the worst
that time we got trouble at tiong....
we were at the arcade and someone shoe flew
and it hit on 1 ang moh woman shoulder..
she damm idiot lahx.go complain can.
say what we purposely throw the shoe de
but its reali accidently flew down de...
den she complain until the manager come
we down there keep saying about her
down there keep scolding her and stuff...
we actually wanted to whack her de...
but in the end we let it rest lahx...
she damm idiot can!go complain!!stupid
well den nvm lahx.went temple again
i think i almost went there whole week
go there oso nothing to do lahxx.
only see see around den tok tok lor!
but those few days went home quite late..
but clairce they all quite good lahx
they all sent me home den they go home
thanks alot people!!i appreciate it alot
well i think thats all i got to say

11:25 PM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Todae went to meet steph,jedd,weisuan and clarice
first went to meet steph,jedd and weisuan
after set off to great world to play arcade!!
it was quite fun for us all but not for jedd.
cause she was like feeling so bored down there.
well after clarice went to look for us!so not so bad
after we went down to mac to slack a while.
i went yoshinoya to eat!damm full can.
after went to play pool!damm idiot lor.
the stupid jedd so pro can!the ball keep going in
damm idiot lahx.next time he cannot play le
always win de lei!i so throw face like tat.
well well nvm.edsel was quite pro too alright
he won the game can!so surprised lahx..
after everything clarice was angry!
edsel was oso angry lahx.haiz.
but nvm!everything will be fine.yup
after went to meet that jovy ong lahx.
and after that dunnoe what happen le
dun wanna blog anymore too.
tomolo going down temple okay!sianz sianz
but nvm.at least got pikachu down there
he down there i very happy le.
at least not so sianz!yup

8:43 PM

Todae i make jovy angry again!haiz....
well i think its over between us soon.
as you people know so many things happen
and people are trying to break us up
so i think there is no point holding on
cause i will only hurt myself in the end
maybe on that day we break,
she dun feel anything at all!who knows
maybe she have already stop loving me
well i reali dunnoe what to say liao...
so many things happen and i hate it
i dunnoe what the hell is going on lahx.
so many things happen this week
and i am not reali very happy about it
i hate it alright!it just so sux lahxx...
you dun trust me anymore so be it
i'm not going to care anymore
you wan believe them you go believe
i dun wanna care about this anymore
anyway i'm breaking with you soon
so your thing i dun wanna care anymore
i noe i must be heartless towards you
so when i break up with you,
i wouldn't feel so hurt inside me!
i know we will not be the same like last time
where we joke around and play too!
now everything became a past.i hate it
i hope its still reality but well its over
i think everything have become a past...
dun worry people!i will get over it soon
i will not cry as i promise you before.
i will not drop a single tears for you anymore
cause this is what i promise you...
i hope you can move on without me
go find a better 1 outside!i am not worth for you
maybe you would fall in love with her
i dun care anymore!i dun wana care anymore..
i hope i will not know things about you anymore
i just dun wanna face reality anymore
cause it hurt me so much!!!

1:48 AM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Todae suppose to meet alot of people lahx....
suppose to meet steph,sk,jovy and clarice and cousins
but i am only allow to chose 1!cause so packed
but i chose clarice and jovy!hahax...
well the rest i am sorry alright.i apologise to you!
cause its like my stead comes first!sorry...
well well i at first wanted to go bedok de.
but clarice sms me asking me to meet her and jovy
so i rejected steph phua!i am so sorry alright...
hmm..anyway this morning was quite fun
xiao boy boy cal me and say i was crazy.
wth!i am going to kill u!watch out hor.hahax..
den tok to her alot alot of things!think she blur too
anyway thanks for listening to my troubles.
whenever i wanted someone to tok to,
you were always there for me!thanks alot xbb...
well later going tiong to eat steamboat!!
after tat going to temple again!haiz..
dunnoe why keep going there too!so sianz sia...
but anyway i am happy todae!!
cause no troubles for me le!so not so bad
well about steph that thing,sorry i cannot hellp
you got to settle with her yourself!!!we cannot chap
about my own thing,i settle it liao!!but it seem
more and more troubles coming out le!
so i also dunnoe lahx.dunnoe how it goes!
well if i got to whack you people to shut ur mouth up
i will whack!i will not care about any consequences.
and pls dun drag anyone in!cause you are responsible for it
dun push the blame to others.you dare whack her
you will see what you get from me!stupid idiot.

12:24 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005

Todae went to watch movie with clarice and weisuan
we were like damm retarded can!so funny sia..
we only watch the show for like 15-30 mins,
we went out of the cinema and went redhill
because of that stupid clarice lahx.well
anyway the show was boring so its okay lahx.
went great world and i saw a lot of ppl lahx..
but most importantly i saw violent kia can
he was damm bad lahx..go punch me!wtf.
well after staying there for a while,
clarice and i head down to town to meet jovy
but who noes saw the xinyi there.well..haiz
after town went to zion road to the temple there
to pray and stuff lahx....but me and jovy was bored
so we went opposite to sit!clarice follow too..
so we all tok and play down there.it was fun
clarice brother so naughty can!he is like only pri 5
and he knows how to smoke le!surprised sia...
well after i smoke a few puff too..hehex.yup
clarice brother the ciga burn my hand lahx..
and its still painful!but nvm lahx.he didnt mean it
hmm.....anyway todae suppose to be alright
but some ppl spoil the mood again.
its like so fucking idiot alright..i hate her sia.she sux
well..she is going to tio from me soon!so it okay lahx.

10:59 PM

Sunday, October 16, 2005

later i am going to meet clarice and her brother.
and i kind of not looking forward too..
cause its going to rain!and its so sianz..haiz.
well ytd you told me that we will be like last time
but i think its impossible now!!i am sad
because of this thing,we seem so drifter apart!
and i hate being drifter apart from you...
maybe now we closen up the hole abit
but there is far to much to closen it....
i dunnoe if we can closen up the hole
but i just hope i will still be with you..
cause without u,i wonder what will happen 2 me
without u,i am living in darkness.
without u,i dun have the courage to live on.
i reali dun wanna lose you at all!
you truly mean everything to me.it reali do
but it seem like you doubting me again.
i thought everything was fine now.
until u send me a message in the morning
asking if i love you!are you doubting me?
you say you wanna noe the answer
but have you understand how i feel
when you ask me that question!i feel hurt
i know alot of people have been saying things about me
i wouldn't care cause i know i am not perfect!
but i just hope u dun doubt my love for you
cause i reali love you with all my heart.
i wanna thanks kathy,gibson,clarice,steph,xbb,baby xing and etc
you guys rawks my world alright.i love you all lots
whenever i am feeling down,you guys were always there
to give me piece of advice and stand by me
supporting me!thanks alot.i appreciate it lots.
anyway i am going soon.so i am stopping here

12:50 PM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

todae i went out with steph,weisuan and clarice.
and it was kind of fun lahx.but got trouble again
this time the guy was like damm poor thing
he was kanna beaten till the lips bleed.
it was kind of unfair cause big size against small de.
but anyway they settle liao!todae damm sianz can
we all nearly spend the whole day in arcade!
clarice brother was damm cute alright...
i play with him and he is so cute.but he is naughty
he is a pro in acarde games alright.damm pro!!
well nothing special happens todae.
to joan:
joan i am sorry i didn't trust u
maybe i was in the wrong to ask u things.
but this thing just happen so soon
i dunnoe what to do.all i noe i was angry
i apologise!blame me if u want.i'm sorry!
to you:
i dunnoe wht you wan from me at all...
u and me both feel there is a hole between us
and that is true.we seem like strangers now
we both got nothing to talk to each other.
and all my msg were not from you.
we seem so cold towars each other.
i guess the hole will never heal
it will be there forever.i hate it
i hate it whe we both are cold to each other.
i'm trying to hold on now but i know
i will lose you soon!cause we seem drifted apart
i'm trying my best not to let you go
and i hope all i have done is worth it...
i do hope we can be like last time.
but i guess it have became the past...

11:31 PM

This few days wasn't alright at all!it was lyk shit
i hate thursday and friday the most alright.
it was when all this things happen..
i dun understand why they have got to say all this
i'm truly sad and disappointed in you.and yes you
you broke my heart again!you hurt it badly.
you always ask me whether i understand your feeling.
but have you ever understand my feeling before.
have you ever understand those pressure i going through
why not try putting yourself in my shoes.maybe u will noe
just because you was not happy with me, u show attitude
have you ever wonder how i will feel??
just because of those people saying things about me,
i nearly lose you!and u understand how i feel??
you will never ever know how i feel!!i am sad now..
i regret dropping my tears for you!its not worth it
it seem like u dun even care about me at all!
well anyway its over.i dun wanna say anymore
it only bring me misery!i dun wan that...
ytd went redhill with steph,wei suan,clarice
meet clarice brother and frenz.so idiot lahx
we waited very long for her brother lahx..
after went redhill and we went to the HDB!
well shall not say what happen there.
but i muz say that guy very poor thing alright..
i pity him lahx.he so poor thing.haiz..
after recieve sum message and i was heartbroken
you actually lie to me!i hate people that lie to me
anyway i got to noe the truth in the end..
anyway after went back to tiong to meet you
i wanted to clear everything with you
but the moment i see u,i got nothing to say
i was like totally speechless.i dunnoe what to say
but anyway i wan to thanks steph and clarice
you 2 help me lots..thanks ar!i appreciate it
hmm...to kathy and gibson,i think things will be fine
i know you 2 aare now every angry but relax abit lahx
dun whack them yet cause now this thing is settle.
if anything were to goes wrong again,i will tel de
so pls dun worry about me aright!i will be fine.
To joan:anyway dun blame youself anymore
cause this thing doesn't involve you at all..
i wanted to confront u because i thought it was ur fault
but after asking u,i realise its not your fault.
cause u dunnoe anything at all!i apologise.
anyway its not fault so dun worry.i will not blame u

10:24 AM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Hmm...todae wasn't my day alright.hate it lots
because of some people that say things....
haiz.i dun wann say it anymore.
ace and sylvia pls stop saying i am cute.
cause i am not cute at all lahx.
i am like so horrible can

11:45 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

feeling so bad now!i just wanna breakdown now...
the pressure is getting bigger and bigger.
i truly hate the feeling!it truly sucks.i hate it!
todae wasn't my day too!i hurt her again..
i'm sorry for ignoring you todae!i'm sorry
Hmm....why people dun understand me at all??
why they wanna doubt me.i dun understand
why??? guess maybe we will be over soon...
i just canot take it anymore.take is as i let euu down
i wish you can go find someone better....
To kathy:
pls take care of your health alright!
you may be having heart attack
so pls take care alright!!!love you lots
i just dun wanna lose a cousin like you
so pls take care

8:48 PM

Saturday, October 08, 2005

i dun understand why you have to doubt me?
i reali dunnoe what are you thinking about..
just because someone told you something
and you doubt me!i'm disappointed in you...
ytd after you put down the phone i cry!
i couldn't control my tears anymore!
i cry till i got no more tears...
are you happy to see me like this???
i dun understand why everyone doubt me
why no ones understand me??
why can't they put themself in my shoes
its not easy being me okay!....
i look happy to others but inside i'm screaming
why can't anyone just understand me!why?
even my own stead dun understand me too
i truly sad....yes i am truly sad.i dun deny
you can doubt me about other things...
but why must you doubt my love for you????
you reali think i am playing with you......
you rather believe others den me??
den i got nothing to say already!
maybe its time i breakaway.....
i will not chose anyone!not you not her..
i will chose myself!i dun wanna cry anymore
i am tired!i dun wanna fight on anymore....
so pls set me free and let me go.i'm truly tired
this battle is far too tiring for me!i give up....
i dun wanna go on fighting anymore....
my life is totally in a mess...i hate it
when i was sad,i needed you so badly!
but you were not by my side!i feel helpless.
i dunnoe what to do!so i breakdown and cry
i know i am silly to cry!but i got no choice.
i just feel so hurt to hear those things u told me

2:50 PM

Friday, October 07, 2005

Todae had geo test and it went like so sux
i hate the paper todae!its hard lahx...
after that went tiong to eat.....
jovy,joan,wei suan,bernice and me went to eat
hahax...we were like crazy can!
so early we eat rice and we eat till noon
hahax....was being some morons there
me and jovy keep hitting each other
joan didn't eat lahx!but in the end she ate
jovy was there slping lahx.what a pig!!!!
wei suan and bernice ate the most lahx...
they finish le still order can!i was there so full
guess they too hungry le bah!hahax.......
after wei suan was there being what lahx.
say me and jovy very tian mi!wtf lahx
jovy was saying maybe weisuan is jealous
but i dun think so!hahax......
after me and jovy left to find clarice.
there was like so sianz lahx.fighting again
i wonder when they can stop!haiz...
in the end went redhill to fight
but me and jovy dun wan go and so
she came my house!hahax..damm funny
my mother saw her lahx...jovy was scare.
hm..guess she dun dare cum my house le
Hmm...now she gone to meet her mummy
leaving me alone at home!but she will be back
so not so bad lahx...joan wanted me to blog
so here i am!joan are you happy now???
hahax.....and we 2 hate them....
you should know who alright!okay blog finish
u take care!love you lots lots lots.......

5:11 PM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

todae had chinese paper 1 and 2!it rawks pls
hahax.its kind of hard but think its okay!
do halfway fall asleep lahx...so tired
but manage to wake up and finish it
one funny thing was before the exam start,
i started slping liao!hahax...i am a pig lahx
well well at least still finish my paper.
after exam,went tiong to meet jovy!
it was damm funny okay!guess who slap me?
and again its clarice goh lahx.fuck sia
but i slap her back so not so bad!yup..
i from tiong bully her till yishun lahx.
was damm funny!hahax.....
she go there meet the dunnoe who lahx.
she damm weird lahx!wan meet but nv meet
just keep walking around!funny funny sia..
but in the end we went home lor..
tomolo maybe got nice show to watch
so maybe going to pon school!yup
but thats maybe only!
Hmm....must study hard le can!
exams so near!scary sia...jia you
i will work damm hard man!
i wan to promote to sec 4...
yes i must do it!Hmm..guess tats all
shall blog tomolo!

8:23 AM