Friday, June 30, 2006

todaee iishhx defiinetllyy nortt a goodd daee lahhx!haiix
iitt wentt shoo suux cann!haiix.everythiinng ishhx shoo wrong!
ii justt feel likkee cryyiinngg riightt now!hmmm.. =(
justt now ii realii feell damm badd lahhx.haiix!
ii dunnnoee iif ii diid saee somethiinng hurtiingg tuhh her*
well iiff ii diid,i'm liikkee realii verii sorriiee furr everythinngg
ii realii diidntt wann thiinggs tuhh turnn outt tiis wayy!
the decisiionn thatt ii makkee dunnoe ishx good or badd!
ii justt hopee thatt 1 daee ii will nortt regrett iitt at all.
or mayybe ii will regrett iitt 1 daee bahhx.haiix
ii realii dunnoee.whuu cann tell miie whatt tuhh do!
ishhx liiikee ii feell shoo faiilure riightt noww.
everythiinngg ii do seemm tuhh be shoo wrongg!haiix
mayybbe iits bestt iiff ii couldd brreakk awayy bahhx
att leastt ii will nortt habb anii troublless bahhx!
haiix.ii am realii damm stressedd riighht now.
ii'm justt shoo lostt riighht nooww.
butt whuu cann bbe therree furr miie?haiix
oh well!i'm shoo nortt iinn the mood tuhh bllogg!
ii hope everyonne wiill be happiiee tml!<3
andd everythiinng wiill be settlee too!best of luck*

*[imperfect miie]*
*_`xiaomeimei*_`

12:20 PM

Thursday, June 29, 2006

ii dunnooe whatt ii realii feell nooww.haiix!! =(
moii feeliingg aree all miixed upp nooww lahhx.
feeliinngg shoo stress lahhx.feell liikee cryyinngg!
butt ii noee ii cannt.causee ii habb tuhh be strongg
shoo as tuhh nortt hurtt ppl whuu concernn abtt miie
haiiyoo.ii realii hopee ii nortt bornn iinn tiiss worldd
shoo at leastt will nortt habb problemss at all lahhx
faciinng shoo manii problem realii damm suxx lahhx
howw niicee iiff ii gortt noo problemms att all!
everyydayy oso shoo happiiee nerhhx.shoo good cann!
i'm tiired of cariinng furr euu guyys llerhhs.haiix
noww euu guys wann do whatt go aheadd bahhx.
ii dunnchh wanna carriie abtt iitt aniimoree llerhhs.
as ii tiinkk thatt theree ishhx no poiintt iinn helpiinngg
mayybee breakiinng awayy fromm euu guyys ishhx best!!
ii realii hopee everythiingg cann be liikee thee pastt!!
ii seriousllyy niid a breakk riightt now.hmmm.
ii realii wann backk thee smiilee ii usee tuhh habb. =)
iitts realii shoo tiiredd tuhh fakee a smiilee!!
butt iittss moree tiiredd tuhh fakkee happiiee!
howw ii wiishh euu were here wiithh miie!haiix
butt euu habb alreaddii left moii liifee llerhhs.
andd ii noee therree ishhx noo turniinngg backk llerhhs
shoo ii cann onlii wiishh thatt euu will be happiiee.
cauusee yourr smiilee alwayys cheer miie up!!
shoo plss promiisee miie will euu??plss be happiiee
cauusee ii nebber wann tuhh see euu sadd agaiinn
as thossee tearrss euu dropp will hurtt miiee!!
ii noee iitts tiimee tuhh lett go of euu.
ii tryy shoo hardd butt ii justt cannt.haiix
butt ii promiisee euu ii will tryy moii bestt!
ii duunnchh wanna hold euu back aniimooree
cauuse ii am beiing too selfiishh llerhhs.
shoo no matter whatt,ii will stiill lett go!!
shoo dunnchh niid worriiee bahhx.
go finndd youurr truuee lurbb..hmmm.
ii will be here wiishhinngg euu bestt off luckk!

*[imperfectt miie]*
*_`xiaomeimei*_`

8:18 PM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

toddaee iishhxx shoo siiannxx iinn schooll lahhx.
cauusee thhe schooll gortt thhe syf agaiinn.hmm..
shoo miie andd stepphh sllackk agaiinn lorrxz.
butt beforree thatt,we were haviingg funn lahhx
as iinn miie,stepphh and triiciia.hahax.<333
we were liikkee siingiinng songs lahhx.hehex
wass shoo funn lahhx.we wenntt kiindd of hiigh
wass quiite happyy lahhx..hehex.hmm.lalax.
afftterr schooll wennt homee agaiin.hehex
mayybbe triiciia theyy all nortt here bahhx
so ii wentt home lorxz.hehex.oh well!
suppose tuhh meett moii cousiinns lahhx.
butt ii turnedd iit awayy lahhx.hahax.
cauusee ii wass kiindd of feelinngg lazyy
andd pluss iitts abtt somee thiinggs lahhx
quiitee importanntt buutt oso nortt importanntt
haiiyoo ii dunnoee lahhx.shoo mafann cann!
ohh well ii guess thatts all llerhs bahhx.
at niightt denn blogg morree lahhx.<3

4:28 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

6:12 AM

Monday, June 26, 2006

moii com ishx like finally okkiiess now.hahax
ii miss usiinngg com shoo muchhx lahx.haiiyoo
oh well ii didntt enjoyy holiidayy alott lahhx!
ishhxx liikkee shoo siianx cann.omg lahx~
denn somemoree comm downn and hp spoiil.
ii swearr iitss damm swayy lahhx.lalax!
durriinng holiidayy wentt cousiinn hsee stayy!
denn wentt outt onlii liikkee a feww daess!
ii am stiill in holiidayy moodd lahx..haiiyoo
noww schooll reoppenn le!shoo siiannx lahhx
tiimetabllee everythiinngg chhanngee!hmm..
ohh well.hoppee iitt wiill be a bettaa termm.
todaee gortt syf!butt miie and steph nort iinvolve
shoo we wentt liibraryy joiinn the restt!
iit wass liikkee quiitee siianxx butt fun too!
denn aftterr slpp.shoo shiiokk lahhx.hehexx
cauusee the aiirconn so coldd lahx.lalax~
aftterr schooll ii go hommee be guaiikiiaa!
ohh well.causee ii'm tiiredd lahhx!hmm..
ytdd ii kiindd off nebberr slpp at all lahhx!
denn commee hommee usee comm lorrx.
denn plaee gamess oso.hahax.quiitee siiannx lahx
butt well.whuu askk miie nebber slpp worxz.
alriighhtt thiinkk thatss all furr noww bahhxx!

ii thiink euu foundd someone euu liikkee now
shoo ii wiill justt giivee moii blessiinngss bahhx!
ii dunnchh wanna holldd onn tuhh euu aniimooree
cauusee ii nooee ii lett euu downn fiirstt!haiix
ii justt wanna see euu happiiee!<3

*[imperfectt miiee]*
`xiaomeiimeii`

5:28 PM

Monday, June 19, 2006

ytd the damm blogger die on miie.wth lahx =(
ii post so much and it turn out nothing.hmm.
anyway ytd went bugiis with nuer lor.wee*
bought a necklace and a ring.hahax.so nice lahx
lurbb it so much worxz.hahax.but sad tuhh say
moii ring spoil ytd.cause ii drop it on the floor
den the diamond thing came out.sad case can!
lucky ii still have moii necklace.muahahahx!!
moii baby cousin lurbb it so much lahx.lala*
she keep wanting tuhh take moii necklace.
omg can!!she ishx damm damm cute lahx.=)
oh and ytd ii cut moii hair.like finally!
but the hair turn out like so shit lahx.
cause the salson ii wan never open!sad*
so ii went tuhh try another shop!
and it turn out so ugly.omg..so regret lahx
ii still prefer moii previous haiir lahx.hmm..
oh well..ii regret cutting there can!!hmfph!
haiiyoo forget it lahx..anyway oso cut le!
oh tml gort oral exam.haven prepare yet!
ii think ii will matii tml can.hmm..lala!
oh well think thats all furr now bahx..
shall blog more at night!hahax.wee**

tricia nuer.pls cheer up alright!
ii understand how euu feel now.
but no matter what,must be strong
dun think too much le alright. =)
ii will always be here supporting euu

4:25 PM

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4:47 AM

Friday, June 16, 2006

todae ishx a bad bad day furr miie lahx.haiix
ii realii dunnoe how tuhh face her le.sobsob*
how ii wish everything can be like the past.
ii regretted furr all the actions ii have done!
can anyone tell miie what tuhh do??haiix
ii wan her back in moii life.but its impossible
she no longer niid miie anymore le bahx!haiix
the relationship we use tuhh habb ishx the past
now she no longer treat miie as her ____ le.
maybe she still bahx.but ii cantt sense it.
ii realii dunnoe what tuhh do now.ii seem so lost
whats the point of crying when everything ishx gone
why only ii regret things now.haiix.
can ii realii be back tuhh the past.
ii noe euu treated miie so well in the past
and ii was so wrong tuhh leave your side.haiix
ii noe the hurt ii given euu ishx deep.i'm sorriiee
can ii still want euu back?can ii still keep euu??
ii realii dun wanna see euu out of moii life.
tuhh euu:
ii dunnoe if euu realii regret or what
but ii noe everything ishx the past le
we can never be together anymore.
maybe fate ishx playing us bahx.
but ii noe ii realii lurbb euu once
but euu chose tuhh hurt miiee.
euu broke moii heart tuhh pieces
and leaving miie there alone
tuhh pick it all up moiiself.
ii was so disappointed in euu.

ii use tuhh lurbb euu with all moii heart
but euu chose tuhh hurt miie
so ii guess everything ishx over

12:58 PM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

i'm like finally back home.so happy lahx!!whee*
this few days have been staying at cousin hse
it was quite fun lahx.enjoy moiiself there alot.
the best ishx ii can watch moii favourite vcd!
but of course there ishx times when ii breakdown
ii dunnoe why ii breakdown too.ii just feel so hurt!
crying in the middle of the night became moii habit
ii just cant control moii tears at all.haiix.i'm tired
ii dunnoe why ii make this choice too.haiix*
ii realii hope ii wouldn't regret making this choice
oh well.everything ishx over le.its all the past le!
ii noe ii may have hurt euu badly tiis time.
but i'm realii sorriiee.ii'm just tuhh tired tuhh hold on
euu say euu will treasure miie this time round.
but ishx it going tuhh be another broken promise??
ishx this going tuhh be another lie euu giving miie
ii just have enough of everything.i'm tired!haiix*
Your painful chains that used to hold me so tight,
were finally released.
but,the pain was harder to bear then i thought.
i swapped my Love for something called freedom.

3:53 PM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

todae was out with family the whole day!!hahax.
afternoon went tuhh meet cousins and family
we ate alot okiies.like dun niid money derhh!
we from 12 eat until aorund 3 can.wth lahx.
ii think we are just so pig okiies.eat so much!
after eating.we went round shopping.hahax
it was like damm boring lahx.haiiyoo.lalax*
after around night time went downtown.
as we were having some bbq there lahx.
it was quite fun lor.cause ii bbq alot of food
first time lahx.its so fun ii swear*.hahax.
den ate hell lots of food too.yummy man*
but its like so smelly and oily lahx.hahax
chatted with auntie and mummy!hehex =)
and ii found out something lahx.*
mummy use moii name tuhh buy scanner.
she ishx like damm clever lahx.wth^.
moii father realii thought ii niided 1 scanner
so he bought it.mummy ishx clever*.hahax
but still good lahx.now gort scanner liao.w00~
ii still lurbb moii daddy so much lahx.lalax.

baby why are euu always doing this tuhh miie?
cant euu see how much hurt ii recieve already
ii realii dun wanna turn back anymore. :(
though ii wan tuhh but ii think its a no bahx!haiix
ii'm just so tired of everything right now!
ii realii niid a rest right now.haiix!i'm so tired
ii guess ii can never lurbb euu like before.
everything ishx just tuhh much furr miie tuhh bear!

i'm sorriiee furr miiee nort wanting euu anymore
all the tears euu cried and all the hurt euu recieved
i'm promised i'll return euu by all moii cuts.
dui bu qi*ii think ii will just let go

11:59 PM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

okiies todae was like a fun and angry day.hehex
meet mummy furr dinner todae.hahax.woolala
ate steamboat and ii was fucking angry lahx.
this person eat finish the food on the plate le
she go put at moii side here can.fuck lahx.
and ii was like complaining tuhh moii mummy
and ii went lik''eee..why so smelly siia.wth"
den ii look at them.hahax.was so funny lahx.
bt ii was kind of pmsing there.like fuck lahx
the steamboat cause 57 plus.so ex lahx
and mummy order so many things lahx
eat until ii nearly explode okiies.hahax
den went walk around.hehex.mummy was nice
we went shopping lahx.but so sad can.
ii saw this shorts damm nice lahx.so ii try
den mummy say ii too skinny.wear nort nice
so nvm lahx.she gort miie a skirt can.
ii was like no.its too long.cannot cannot.
so in the end never buy anything lor.sad*
but ii bought a belt lahx.hahax.
mummy wanted tuhh pay furr miie but ii reject
ii say this ishx moii property so ii must pay.
so save mummy money lor.hehex.i'm nice*
den went buy chocolate cake.hahax
dunnoe why suddenly feel like eating oso.hehex
den bought moii favourite sweets.yummy*
its so nice ii swear.hahax.iii wan more of it!
oh well nvm.hahax.den went home.hahax
omg.ii bitch alot with lynn lahx.abt___
it was kind of fun lahx.hahax.lynn agree??
anyway lynn bimbo.cheer up alright.
dun be sad anymore le.ii noe whats your ans
euu sure say ii happy what.hahax..
but ii noe everything isx fake lahx girl.
dun lie tuhh others and yourself anymore.
just cheer up alright =).hehex.take caaree.
oh bitch alot with darling ger too.hahax
but this time ishx 2 person worxz.lalax
ONE ISHX NCFPLH WORXZ.HAHAX
AND ANOTHER ISHX BMW&BZWS
omg.ii swear they both sucks like hell.
they are driving miie crsaazy lahx.hahax
well guess only darling ger noe whuu ishx it.
omg.darling ger ishx leaving tml lahx.
ii will miss her like hell can.take care darling
when euu come back,we bitch more ya??
ii lurbb bitching with euu so much lahx.
hahaxx.well ii think thats all furr todae.
blog quite alot liao lahx.hahax.hhx

euu mean so much tuhh miie babbyy!
how ii wish ii never let euu go. :((

1:13 AM

Friday, June 02, 2006

todae so siianx lahx.hate todae so muchx!!
oh ytd night get tuhh noe so stuff.ass man
that fucking bitch think she verii greaat arhx
anyhwo beat ppl..ffuck lor.asshole man.
anyhow beat moii didi.never die before arhx
fucking bitch.euu will get it fromm miie man
this kind of ppl should go die earlier lahx.fuck
only noe how tuhh complain rubbish tuhh teacher
this kind of ppl fuck off lahx.so bitch lahx..
anyway going off soon le.so shall blog more at night?
nort sure oso lahx.see moii mood lorx =)
tml darling ger going oversea le.haiix.sad man
i'm going tuhh miss darling ger so much lahx.
and plus tml gort bazar.wth can!!so siianx
ii dun feel like going lahx.but no choice.
monkey ishx coming back on sunday.hahax
good good.so long never see her liao.woolalax.
ii wanna bitch somemore.whuu interested??hahax
ii noe darling ger will bitch derhh.hahax.
because she tag sayng that she wanna bitch.hahax
ii lurbb euu so much darling ger.hahax.
we shall go marina south agaiinn alright?? =)

4:22 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

okiies.just reach home nort long lahx.hahax!
went marina south with alot of people.heh!
steph koh,lilng,tricia,jiamin,wendy,ger,lynn&judy
ii swear we were like so noisy there lahx.
everyone keep looking at us.hahax.so paii sehh
lynn,tricia and judy gort high.hehex..
and they were like making a fool out of themself.
but it was damm fun lahx.hahax.cool man.
den went arcade tuhh play with steph koh.
judy have tuhh go.so the rest all follow her home.
den miie and steph and liling went arcade
we play finish le they were still there alright.hahax
cause the bus haven come.so sad case lahx.
den when we come out just nice the bus come.
so lucky lahx.hahax.den something kind of happen
steph was kind of pissed off with some asshole.
because of something* lahx.hahax.cool down alright =)
denn took train back tuhh tiong.slack at tiong.
the rest went home only left miie and steph.
we bitch alot lahx.hahax.so fun alright.hehex
den went 7 11 tuhh buy moii sweet.hahax.yummy*
den when walking out something happen.hahax
shall nonrt say worzx.secret*hahax.sshhh!!
den steph was being so sweet lahx.hahax.
she waited cab with miie.thanks nuer.hahax
den gort some irritating ppl come lahx.haiiyoo
den say what this person name ahboy noe miie
ishx like hello.ii noe so many ahboy but ii dunnoe him
he wanted tuhh make frenx but its a no worxz.
so asshole lahx.cannot tahan them lahx.haiiyoo
den cab home.taxi driver ishx kind of siao??
he was like talking tuhh himself.hahax.so lame*
tml might be meeting them agaiin.hehex..lalax
going great world play percussion??hahx.

i'm sorriiee furr everything*
maybe everything was moii fault

11:50 PM