Sunday, July 30, 2006

todaee wass quite okiies lahhx.wennt tiong!
first meet nuer denn go tiong eat!hehex =)
ii am likee falling in lurbb with long john cann!
omgg!thee foodd ishhx fuckiinng niicee lahhx
okiies ii noee ii amm crazii lahhx.hahax
but still whateverr andd whuu caress worxz
denn afterr a whille triicia wennt home llerhhs
shoo wentt tuhh findd lynn theyy all lorr
theyy weree eatiingg rajahiinn cann.jealous*
but oh well tmll ii will go eatt woxz.hehex
withh the bimbo agaiinn ii guess??hahax
its beenn liikee shoo lonng sinnce ii
wennt rajahinn tuhh eatt lahhx.ii miiss it =)
hahax.anyywayy todaee wass okiies lahhx
guess there ishhx nothing tuhh blog llerhhs bahx!

ii miss laogong shoo muchh!! :((

5:50 PM

Saturday, July 29, 2006

ytdd moii moodd wass badd badd badd!! :((
buutt iinn the ennd iit wennt okiiess lahhx
all thanks tuhh carmenn andd lynn. :))
theyy weree liike shoo meann cann.idiot!
theyy makkee funn off miie andd ____
ohh godd!theyy aree liikkee damm meann.
annd whatteverr theyy sayy ishhx rubbishhx
shoo makee no sennsee okiies.hahax :))
oh ii wann thank carmen and lynn too.
caussee ytdd theyy cabb miie backk!hehex
thanks biimboo.ii lurbb euu 2 <3333
and thanx furr being there furr miie ya
euu 2 mustt cheerr up okiies?? :))

ytdd niightt ii justt realiise somethiinng
perhaps everythiingg wass moii faullt!
blamme iit on miie everyyonne.
ii wass the 1 thatt cauusee everythinng
tuhh be screwed up andd stuff!!duii bu qii
ii justt wann euu tuhh be hapiie and nort sad
shoo proomiise miie euu be happiiee!! :))

dunn lurbb miie fuurr funn boy!
lurbb miie furr a reason.<3333

11:18 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

II MISS LAOGONG SHOO MUCHH LAHHX.HAIIX<3

laogong whenn euu comiinngg onliinne siia???
or whenn euu will repllyy moii msg??haiix.
ii miss euu shoo muchh cann!!like omg lahhx
didntt noee ii will miss laogong shoo muchh derhh
now ii fiannlly understandd howw euu feell
whhenn ii dunn repllyy yourr msgg.hehex :))
anywayy todaee wass funn lahhx.hmm.
shall nort blog what happenn lahhx.cause lazyy.
ii just wann sayy ii lurbb laogong yiibeiizii*
the promiise ii make will nort be brokkenn.
ii hope laogong will nort break it too worxz.
wo shii zhenn derhh heng aii heng aii nii<33333
pls dun leave miie laogong!!haiix.
life without euu will realii be suck furr miie.
wo aii nii laogong<3

11:40 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

todaee wennt out withh triiciiaa nuerr worxz.hehex
todae wass quiitee funn lahhx.enjoyy allott lor!
wennt there tuhh eatt.the 2 bimboo cookiingg.hehex
cann euu likke imagiinee??ohh well.iits wass funn
denn memoriies flashh backk.haiix.hatte iit shoo muchh
anyywayy tricia nuer mustt cheer up worxz??
denn afterr cook food furr triiciia tuhh eatt!hehx
we ate quiite little lahhx.hahax.tricia being princeess
she just siit there annd eatt.nebberhelp cann.lalax
ehs denn aftterr wennt home loor.hehex.lalax
ehs think shall end here bahhx.as nothing tuhh bloogg

thanx lao gong furr everythiingg.<333
ii noee euu dunn wann miie be sadd lahhx.
but sometiimess ii gort noo choiice.
andd whyy euu ignooree moii msgg worxz.
but ohh well nvm lahhx.haiix
att leastt euu still caree abtt miie lorr

whyy onlly noww denn euu tell miie this?
dunn euu thiink euu are tuhh late?haiix
oh well ii'm lostt agaiinn.shoo confusedd now
dunnoe whuu tuhh chose now.haiix
perhaps ii would give everything up and leave

*[broken hearted xiaomeimei]*

1:22 AM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

shoo longg nebber bloogg llerhhs worxz.hehex.
anyywayy ytdd wass quiitee alriightt lahhx.
wass kiindd of pissedd of ytd!because of her*
fuuck herr lahhx.anyyhoww scoldd siia..lalax.
hmm.denn ytd the spamming thing.fuck lahhx
moii mood was totally bad furr the whole niitex
alott talk tuhh miie online ytd..hehex.happiie worxz
denn oso gortt allot of new techno song!hehex..
shoo niice worxz.hehex.lalax.ii lurbb it :))
sendd tricia a feww songss tuhh.hehex.woo lala~
kor kor shoo niice worxz.wann peii miie till ii sleepp!!hehex
but ii askk hiim go sleepp firrstt nerhhx.hmm
causee he siickk marhhx.denn feell paiisehh!!
denn talkk tuhh shawnn theyy alll lorr.hahax.
shawnn outt off lhs llerhhs.haiix.shoo surprisee.
wonderr howw ishhx xiaobenn theyyy all nerhhx.lalax
aiimm wennt backk tuhh thailannd too.hmm.
ii simmplyy miss all off themm siia..hehex.lalax.
i'm feeeling shoo siianx riightt nooow!! :((

ii miss herr shoo badlly!!shee nortt onliinee.haiix
whenn cann shee comee onlinne.ii miss her :((
prehaps ii should nort have sayy ii hate euu.
i'm shoo sorriee!!ii didnntt meann itt.haiix
wo heng duii bu qii nii.nii dongg wo aii nii derhh!!<3

ytd have a nice chat with horny bitchh!!hehex
thanx furr your post alright.wo aii nii.<333
euu dunn cut llerhhs okiies.takkiee carrie worxz
mustt meet up reall soonn worxz.hehex.

i'm crazyy overr euu girrll!!i'm shoo lostt.
ii'm stil nort sure of moii feelinggss noww.haiix
prehaps ittss riightt euu chosee herr andd nortt miie
cauusee ii dunn deservee yourr lurbb!!
i'm sorriee!! i'm nort perfectt!!haiixx. :((
maybe by choosing herr its bestt furr miie
it givee miie couragge tuhh giivee euu upp!!
ii dunn wanna hold on tuhh euu when ii noe
we cann nebber be together derhh.haiix :((

2:09 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

todaee iinn schooll damm funniiee lahhx.hahax.
quiitee enjoyy moiiseelff iinn schooll todaee!
butt theree ishhx 1 thiingg ii hatee aloott cann.
andd thatt ishhx thee bruiisee onn moii legg!
durriinng recess chokk ka penng cann!hahax
we had alot of funn lahhx.butt ii lazyy tuhh type
cann go tricia blogg readd lahhx.hahax. :))
or arbo maybe go wendy or judy tan blog read.
oh well afterr schooll wennt tiionngg!!
onllii miie,charmaine and tricia wennt tiionng
the restt stayy iinn schooll wattchh mattchh worxz
denn afterr charmainee goo liaoo,we slackk there
bouughhtt kffcc andd wennt exiitt theree eatt!
triiciaa damm iidiott derhh cann!!haiiyoo..
see keep sayyiingg the persoonn namme worxz
she makke miiee ki hong and fuckingg highh lahhx
oh well.triica better dun say out horxz!!
if euu say out,EUU BETTER WATCHH OUTT SIIA
hahax.oh well..todae wass likee a funn dayy!
butt someethinngg badd happenn agaiinn!siiannz
iitss alwayys thee samme stupiid thiingg cann.
haiiyoo fuckk thosee ppl fromm ourr schooll lahhhx
siimplyy hatte themm shoo muchh cann!haiiyoo
butt everythhingg will be fiinee tmll!! :))
oh well at leastt ii hopee shoo lahhx.hmm.lalax

oh well ii hopee tmll will be a fiinee dayy!!lalax
ii realii miss euu shoo muchh cann!!haiix
ii hopee ii cann see euu agaiinn worxz.hehex

whyy did ii lett euu goo iinn thee firrstt pllacee??
ii feell shoo regrett nooww.haiix.ii hate moiiselff
hatee moiisellff furr leavviingg euu.i'm sorriee
will euu come back tuhh moii siidee??
ii guess ii niidd euu iinn moii liifee agaiinn!
i'm sorriiee furr nortt lettingg euu goo!
i'm sorriee furr beiingg selffishh here.haiix

*[broken-hearted]*
*_`xiaomeimei niids euu shoo muchh*_`

8:16 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

thiiss feww dayys ii realii feell shoo suxx lahhx.haiix
ii dunnoee whatts moii feelinggss furr herr now?
iitt seemm liikee ii still conncerrnn abtt herr buutt
ii dunnoee wheree shee standd iinn moii hearttx.haiix
the feeliihggss ii havviingg noww realii suxx lahhx.
howw ii wiishh ii cann turnn backk thee tiimee.
wheree ii cann noee euu agaiin andd lurbb euu agaiin
andd thiis tiimee,ii proomisee iitt will be euu onlii
andd no onee ellsee.thiiss ii proomiisee euu!
ii onlii keepp moii heartx furr euu..haiix
andd ii noee iitss nortt possiblee tuhh turnn backk
anndd riightt noww someonee ellsee appearr!!
ii dunnoee whuu tuhh chosee at all.haiix
ii noee ourr lurbb wass onncee shoo strongg.
butt ii destroyy iitt iinn moii ownn hanndss!!
andd noww ii learnn moii mistakes.
ii wann tuhh turnn backk butt euu're gonne
iiff ii askk euu tuhh turnn backk,will euu tuurnn backk??
will euu still luurbb miie liikee howw euu lurbb miie
will wee still bee liikee thee passtt??haiix.
i'm still unsuree of moii feeliinggs lahhx.hmm.
ii dunnoee whethherr ii shoulldd chose herr of euu?
prehapps ii mayy bee usiingg euu bahhx
cauusee ii noee shee andd miie ishhx cannt be together derhh
maybbe iitss tiime ii shoulldd faccee realiityy!!
orr maybbee ii shouulld leavve everythhinng asiidee
andd movee onn moii liifee by moiisellff..
prehapps thiis giive miie tiimee tuhh heall the paiin bahhx
heall the scarrs thatt wass leftt behinndd!!haiix

*[broken-hearted]*
*_`xiaomeimei*_`

1:17 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

justt fiiniishh readdiingg herr blogg!haiix.
ii suddenlyy feell shoo sadd riightt noow!!hmm.
feelling sadd furr herr ii guess??haiix*
lurbb ishhx realii shoo hurttiingg lahhx.
yess iitss niicee tuhh havee someone byy your siidee
tuhh shooww euu concernn and givee euu lurbb
butt theee hurttiingg will be shoo paiinnfull!
paiinnfull untiill yourr heartt ishhx nummbb!
paiinnfull untiill euu dunnoe whatt euu doingg
yourr miindd ishhx alwayys thiinkiingg off herr
all euu wann ishhx tuhh protecctt herr furr harmm
protecctt herr fromm gettiingg huurtt by lurbb
giivee herr everryythhhingg orr anythiing shee wantt
ass lonng ass she ishhx happiiee,euu would be happiee too
all euu wann ishhx justt wann tuhh see her smiile happiilyy!!
euu dunn miindd beiingg thee 1 thatt reciievee all thee huurtt!
cauusee euu lurbb herr tuhh muchh tuhh see herr gett hurtt
euu lurbb herr shoo muchh thatt euu cannt be yoursellff llerhhs
ishhx thiis whatt we call truue lurbb??haiix.

cann ii gett somethhiingg liikee thiis fromm euu?
cann ii bee thee girll euu wiish tuhh protecct?
cann ii bee thee girll euu're crazii overr?
cann ii bee thee girll thatt euu're always thinkiinng of?

*[broken hearttedd xiaomeimei]*

12:40 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

todaee schooll wass tiiriingg furr miie lahhx.haiix
fall aslleepp duriinngg poa cllass.hahax.shoo niicee*
butt aftterr moii legg tuurnn jellyy lahhx.fuckk cann!
saww darliingg,lynn and skeleton att sammee levell!
butt ii wass tuhh tiiredd tuhh carree shoo muchh lahhx
shoo wennt tuhh thee nearrbyy tabllee tuhh siit downn!
denn darliingg,lynn, ice-kachang,carmen,skeleton camee!
shoo wee sllackk att thee tablee furr 15 miinss.hehex
andd wee kiindd off miiss 15 miinss off llessonn!lalaxx.
wentt tuhh class andd do tthhee comprehensiionn!!
thee passagee shoo hardd lahhx.cannott understtandd siia!
butt somehoww stiill managgee tuhh complletee iit.
summarryy hee alloww uss tuhh briingg hommee doo!
aftterr schooll wass supposee tuhh stayy iinn schooll derhh
butt miie,triicia and stephh wentt homee!hahax.hmm.
todaee moii phonee tiioo gayy lahhx.shoo idiott.
suddenllyy shoo manii ppl call miie lahhx.haiiyoo
tricia oso sayy moii phonnee tiioo gayy.hahax.lalax
calls justt keeppiingg coomiingg iinn lahhx.haiiyoo
aftterr schooll wennt tiiongg tuhh eatt lahhx.
denn aftterr wennt homme.haiix.shoo tiio gayy
ii dunn feell liikee bloggiingg aniimooree!!haiix

memoriiess off uss will alwayss stayy iinn moii heartt
ii noee wee cann nebberr be liikee beforee llerhhs!
butt ii realii hoppe euu wil stayy happiee forrevverr.
ytdd ii realii havvee a niicee chatt withh euu!
andd ii amm quiitee glad euu still treatt miie as ___
ii feel shoo happiee andd bless riightt nooww

8:32 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006

todaee schooll wass quiitee tiiogayy lahhx.hehexx.
kanna bullyy byy CARMEN!!haiiyoo.sad case nerhhs
ii realiii giivee upp cann!ii shouldd stepp downn siia
anndd lett herr takkiie overr moii placee.haiix!!
feell shoo fuckkiingg faiiluree siia.lalax.ohh well!!
forggett iitt lahhx.haiix dunn wann sayy llerhhs worxz
ii seriiousllyy startt tuhh hattee schooll nooww.
cauusee iitt suuxx shoo muchh lahhx.haiix! ):
butt iitss funn wheenn freennx aree therree.hehex
thee teachherrss aree liikee giiviingg upp onn miiee
anndd ii tiinkk mayybee iitss a good tiingg too!!
ii justt wanna stopp schooll nooww cann!!hmm.
iitss liikee suuchh a tortuuree goingg tuhh schooll!
oh well ii guess ii stop bloggiingg lahhx.
as ii dun realii feell liikee bloggiingg nerhhs.

ii miiss tallkkingg onn thee liinee wiithh euu! ):
ii nooe ii wass thee 1 thatt brokkee the promiisee
ii nooee ii wass thee 1 thatt leftt euu and movee onn
andd ii'm shoo sorriee furr everythiingg!!haiix*
blammee everythiingg onn miie as iitss moii fault
ii wass thee 1 thatt ruiinn thiis relatiionnshiipp!

the brokenn heartt will nebber be mend back!

12:22 AM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

todaee wass liikee damm tiioo gayy lahhx.hahax
butt overall everythiingg wass quiitee funn!lalax
aftterrnoonn wennt tuhh meet lynn the assholee!
habb rajahinn furr diinerr.hahax.iittss niicee lahhx
denn wee boothh biitchh abtt ___.damm funniiee
whatt a happiiee famiillyy dayy theyy havvee todaee!
ii guuess onlyy lynn and tricia noee whatt ii talkiingg!!
oh well aftterr wennt arcadee theree.hehex.hmm.
denn takee neooss lorr.lynn thee stupiidd assholee!
shee press thee chaotaa effectt lahhx.damm funniee
denn shee pushh thee blamee tuhhh miie.hahax
denn aftter we wennt huii wenn hse theree.
theyy were danciingg andd stuff lahhx.hehex
butt overall theiirr danncee wass quiitee niicee!
ii hope theiirr class will wiinn lahhx.hahax..
denn afterr wenntt greatt worrldd therree!!
wenntt arcadee tuhh playy percussiioonn!!hahax
denn wenntt tuhh eatt!!denn arcadee agaiin!!
ohh well ii guess thatss all furr todaee!!
as ii canntt rememberr thatt muchh!!hahax.
and lynn ong the stupid asshole!!idiot lahhx euu
ii nort a ahliann cann.shoo euu dun anyhoww!
i'm liikee shoo guaii nerhhs!hahax.lalax.!!
and pluss dunn threattenn miiee wiithh neoo
cauusee euu aree shoo biitchh nerhhs.hahax!!

ii regrett lettiingg euu goo iinn thee passtt!!
mayybee everythiingg wass moii faultt!
i'm shoo sorriee thatt ii wantedd tuhh backk!

1:01 AM

Friday, July 07, 2006

todaee ishhx a funnyy dayy furr miiee lahhx.hahax.
iitss liikee realii shoo chokk kaa penngg cann!lalax.
morniingg wass haviingg f&n nerhhx.hahax
andd we diid thee whatteverr kuehh thingg lahhx.
andd wee havvee thee bananaa thiingg lahhx.
wanruu wass liikee allergiicc shoo shee cannott touchh
andd aftterr tricia cammee overr lahhx.
denn aftterr shee kneww wanru allergiic,she askk miie
'shoo latterr euu takkinngg all ishhx it??'
ii thoughtt shee wass askkiingg soomeethiingg elsee
ii heardd wrongglyy lahhx.ii thoughtt shee wass sayyinngg
'iishhx iitt thee bananaa ii cutt all derhh!!'shoo ii sayy ya
andd guess whatt??aftterr coolingg thee kuehh riightt
we aree supposee tuhh putt iinn contaiineerr lahhx
andd tricia wennt tuhh takee wanruu portiionn cann!
shee someemooree goo sayy ii helpp sherlynn keep!
ii wentt liikee blurr lahhx.shee somemoree takkee 2 cann
denn iinn thee endd shee giive backk wanru!!
denn afterr shee wenntt tuhh takee itt agaiinn.hahax
iitt wass damm fuckiingg funnyy lahhx.chokk kaa penng!
miie and tricia laughh untiill dunn niid moneyy derhh!
denn afterr schooll wenntt passirr riiss there.hahax
triciia becomee crazii agaiinn.hehex.chokk kaa penng
thiis womann gortt longg haiir andd everythiingg lahhx
andd shee goo saee thatt thee womaann ishhx a guyy!
maybee cannot blamee herr lahhx.cauusee riightt
theree ishhx thiiss guyy blockiingg our vieww.hahax
denn iinn thee endd we gett tuhh see thee facee lerhhs
tricia still sayy shee ishhx a bungg cann!wthh lahhx
thee womann gort loongg haiir cann.hahax.crazi lahhx
denn afterr at niightt wennt pasamalam there tuhh walkk
tricia damm idiot okies.abtt thee stupiid gold bagg!
she dunnoee where our classmatee buyy thee bagg
denn justt niicee shee saw iit at pasamalam there lahhx
shee go sayy our classmatee buyy itt fromm there.
omg lahhx.ii cannot tahan tricia aniimore llerhhs.hahax
aniiway todayy realii tio gay lahhx.itt wass funn! :)

11:33 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

todae practically ii enjoyy iinn schooll lahhx.omg!
recess wass liikee fucckiinngg funn lahhx.hehex
ehss we were liikee all laughhiinngg andd stuff!
laughh untill dunn niid moneyy wann!hahax.
pc class was liikee shoo funn!lalax.hmm.
todae mrs chuu dunnoe whatt happenn worxz
suddenlyy shoo fiierce and strict lahhx.):
denn aftterr shee suddennlyy shout lahhx
she was askkiingg rebecca tuhh keep quiet.
and guess what??the whole class laugh at her
omg!ii swear its damm fuckiingg funny cann
cause the piitch she use tuhh scold ishhx shoo hiigh
liikkee cannt beliieve lahhx.tio gay cann!!
aftterr school wennt tiioonngg withh theyy all!
andd kiindd off seperated tuhh 2 groups nerhhxx
denn afterr wenntt tiionngg parkk tuhh playy!!
judyy damm idiot lahhx.ii wass playiingg thee swingg
denn afterr shee go pushh lahhx.asshole cann!
aftterr carmenn thatt iinciidennt.ii scaree liiaoo
whenn thee swiingg go too hiighh,ii will scare.
hahax..ii feel shoo loserr riighhtt noow lahhx.
ehss afterr wenntt backk tiionng lorr.hahax
denn after wenntt redhiill there.chok ka peng lahhx
denn aftter wennt home loorr.be guaii kiiaa lorr
cousin wannted miie go townn butt ii reject!!lalax

siincee thee daee euu gone,
ii wasnntt moiisellf aniimoree.
the smiileess ii used tuhh habb
ishhx gonnee furreveer!!
whenn will moii reflection showw
whuu ii amm iinsiidee!! ):

*[imperfectt miie]*
*_`xiaomeimei*_`

8:19 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

i'm drowning in misery
cos you won't save me! - HAHAHAHA. i'm stupid

Of all the love we said there will be,in the end..
there simply was nothing left
except the memory of yearning, longing and of letting go

the only probable reason for my weird bahaviour
-i have gone deranged..

**// I don't ever wanna see you again
But I stuck by you till the endAnd my conscience is clear
And I can move on from here

I don't ever wanna see you again
Tell me why did it have to be *HER
That you were messing round with
I didn't wanna notice it
I was true to my love for you

It took me a minute to wake up and see
What the love of my life was doing to me
I wanted to lay down and die
Cos my pride wouldn't let me cry
Some how I knew I had to get over it

And that's so unfair
I never thought I'd have to share
Your love that I thought was given to only me
And that's why
I DON'T EVER WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN

7:36 PM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

todaee iishhx justt anothherr siiannx daee!haiixx
butt wass quiitee happiiee tuhh reciieve somee msgg!
butt sadd tuhh saee ii cannott replyy at all lahhx.
cauusee moii phonee spoiill lahhx.stephh faultt!!
ohh well.mayybee nortt herr faultt lahhx.=)
thee schooll secc1-3 haviingg syff nooww!!hahaxx.
andd ii amm nortt iinvolvee lahhx.cooll riightt!!
actuallyy ishhx mr franciiss dunn wann miie joiinn
he kiindd off liikee kiickk miie outt off iit.hahax
stephh alsoo sammee as miiee.poorr uss lahhx!
butt actuallyy ii alsoo dunn wann joiin lahhx.
cauusee ii dunn realii liikkee thee danncee!!
shoo ishhx kindd off happiiee i'm out!lalax.hmm
guess theyy downn therree haviing funn bahhx
ohh abt the thiinngg.everythiinng ishhx settlee!
i'm liikee shoo happiiee furr themm lahhx!<3
hoppee everythiinngg will bee liikkee thee pastt!
wheree therree wass onlyy lauughhtterr..lalax
ii seriously dunn wanna see anyonee tearrss llerhhs
cauusee thee feeliinngg suuxx shoo muchhx lahhx!
ii realii dunn enjoyy!ii preferr laughhterr..hmm.
oh well!!guess thattss all furr noww bahhx.lala

*[imperfectt miie]*
*_`xiaomeimei*_`

5:45 PM