Saturday, September 30, 2006
ytd was funn ii guess.didnt go school ytd!was slping till 10 denn ii woke up.afterr wennt tuhh meet tricia furr lunchh!afterr lunch ii went her hse there slackdenn after ___ called and entertain miieit was like fun ii guess.tricia went high!denn she start raping miie.hahax lame!denn afterr we went tiong agaiinn.hehethiis time ii went tuhh buy moii make updenn tricia was hungry agaiinn lahhxwent tuhh griller and eat agaiinn!hahaxdenn after saw wendy,ginwei,char,judy&lilingafterr they join us and eat togetherr.afterr everything we went tuhh arcade tuhh playdenn a while later lynn,carmen and huiting cameafter we saw bimbo,ice kachang and melissa!!oh and ii bought a mickey stuff.damm happiie!goshh ii was crazyy overr that mickeyy lahhxafterr everyone went home liao lahhx.sadleft only miie,lynn,tricia,huiting and liling!!nort long tricia went back too.sad lahhxmiie and lynn talk alot lahhx.bitch alot too*hahaxafter huiting and liling came and join inand we seriously bitch and talk alot.yuppxand ____ call miie. afterr carmen came back tiongdenn slack a while they went back too.denn tricia call miie and say she cann come tiongshoo ii waited furr her and we walk aroundafterr that she send miie tuhh bus sttop.thanks*reach home ___ call miie agaiinn.and he gave miie alot of advise on this relationshipperhaps his words do make sense.hmmmii guess ii will nort give up this relationship anymorecause its realii shoo hurting if ii were tuhh lose euualot of ppl are trying tuhh advise miiesome told miie tuhh give up and some ask miie tuhh continueii was lost at that time.ii didnt noe what ii wannbut afterr thinking shoo muchh that few daysii dunn wann tuhh give up anymorecause ii noe ii lurbb euu shoo.ii dun wann tuhh lose euucann ii say ii miss your hugcann ii say ii miss your voice
11:20 AM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
hahax.ii wrote this during english exam*
9:26 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
todae ii wentt tuhh schooll.hahax miracle cann!!ii actually survive 2 periods of biio lahhx.hahax*clap hand furr myself*hahax its lame lahhxbut todae was quite slack siia.nothiing tuhh doii only noe ii whole dayy write letter only.denn afterr we were talking abt ghost lahhx.shoo scaryy ii guess.hahax.hmmm!! oh and moii new piano just arrived.GOSH!ii swear ii lurbb the piano shoo muchh lahhxomg.ii am just shoo glad it came todae!! :))anyywayy todae ii guess ii wasnt happiie yadue tuhh some reasons lahx.shall nort mention!things wasnt the same between us anymore
we seem tuhh be drifted apart alreadyy. :((
andd ii totally hate the feelings.haiix.
how ii wiish everything cann be like the past!
but ii guess everythiing cannt be the same anymoreanyywayy exams are coming liao worxz.and ii haven start studying lahhx.hahaxii guess perhaps ii am going retain again?and if ii were tuhh retain agaiinn,ii will quit school straight away siia.no more studying furr miie liaoif nort ii think ii will die siia.GOSH!hmmm oh well forget it lahhx.dun think shoo muchh worxz.anyywayy recently alot of things happennand it hurts alot of peole too.haiixi'm sorry ii caused euu paiinnii dunn wanna continue this anymroe :((thiis lurbb dunn exsist anymore
but ii dun bear tuhh say goodbye
i'm sorry ii cant be perfect!!
perhaps ii am being too selfish
tuhh hold on tuhh euu.. :((
ii dun wanna drop anii tears anymore
cause ii am too tired furr everything
i'm sorry furr everything that happennduii bu qii! :((wo cuo llerhhs.<333 
8:07 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
every night ii sit at 1 cornerand cry moii heart out.todae ii did nort go school lahhx.as i'm sickcause ii was having a bad headache lahhxrest at home denn went baby house!!but before that miie and baby was havingsome unwanted quarrels lahhx.haiixii swear ii almost died when ii quarrel with himits hurts shoo muchh when we quarrel lahhxand we always quarrel over stupid thingsii hate it shoo muchh lahhx.haiix :((somemore todae ishhx our 2 month.we were supposed tuhh be celebratingbut we end up in a quarrel.haiixwhat a 2 month memories ii have siia!!ii guess ii wont forget thiis dayy lahhx.but anyywayy after ii went baby house tuhh slackdenn after we went super market tuhh shop!!it was fun lahhx.ii gort all the snacks that ii wantedbut sad tuhh say there ishhx no panda biscuits.!ii wanted it shoo badly lahhx.haiix :((anywayy zhengxing book out todae.hahaxand finally after 2 weeks ii see him again worxz. :))oh anyywayy baby and miie are playing auditionsea!!nice game ii guess?though ii am sux at it!!hahaxxhaven been training with nuer and xiao boyboy!!oh well ii guess thats all furr todae bahhx!!shall nort blog much too.hahax take care everyone!!
12:40 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
the paiin ishhx too much tuhh bearr
ii cant take it aniimore.ii broke downits been shoo long since ii last blog lahhx!!oh well ii think moii blog going tuhh rot soonnbut go round visiting blog ishhx funn lahhxii found out alot of things worxz.shoo interesting!!actually someone and someone was in lurbb beforeand ii didnt noe abt it till now lahhx.hmmmii swearr whenn ii noe abt it ii get a shock!but oh well.whuu cares worxz.nort moii taiji oso!shoo betterr dunn fiind out shoo muchh lahhxii noe abit cann liao worxz.alreadyy happiie llerhhsanyywayy thiis few dayys suux like fuck lahhxshoo mani fucking things happening!!haiixseriouslyy ii niid a breakk noww lahhx. :((ii dun thiink ii cann hold on anii lonngerr!1 dayy ii am going tuhh leave without aniione knowingii think thats all furr now lahhx.hmmmcause dun realii noe what tuhh type llerhhs!!anyywayy everyone takkie carrie worxz.must catch up with everyone soonn.. :))
11:15 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
meii youu nii de meii yii tiiannxiing fu lii wo hao yao yuanntodaee was a bad dayy furr miie ii swearr!!
ii nebberr everr wann thiis dayy agaiinn!
we were shoo cold tuhh eachh otherr
andd ii dunn enjoyy the feeling at all!goshh!
ii feell like cryiingg lahhx. ii hate todaee!!
iif ii havee the channce tuhh turnn back tiime
ii wouldd makke suree everythiingg goes well
andd nort the wayy it ishhx now!haiix
oh well its overr alreadyy.no poiint thiinking.
bao beiix laogong! ii am shoo sorriie okiies.haiix
things between us are going shoo wrong!!
andd ii dunn liike the feeliing at all! ii hate it
pls dunn treatt miie shoo coldly pls?haiix
ii noe ii was the 1 that treated euu coldly first
and ii am shoo shoo sorriie abt it. :((
ii noe euu dun trust thiis lurbb aniimore
andd ii cann do nothingg abtt it.haiix
ii feel shoo failure and useless riightt noow!
oh well if euu thiink letting go will be good
denn ii will respectt yourr decisionn derhh
thoughh ii will ffeel hurtt but ii dunn miind
as long as ii cann see euu happiie,
ii am contented alreadyy! ii lurbb euu! duii bu qii!everything was moii fault!
ii make euu lose trust iin miie
ii make euu lose trust iin this relationship!
duii buu qii.wo cuo llerhhs!! :((
11:34 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
ii guess the sad sherlynn ishhx back agaiinn!!ii noe its nort a good thing because ii'll start cuttingbut everything just went shoo wrongg!haiixeuu and miie start tuhh have problemsii think moii life ishhx screwed up lahhx. :((sometimes ii feel like breaking down and crybut ii noe ii gort tuhh be strong and move on!it wasnt easy furr miie tuhh forget the pastbut whyy everything ishhx coming back now!!ii totally hate the feeling.it sux.it toally sux!ii noe we dun have trust furr each otherii make moii father disappointed in miie agaiinnandd ii dunn feell niice abbt it..haiixbut he ishhx beiingg niicee lahhx.hmmmcauuse he goiing tuhh buy miie a new pianoo!niice fatherr ii havee.butt bad daughter he have!trust moii lurbb furr euu. will euu?todae suppose tuhh meet tricia nuer!but ii woke up late.shoo ii cancell eveythiing!!shoo paiisehh worxz nuer.maybe tml we meet?ii promisee ii will wake up early..yes yes :))and furr your info ii didnt quarrel with ken.yuppxytd euu sayy something that broke moii heartii noe euu dun realii trust what ii saybut pls dun doubt moii lurbb furr euu.cause ii truly lurbb euu with all moii heartii realii do treasure euu.but do euu??do euu treasure miie like the way ii treasure euudo euu trust miie like how ii trust euuoh well.perhaps everything was moii fault! :((duii bu qii wo duii nii bu guo hao.ke neng fang qii nii shii wo zhui hao de xuan zhedan shii wo zhen de she bu de!!!!wo dong shii wo peii bu shang niiduii bu qii.<3333
11:29 AM
ii feell like cryinng riight now!ii dunn feel niice.ii feel like shitcann anyone save miie??everythingg went shoo wrong :((
1:30 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
ytd wasnt a good dayy furr miie lahhx.screwed up dayy!ii seriouslly hate ytd okiies.ii wont forgett derhhit wass shoo fuckiing scaryy ii swear!!GOSH!!!ii shall nortt blogg iin detaills lahhx.cause its horribleguess onlyy tricia cann understannd bahhx.hehexthanx nuer!!thanx furr accompanyiing miie worxzii realii appreciate it alot.ii heartt euu.<3333afterr went bedok there tuhh slack lor.hahaxit was shoo siianx cause miie and laogong was slping!leaving edwin and xing there rotting.hahaxshoo paiisehh worxz.cause ytd ii was damm tireddbut at least ii did entertaiinn euu abiit. =)thiink thats all llerhhs bahhx.hmmmmcause basically the whole of ytd was slacking.ii wanna eat rajahinn tml siia.ii miss it.. :((and ii oso wanna go eat marina south lahhx.ii miss all the steamboat thingy.hehex. :))whuu wanna go with miie worxz??hahaxwo zhii xiiang shou duii buu qii!!qiing nii bu yao zhe yang duii woying weii wo de xiing huii shou shang dewo cuo le.duii buu qii!wo aii nii..<33333333
6:51 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
you know how i feel about you you know how much i need you when you're looking at me baby i know you're the one i need you know how i feel about you you know how much i need you when you're walking to me baby oh yeah i know i'm falling love with you and now that i'm here for you i'll never let you go you'll always be the one for me oh and i i just want to tell you i love you no one can love you like i do oh and i i just want to have you my baby your love, your soul, belongs to me you know how i feel about you you know how much i need you when you're talking to me baby oh yeah i know i'm falling love with you
4:03 PM
