thats when ii love you .
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Hmm...shall blog what todae???i'm feeling moody and sad!guess many people knowsi reali dunnoe whats wrong with me..i'm always looking trouble for myself!maybe we should break up!i think thats the best solution i can think ofi reali dunnoe what to do now!damm lost!haiz....i want to say baby,i'm sorryi did not treasure u well!i let you down!maybe u prefer her den me..well i guessi reali dunnoe!maybe i shall leave quietly!where no one knows...i'm sad nowi feel like breaking down and cry!i'm afaid to lose you yet i chose to let you goi truly dunnoe what i wan!i feel stupid...i feel hurt.i feel everything..its something where i cannot describe!looks like u no longer need me...so i rather leave u now!i dun wan deeper scars...it will hurt alot!i know it myselfi show you concern but did you show me concern!you were playing meplaying me right from the beginning....i dun wan to be a fool anymorei do treasure this relationship alot!but i guess u dun...you were playing mewell i guess leaving u is still my best choice!at least i will not be hurt.you reali have hurt me alot of times..i tears for you but do you careeven if i tears,i dare not tel anyone but keep it inside my heart!i feel bad nowi reali dun wan to have miserable life!i'm already starting to get miserablei dun wan to end up with depression!cause it sux.the feeling suxi dun wanna ended up in my uncle footsteps..where i kill myself to solve thingsi reali dun wan!i dun wan!cause i know if i kill myself,i'll be letting myself downhaiz....i reali dunnoe what to do!but if killing myself is best for me,i would do it!i dun care what happen next.all i wan is to just solve everything!i cannot tolerate the pain anymore!its hurting me..i wan to be a happy girli wanna be back the girl who always have smile on her face....
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