thats when ii love you .

Wednesday, August 17, 2005
i know its my fault!i have hurt you badly!i dunnoe what to do!i'm feeling sad nowi wanna break down and cry!i couldn't control my tears anymore!its so hurtingpeople asking me why i am sad?but i just dun wanna say!cause i would tears in the endso i rather keep it to myself..not letting anyone know about my problems...haiz...i reali dunoe what to do?i am lost!damm lost now!can anyone help me?i feel like giving up but i dun bear!i reali dunnoe what my hearts wan...its so hurtingif i know my ending will be like this,i wouldn't even have fall for you!it just breaks my heart so much!numberous of scars on my hearts!nvm.learn to accept iti hope i can just calm down and think over everything again!i dunnoe what to do???should i continue loving her?or should i break with her???i can sense tat this relationship will not have happiness at all!i dunnoe.i am lostthanks joan for helping me in everything k!i appreciate..u ask me not to breakbut i am not sure....all i can say is that leave it to fate bah!i got nothing to saybut maybe we will continue....i dunnoe.i reali dunnnoefeeling stressed!haiz..
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