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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
i'm not happy with the decision that i make!i wanna break down.i have been crying this few days!i'm like reali reali lost nowbut lucky got my cousins and other frenzs to encourage me.thanks alot people!i never forget you people!love you all!i think i never goanna cut my hand anymore.what my father was true!its not worth to cut for peopleespecially those people that hurt me badly!i should leave themits not worth crying for them too!cause i hate crying nowi dun wan people to worry for me!i love everyone to smilecause the smile will always look best on them!i just wanna suffer it alone!i dun wanna drag people downi know i hurt joan badly!i'm sorry i didn't trust you..i read your blog and i know i am in the wrong...but i will not beg for your forgiveness!cause i deserve ityour msn nick oso referring to me!i'm sorry to hurt youu say u tears!so pls dun tears anymore!i know i'm wrongbut dun worry!i'm not going to bother you anymorei will not tel you any of my stuff anymore.dun wanna bother uso at least u dun have to be sad anymore or anything!i'm sorry tat i hurt you!i'm truly sorry!do hate me plsi know i am a bitch!so pls hate me!i will feel betteryup....anyway just sorry for hurting you.do smile!dun cryalright!now i apologise to joan,its timee for me to break down.i wanna cry cry cry!i'm feeling sad!i'm trying to control my tearsi dun wanna burst it out!i try not to cry for you!i will smilei wil put a smile if i let you go!i won't cry in front of you.i wan you to leave happily!dun wanna see u sad.....cause it breaks my heart lots lots.i love to see u smilecause you always look nice when u smile!i love tat smileso promise me you will smile more!
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