thats when ii love you .

Friday, August 12, 2005
Todae was bad!kanna scolding from father,piano teacher too!so fucking pissed...
Todae i make my darling angry again!feel so bad...i'm sorry darling!i will not push you to her le
haiz..i damm worry for my darling lah!her mother wan put her go girls home..i dun wan can
it hurt me so much when i heard she was quiting school and going girls home...i am sad
and when i was on the way home,i tears in the bus can!believe it or not!its true anyway
i reali willingly to kneel to her mother lah!asking her not to send her to girls home.
haiz..i reali dunnoe!i am worried for her!but she dun seem to bother at all!
everytime i ask her how,she would say go girls home den go lah!haiz..i reali dunnoe
Darling ar!can you dun always make me worry for you..i dun wan you like ur daddy can
as your stead,it reali hurts me to see you going girls home!especially when come to probation.
i couldn't even meet you longer!you have to go back early! i dun wan tat...
darling pls pls i beg you...behave yourself!if not your mother wil send you go girls home de
i reali dun wish to see you go girls home!but if no choice,i oso cannot do anything le
but i will still love you!dun worry..i will wait for you de!so u dun need worry about me
i promise you i will take good care of myself de!if you go in!yup...but i hope not
i hope you can be with me everyday!i love you darling.i dun wan lose you
you ask me if i love you with all my heart!i didn't dare answer cause i wasn't sure
but now i can telll you!I TRULY LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!I PROMISE
I NEVER EVER WANNA LET YOU GO!UNLESS YOU TEL ME YOU DUN LUV ME LE.
BUT I HOPE I ONLY HEAR THE WORD I LUV YOU!AND NOT THE WORD BREAk
CAUSE IT WILL REALI HURT ME..YUP DARLING!I LOVE YOU 4EVER..
TRUST ME!BECAUSE I MEANT WHAT I SAY!YUP
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