Monday, October 31, 2005
Todae was quite a boring day for me...went out with clarice and violent kia todae!first met them at great world arcadeafter headed to their house for a whilesaw shirley and edsel!he was in uniformhahax....he looks damm pai in it.hahaxafter left with clarice to take busshe was damm frickel minded cankeep changing mind de!dunno whats wrongin the end we went esplanade thereto meet her frenz.den went chinatownsaw steph working there.funny siaafter clarice went to meet her mumso i follow and her mother so young cangot a shock when i see her!scaryher mother thought i was her gf lahx..hahax..after walk pass the temple theredamm scary lahx.so many ppl there cangot fl and alex and the rest there.i dun dare to look in the temple cani was like damm scare damm scaredunno whats wrong with me too..after tat went to great world again!weisuan meet me there after a whileshe took hundred of years to come lahxwaited for her so long can!after that steph came too.clarice went homethe timing was so nice alright.hahax1 go home den 1 come.funny sia.after that went tiong to play arcade..still got so many ppl lahx.after went eat macwent home at around 11 like tat...anyway its what i got to say.
12:57 PM
Saturday, October 29, 2005
later meeting clarice and jovy they all!!well i dunnoe if i am still working lahxwork seem to be so tiring!hate it lots.well anyway ytd was quite alright!went to meet clarice at tiong firstden after we went great world!!saw xinyi they all lahx.damm fuck!xinyi show abit of unhappy facebecause i was with clarice together!but nvm!its okay how she see it.we are just father and daughterand nothing more.think what u wanfriday was damm fuck alright!went to school late and kanna caughtprincipal was fucking bias can!everything oso pick on me lahxsay what i ytd oso late!pls lahxytd i was like damm early can!joan can witness for me lahx..idiot lahxden catch for my socks and uniformshe keep saying about me lahxnv even say about steph!wa laugot such thing sia.stupid idiotsomemore say look at the way u standsay what i hunchback!pls lori stand is like tat de lahx....my back is hunch what can i do???haiya whatever lahx.dun wan say leyou wan see my parents den go seei not going to care anymore...in anyway i am quitting schoolso its alright if you see them....just change my blog songand the thing sux okay!got the screamingiwebmusic sux alright.it truly sucksso little choice of song lahx.idiotbut somehow got my song can liao!!
9:11 AM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Todae was damm late for school lahx.because of tat weisuan can!!last min ask me go eat mac...den afterin the end when i reach there le,she told me say her mother at bus stopden in the end she went to school!well was damm angry with her..but we are still frenz.hahax...when going in to school,principal was thereand she was like asking what class lahxdamm scary can!but still okay lormaybe because i late,i cannot promote.i dunnoe oso lei!hope i can promote sia.well todae in school was like so sianz can.slack the whole day in school lahx.but i was there slping like a pig can!hahaxafter school went tiong to meet jovy!ate steamboat with weisuan and jovy!!little jovy was damm bad okay!she go tel her frenz tat i see her not happy.wth lahx.but she didn't take it to heartso its heng heng for me lahx...after when finish eating,clarice and alex cameand they were so noisy can!!!disgrace.den come make the food and stuff!idiottodae was being a guaikia can!went home early and my mother was surprisedshe went like"'wa so early come home'when did our da xiao jie become so guai...i went like wtf can!not like i wantedbecause clarice and jovy have to go homeden i dun wan follow weisuan they all!i oso dun wan follow alex thats why..but in anyway i am like guai!read xiao boy boy blog todae!she got blog not bad lahx.got improvebut hor why my name inside i oso dunnoe?hahax.dream of me very scary mehx??you should be honoured if you dream of me.hahax..was just joking anyway.
11:04 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005
Todae stay at home again!quite sianz lahx...and early morning steph and weisuan camethey were outside my house lahx.and down there ding dong ding dong..was damm noisy alright.cannot even slpwas quite surprised that they come my housei didn't even know they coming!well anyway after that jovy came my houseshe told me about some things...and i think clarice daddy is bad okay!how could she treat her like tat??/wellanyway its alright now.so its okayweisuan and steph mess up my housewas like so idiot can.i clear up 4 themanyway they stay my house till 8and after tat mummy ask me clean upcause she say i mess up de.wtf lahxits not even me can!its themand i have to clean up.so unfair!!!oh mr seow cal me todae!i was shockbut anyway going to school tomolo.xbb was damm being retarded can..she say my post was scary!!is it reali??hahax.well i dun think so lei!!anyway jovy was angry with FL..she sms that person and scold lahxso violent can!!but it didn't help.haiz..i dunnoe what to do can!and another person is alex.wtfi dunnoe what they want from me.i simply just hate it okay!!
11:37 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
i truly hope you can stop contacting mebecause i will never love you deso i hope you can give up on mecause i only love 1 person.tats jovyso pls give up on me alrightand pls stop sending me those messagessaying what u wanna see me and stuffcause it only make me hate u morewe can be frenz but not lovers.even if i break with jovy,i would never be with you.u dunerstand?the feeling is not there.i dun love youso pls give up on me and move oncause i will nv chose u in the endwe can be frenz if you wan too.pls dun irritate me anymore.it will only make me hurt u moreand we might not even be frenz.so pls stop calling me and sending me messages i dun wanna hurt jovy again! cause i have hurt her more den enoughi dun wan her tink too much or jealousi just wan her to know i love only her. and yes only her.no one else!! so pls forget about me and move on!!!
12:39 PM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
life have been so miserable this few weeks..i truly hate it alot!so many things happenso many misunderstanding among us!so many troubles between we friends...doubting here and there.its jus so idioti hate it when we fight among ourself...well i dunnoe how to settle this thing.its just so complicated lahx....haiz.making everyone blur and hate each otherwell i hope everything will be over soon.the past few weeks went out withclarice,edsel,shirley,alex,steph,weisuan etc...went out with clarice they all is the worstthat time we got trouble at tiong....we were at the arcade and someone shoe flewand it hit on 1 ang moh woman shoulder..she damm idiot lahx.go complain can.say what we purposely throw the shoe debut its reali accidently flew down de...den she complain until the manager comewe down there keep saying about herdown there keep scolding her and stuff...we actually wanted to whack her de...but in the end we let it rest lahx...she damm idiot can!go complain!!stupidwell den nvm lahx.went temple againi think i almost went there whole weekgo there oso nothing to do lahxx.only see see around den tok tok lor!but those few days went home quite late..but clairce they all quite good lahxthey all sent me home den they go homethanks alot people!!i appreciate it alotwell i think thats all i got to say
11:25 PM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Todae went to meet steph,jedd,weisuan and claricefirst went to meet steph,jedd and weisuanafter set off to great world to play arcade!!it was quite fun for us all but not for jedd.cause she was like feeling so bored down there.well after clarice went to look for us!so not so badafter we went down to mac to slack a while.i went yoshinoya to eat!damm full can.after went to play pool!damm idiot lor.the stupid jedd so pro can!the ball keep going indamm idiot lahx.next time he cannot play lealways win de lei!i so throw face like tat.well well nvm.edsel was quite pro too alrighthe won the game can!so surprised lahx..after everything clarice was angry!edsel was oso angry lahx.haiz.but nvm!everything will be fine.yupafter went to meet that jovy ong lahx.and after that dunnoe what happen ledun wanna blog anymore too.tomolo going down temple okay!sianz sianzbut nvm.at least got pikachu down therehe down there i very happy le.at least not so sianz!yup
8:43 PM
Todae i make jovy angry again!haiz....well i think its over between us soon.as you people know so many things happenand people are trying to break us upso i think there is no point holding oncause i will only hurt myself in the endmaybe on that day we break,she dun feel anything at all!who knowsmaybe she have already stop loving mewell i reali dunnoe what to say liao...so many things happen and i hate iti dunnoe what the hell is going on lahx.so many things happen this weekand i am not reali very happy about iti hate it alright!it just so sux lahxx...you dun trust me anymore so be iti'm not going to care anymoreyou wan believe them you go believei dun wanna care about this anymoreanyway i'm breaking with you soonso your thing i dun wanna care anymorei noe i must be heartless towards youso when i break up with you,i wouldn't feel so hurt inside me!i know we will not be the same like last timewhere we joke around and play too!now everything became a past.i hate iti hope its still reality but well its overi think everything have become a past...dun worry people!i will get over it sooni will not cry as i promise you before.i will not drop a single tears for you anymorecause this is what i promise you...i hope you can move on without mego find a better 1 outside!i am not worth for youmaybe you would fall in love with heri dun care anymore!i dun wana care anymore..i hope i will not know things about you anymorei just dun wanna face reality anymorecause it hurt me so much!!!
1:48 AM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Todae suppose to meet alot of people lahx....suppose to meet steph,sk,jovy and clarice and cousinsbut i am only allow to chose 1!cause so packedbut i chose clarice and jovy!hahax...well the rest i am sorry alright.i apologise to you!cause its like my stead comes first!sorry...well well i at first wanted to go bedok de.but clarice sms me asking me to meet her and jovyso i rejected steph phua!i am so sorry alright...hmm..anyway this morning was quite funxiao boy boy cal me and say i was crazy.wth!i am going to kill u!watch out hor.hahax..den tok to her alot alot of things!think she blur tooanyway thanks for listening to my troubles.whenever i wanted someone to tok to,you were always there for me!thanks alot xbb...well later going tiong to eat steamboat!!after tat going to temple again!haiz..dunnoe why keep going there too!so sianz sia...but anyway i am happy todae!!cause no troubles for me le!so not so badwell about steph that thing,sorry i cannot hellpyou got to settle with her yourself!!!we cannot chapabout my own thing,i settle it liao!!but it seemmore and more troubles coming out le!so i also dunnoe lahx.dunnoe how it goes!well if i got to whack you people to shut ur mouth upi will whack!i will not care about any consequences.and pls dun drag anyone in!cause you are responsible for itdun push the blame to others.you dare whack heryou will see what you get from me!stupid idiot.
12:24 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
Todae went to watch movie with clarice and weisuanwe were like damm retarded can!so funny sia..we only watch the show for like 15-30 mins,we went out of the cinema and went redhillbecause of that stupid clarice lahx.wellanyway the show was boring so its okay lahx.went great world and i saw a lot of ppl lahx..but most importantly i saw violent kia canhe was damm bad lahx..go punch me!wtf.well after staying there for a while,clarice and i head down to town to meet jovybut who noes saw the xinyi there.well..haizafter town went to zion road to the temple thereto pray and stuff lahx....but me and jovy was boredso we went opposite to sit!clarice follow too..so we all tok and play down there.it was funclarice brother so naughty can!he is like only pri 5and he knows how to smoke le!surprised sia...well after i smoke a few puff too..hehex.yupclarice brother the ciga burn my hand lahx..and its still painful!but nvm lahx.he didnt mean ithmm.....anyway todae suppose to be alrightbut some ppl spoil the mood again.its like so fucking idiot alright..i hate her sia.she suxwell..she is going to tio from me soon!so it okay lahx.
10:59 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
later i am going to meet clarice and her brother.and i kind of not looking forward too..cause its going to rain!and its so sianz..haiz.well ytd you told me that we will be like last timebut i think its impossible now!!i am sadbecause of this thing,we seem so drifter apart!and i hate being drifter apart from you...maybe now we closen up the hole abitbut there is far to much to closen it....i dunnoe if we can closen up the holebut i just hope i will still be with you..cause without u,i wonder what will happen 2 mewithout u,i am living in darkness.without u,i dun have the courage to live on.i reali dun wanna lose you at all!you truly mean everything to me.it reali dobut it seem like you doubting me again.i thought everything was fine now.until u send me a message in the morningasking if i love you!are you doubting me?you say you wanna noe the answerbut have you understand how i feelwhen you ask me that question!i feel hurti know alot of people have been saying things about mei wouldn't care cause i know i am not perfect!but i just hope u dun doubt my love for youcause i reali love you with all my heart.i wanna thanks kathy,gibson,clarice,steph,xbb,baby xing and etcyou guys rawks my world alright.i love you all lotswhenever i am feeling down,you guys were always thereto give me piece of advice and stand by mesupporting me!thanks alot.i appreciate it lots.anyway i am going soon.so i am stopping here
12:50 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
todae i went out with steph,weisuan and clarice.and it was kind of fun lahx.but got trouble againthis time the guy was like damm poor thinghe was kanna beaten till the lips bleed.it was kind of unfair cause big size against small de.but anyway they settle liao!todae damm sianz canwe all nearly spend the whole day in arcade!clarice brother was damm cute alright...i play with him and he is so cute.but he is naughtyhe is a pro in acarde games alright.damm pro!!well nothing special happens todae.to joan:
joan i am sorry i didn't trust umaybe i was in the wrong to ask u things.but this thing just happen so sooni dunnoe what to do.all i noe i was angryi apologise!blame me if u want.i'm sorry!to you:i dunnoe wht you wan from me at all...u and me both feel there is a hole between usand that is true.we seem like strangers nowwe both got nothing to talk to each other.and all my msg were not from you.we seem so cold towars each other.i guess the hole will never healit will be there forever.i hate iti hate it whe we both are cold to each other.i'm trying to hold on now but i knowi will lose you soon!cause we seem drifted aparti'm trying my best not to let you goand i hope all i have done is worth it...i do hope we can be like last time.but i guess it have became the past...
11:31 PM
This few days wasn't alright at all!it was lyk shiti hate thursday and friday the most alright.it was when all this things happen..i dun understand why they have got to say all thisi'm truly sad and disappointed in you.and yes youyou broke my heart again!you hurt it badly.you always ask me whether i understand your feeling.but have you ever understand my feeling before.have you ever understand those pressure i going throughwhy not try putting yourself in my shoes.maybe u will noejust because you was not happy with me, u show attitudehave you ever wonder how i will feel??just because of those people saying things about me,i nearly lose you!and u understand how i feel??you will never ever know how i feel!!i am sad now..i regret dropping my tears for you!its not worth itit seem like u dun even care about me at all!well anyway its over.i dun wanna say anymoreit only bring me misery!i dun wan that...ytd went redhill with steph,wei suan,claricemeet clarice brother and frenz.so idiot lahxwe waited very long for her brother lahx..after went redhill and we went to the HDB!well shall not say what happen there.but i muz say that guy very poor thing alright..i pity him lahx.he so poor thing.haiz..after recieve sum message and i was heartbrokenyou actually lie to me!i hate people that lie to meanyway i got to noe the truth in the end..anyway after went back to tiong to meet youi wanted to clear everything with youbut the moment i see u,i got nothing to sayi was like totally speechless.i dunnoe what to saybut anyway i wan to thanks steph and clariceyou 2 help me lots..thanks ar!i appreciate ithmm...to kathy and gibson,i think things will be finei know you 2 aare now every angry but relax abit lahxdun whack them yet cause now this thing is settle.if anything were to goes wrong again,i will tel deso pls dun worry about me aright!i will be fine.To joan:anyway dun blame youself anymorecause this thing doesn't involve you at all..i wanted to confront u because i thought it was ur faultbut after asking u,i realise its not your fault.cause u dunnoe anything at all!i apologise.anyway its not fault so dun worry.i will not blame u
10:24 AM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Hmm...todae wasn't my day alright.hate it lots
because of some people that say things....
haiz.i dun wann say it anymore.
ace and sylvia pls stop saying i am cute.
cause i am not cute at all lahx.
i am like so horrible can
11:45 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
feeling so bad now!i just wanna breakdown now...the pressure is getting bigger and bigger.i truly hate the feeling!it truly sucks.i hate it!todae wasn't my day too!i hurt her again..i'm sorry for ignoring you todae!i'm sorryHmm....why people dun understand me at all??why they wanna doubt me.i dun understandwhy??? guess maybe we will be over soon...i just canot take it anymore.take is as i let euu downi wish you can go find someone better....To kathy:pls take care of your health alright!you may be having heart attackso pls take care alright!!!love you lotsi just dun wanna lose a cousin like youso pls take care
8:48 PM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
i dun understand why you have to doubt me?i reali dunnoe what are you thinking about..just because someone told you somethingand you doubt me!i'm disappointed in you...ytd after you put down the phone i cry!i couldn't control my tears anymore!i cry till i got no more tears...are you happy to see me like this???i dun understand why everyone doubt mewhy no ones understand me??why can't they put themself in my shoesits not easy being me okay!....i look happy to others but inside i'm screamingwhy can't anyone just understand me!why?even my own stead dun understand me tooi truly sad....yes i am truly sad.i dun denyyou can doubt me about other things...but why must you doubt my love for you????you reali think i am playing with you......you rather believe others den me??den i got nothing to say already!maybe its time i breakaway.....i will not chose anyone!not you not her..i will chose myself!i dun wanna cry anymorei am tired!i dun wanna fight on anymore....so pls set me free and let me go.i'm truly tiredthis battle is far too tiring for me!i give up....i dun wanna go on fighting anymore....my life is totally in a mess...i hate itwhen i was sad,i needed you so badly!but you were not by my side!i feel helpless.i dunnoe what to do!so i breakdown and cryi know i am silly to cry!but i got no choice.i just feel so hurt to hear those things u told me
2:50 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
Todae had geo test and it went like so suxi hate the paper todae!its hard lahx...after that went tiong to eat.....jovy,joan,wei suan,bernice and me went to eathahax...we were like crazy can!so early we eat rice and we eat till noonhahax....was being some morons thereme and jovy keep hitting each otherjoan didn't eat lahx!but in the end she atejovy was there slping lahx.what a pig!!!!wei suan and bernice ate the most lahx...they finish le still order can!i was there so fullguess they too hungry le bah!hahax.......after wei suan was there being what lahx.say me and jovy very tian mi!wtf lahxjovy was saying maybe weisuan is jealousbut i dun think so!hahax......after me and jovy left to find clarice.there was like so sianz lahx.fighting againi wonder when they can stop!haiz...in the end went redhill to fightbut me and jovy dun wan go and soshe came my house!hahax..damm funnymy mother saw her lahx...jovy was scare.hm..guess she dun dare cum my house leHmm...now she gone to meet her mummyleaving me alone at home!but she will be backso not so bad lahx...joan wanted me to blogso here i am!joan are you happy now???hahax.....and we 2 hate them....you should know who alright!okay blog finishu take care!love you lots lots lots.......
5:11 PM
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
todae had chinese paper 1 and 2!it rawks plshahax.its kind of hard but think its okay!do halfway fall asleep lahx...so tiredbut manage to wake up and finish itone funny thing was before the exam start,i started slping liao!hahax...i am a pig lahxwell well at least still finish my paper.after exam,went tiong to meet jovy!it was damm funny okay!guess who slap me?and again its clarice goh lahx.fuck siabut i slap her back so not so bad!yup..i from tiong bully her till yishun lahx.was damm funny!hahax.....she go there meet the dunnoe who lahx.she damm weird lahx!wan meet but nv meetjust keep walking around!funny funny sia..but in the end we went home lor..tomolo maybe got nice show to watchso maybe going to pon school!yupbut thats maybe only!Hmm....must study hard le can!exams so near!scary sia...jia youi will work damm hard man!i wan to promote to sec 4...yes i must do it!Hmm..guess tats allshall blog tomolo!
8:23 AM