thats when ii love you .

Saturday, October 08, 2005
i dun understand why you have to doubt me?i reali dunnoe what are you thinking about..just because someone told you somethingand you doubt me!i'm disappointed in you...ytd after you put down the phone i cry!i couldn't control my tears anymore!i cry till i got no more tears...are you happy to see me like this???i dun understand why everyone doubt mewhy no ones understand me??why can't they put themself in my shoesits not easy being me okay!....i look happy to others but inside i'm screamingwhy can't anyone just understand me!why?even my own stead dun understand me tooi truly sad....yes i am truly sad.i dun denyyou can doubt me about other things...but why must you doubt my love for you????you reali think i am playing with you......you rather believe others den me??den i got nothing to say already!maybe its time i breakaway.....i will not chose anyone!not you not her..i will chose myself!i dun wanna cry anymorei am tired!i dun wanna fight on anymore....so pls set me free and let me go.i'm truly tiredthis battle is far too tiring for me!i give up....i dun wanna go on fighting anymore....my life is totally in a mess...i hate itwhen i was sad,i needed you so badly!but you were not by my side!i feel helpless.i dunnoe what to do!so i breakdown and cryi know i am silly to cry!but i got no choice.i just feel so hurt to hear those things u told me
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