thats when ii love you .

Sunday, October 16, 2005
later i am going to meet clarice and her brother.and i kind of not looking forward too..cause its going to rain!and its so sianz..haiz.well ytd you told me that we will be like last timebut i think its impossible now!!i am sadbecause of this thing,we seem so drifter apart!and i hate being drifter apart from you...maybe now we closen up the hole abitbut there is far to much to closen it....i dunnoe if we can closen up the holebut i just hope i will still be with you..cause without u,i wonder what will happen 2 mewithout u,i am living in darkness.without u,i dun have the courage to live on.i reali dun wanna lose you at all!you truly mean everything to me.it reali dobut it seem like you doubting me again.i thought everything was fine now.until u send me a message in the morningasking if i love you!are you doubting me?you say you wanna noe the answerbut have you understand how i feelwhen you ask me that question!i feel hurti know alot of people have been saying things about mei wouldn't care cause i know i am not perfect!but i just hope u dun doubt my love for youcause i reali love you with all my heart.i wanna thanks kathy,gibson,clarice,steph,xbb,baby xing and etcyou guys rawks my world alright.i love you all lotswhenever i am feeling down,you guys were always thereto give me piece of advice and stand by mesupporting me!thanks alot.i appreciate it lots.anyway i am going soon.so i am stopping here
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