thats when ii love you .

Saturday, October 15, 2005
This few days wasn't alright at all!it was lyk shiti hate thursday and friday the most alright.it was when all this things happen..i dun understand why they have got to say all thisi'm truly sad and disappointed in you.and yes youyou broke my heart again!you hurt it badly.you always ask me whether i understand your feeling.but have you ever understand my feeling before.have you ever understand those pressure i going throughwhy not try putting yourself in my shoes.maybe u will noejust because you was not happy with me, u show attitudehave you ever wonder how i will feel??just because of those people saying things about me,i nearly lose you!and u understand how i feel??you will never ever know how i feel!!i am sad now..i regret dropping my tears for you!its not worth itit seem like u dun even care about me at all!well anyway its over.i dun wanna say anymoreit only bring me misery!i dun wan that...ytd went redhill with steph,wei suan,claricemeet clarice brother and frenz.so idiot lahxwe waited very long for her brother lahx..after went redhill and we went to the HDB!well shall not say what happen there.but i muz say that guy very poor thing alright..i pity him lahx.he so poor thing.haiz..after recieve sum message and i was heartbrokenyou actually lie to me!i hate people that lie to meanyway i got to noe the truth in the end..anyway after went back to tiong to meet youi wanted to clear everything with youbut the moment i see u,i got nothing to sayi was like totally speechless.i dunnoe what to saybut anyway i wan to thanks steph and clariceyou 2 help me lots..thanks ar!i appreciate ithmm...to kathy and gibson,i think things will be finei know you 2 aare now every angry but relax abit lahxdun whack them yet cause now this thing is settle.if anything were to goes wrong again,i will tel deso pls dun worry about me aright!i will be fine.To joan:anyway dun blame youself anymorecause this thing doesn't involve you at all..i wanted to confront u because i thought it was ur faultbut after asking u,i realise its not your fault.cause u dunnoe anything at all!i apologise.anyway its not fault so dun worry.i will not blame u
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