thats when ii love you .

Wednesday, November 16, 2005
i hate it wen i cry.i hate it wen its bcos of her i cry.i hate it wen i have to call my best friend,to tell her how much im hurting.i hate it wen i dunno wad im thinking..cos i dunno wad u're doing.if you could see me now,u'll noe how hurt am i from how hard i stare.i no longer have the power to believe.i no longer have to will.i can no longer lie,and say,u're only mine.i hate u.yes..i totally hate u to the core.and baby,im not gonna let u hurt me again.cos dis time im leaving.not gonna let u hurt my pride again.enough is enough.enough hurt i got from u.enough lies i heard.enough love i thought i had,enough things i wanna say.this i copy from my cousin blog de!hmm...i dunnoe what she mean lahxshe just say this suit me!so i put it lorwell...cry last night!i hurt you againyou say u dun wanna hear me say sorry anymorei know maybe u are angry wit me!i'm reali sorry!i dunnoe what more to saybut just a word sorry to you!!!a patch won't last long!!its true alright....how can u mend back a broken heartwhich was badly destoyed by you......when things are broken,no matter how hard you try to patch back,there willl still be a crack there.so i will not turn back to you anymore...cause if we were to get back together,i'm going to love you more each day passand when we break again,it will be worsethe pain inside me will hurt like hellso i rather not!i rather leave it the way it is...i didn't wan to end the story this way...i wanted to end it with a happy ending...but its over!!i'm sorry for everything.take it as u never stead with me beforeand move on!i know i am heartless........but i got to do this!!!!!!i'm truly sorrymany ppl might say i'm heartlessor say i flirt or anything!i won't mindcause as long as i know i truly love youi won't mind what others say abt meand how they see me!!!i reali won't mindso i wish you all the best!!!go find someone u truly love and treasure herand dun take her for granted!!yup.
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