thats when ii love you .

Tuesday, November 01, 2005
i'm sorry for those things i done.i hope you can forgive me..i'm truly truly sorry for that!anyway todae went to cousin househad fun but was boring too..played games with aaron and rachaelwas like damm surprised can..first time i play games with them..but anyway i had fun.so who cares...anyway i do love my cousinsi wonder how is clarice now??dun even know if she win or losehope she win!if not she will be beatenbut i think maybe she wins lahx...anyway things between us was worsei'm truly disappointed in youi'm totally speechless now...and you make me speechless..you make me see the real youyou make me feel disappointed..you make me sad.i'm speechlessmaybe i was wrong to pick youyou truly hurt me this time...maybe other things i can forgivebut not about this matteryou make me so disappointed in youi dun understand why you got to do thisam i reali that bad?do i deserve this??i know i am not perfect!but why?why do you have to bluff me??why do you have to disappoint me?do you know how much my heart hurts?i hope i dunnoe about this matterbut i know its reality.so i have to face iti feel hurt.yes i reali do feel hurt...you make me so disappointed in youi dunnoe what to say about you anymore.maybe i shall just give up everything.i think i am damm foolish now....fancying thinking that you reali love meand gave in everything just for youbut in the end what i get???i get nothing from you!i only get disappointment in youi reali dunnoe what to say....i'm just so disappointed in you
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