thats when ii love you .

Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Just came back from clementi!!todae wasn't my day alright.bertram and shirley came my houseden after we went to clementi..saw sylvia and mel!ok well well..went inside counselling centre..saw jovy and clarice inside!wellwe seem so cold to each other..as in me,betram and shirleywere like against jovy n clarice.hmm..well i dunnoe why too.they are unhappy with me i thinkbecause of shirley that thing..well i already say i dun like hernvm!think what you all wan..anyway you all oso disown me liaoso forget it!i dun wanna care anymore.just now went mac eat!shirley treatthanks alot.because i got no money!well after janet,lydia and mickey came.something happen lah.dun wish to ssaythanks betram and shirley!thanks alotyou 2 help me..thanks for tat..thanks.just now sat in the bus for 45 mins canbut well.i think alot of things...so can say the 45 mins was worth it...was just thinking between both of us..i still love you!yes i still do....i dun wanna hide my feelings anymore.cause the feeling totally sucks..it do!tat time tok to xbb online,she was like asking me about that matterwhy dun give her another chance??i say out all the things lahx...and she sayden u prefer to make urself miserable now?well to me i dun mind being miserable...just to see her happy!i rather walk away..if letting her go,she will be happy.i dun mindi rather i'll be the 1 that suffer and not her..well now it seems my heart is getting worse..the hurt i recieve is more den enough...i reali cannot take it anymore..i wan to cryi wan to breakdown and cry!i had enough...and now you disown me liao.i'm hurt more..i just dunnoe why things become like this??because of that matter you all like tat..wthwell forget it!forget it..i shall forget everythingdisown all you all wan!do watever you all wan..i not going to care anymore!i hack care liao...i reali give up on everything now...even you tooi would try my best to forget you.yes i willi wish you and her all the best!treasure her...well tats all i got to say...take care ppl..
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