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Friday, November 04, 2005
Todae was a horrible day for me!i am sickhaving fever now!the feeling sux lahxhaving headache and whole body paintrying my very best to be alright...but still fail!i still having fever..anyway todae went town with parents..town was totally crowded lahx....anyway went wisma and taka to shopi didn't enjoy myself at all lahx..my leg is giving me problem!idiot leg...i feel weak and couldn't walk much..so whenever i see a chair,i would siti feel like i am a pig can!but its alright...cause i am like damm damm sick!!oh steph and danping is sick too...hmm..anyway do take care of yourself..try to recover as soon as possible alrightcause being sick the feeling sux...i guess u 2 agree with me right....i wanna thanks jedd for showing concernthanks alot ar!but u are evil..you wanted me to die right!dun worryi will not die so easily de.hahax...to my darling!thanks alot too...sorry i couldn't meet you todaecause i was sick!yup.hope u forgive mebaby xing!you ar!!muz cheer up alright..forget the past and move on alright..i guess it would be better for you.and always remember to smile hordun always show sad sad face!!!anyway wish you all the best....yuptodae clear some things out with youand i finally get to know your feelingmaybe we should have done this earlierso at least i know why u have been ignoring mei'm sorry if you think i neglect you...actually it all started with you firstyou make me neglect you de!anyway i'm sorry to make u unhappysince u dun wan me be so close to clarice,den i try my best not to be close to herbut you have to talk to me right..if not i will talk to who????anyway i'm sorry..about that matteri think i just close 1 eyes.i dunno why tooi dunnoe why am i so good to you.maybe its because i dun bear to lose youbut i just hope it will not repeat againclarice was right about me....yes i am soft-hearted!i dun deny..but if its going to repeat again,i promise i am not going to close 1 eyemaybe i would just break with you.i duunnoe too...i am lost...i truly need you by my sidewould u be my guardian angel??
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