thats when ii love you .
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
dun think i'm going out todae!was kind of feeling moody now.becoz of that matter?maybe bahxwell me myself oso dunnoe.i just dun feel good right now..i wanna scream i wanna breakdowni hope i can turn back the time.i dun regret knowing them..but i just feel bad i make trouble.this matter was mainly cause by mei feel bad and guilty right now.is it best i leave them once and for all.nv to appear infront of them anymore.i dunnoe.i reali dunnoe!i am confuse.i dunnoe who i wanna chose to be withboth side i oso treasure alot.but....haizi reali dunnoe lahx.i l already lose youi can't afford to lose anyone now...maybe i shouldn't even appear at all..i should just vanish into thin air.and i'll be free forever.isn't it better..well no one can understand how i feel nowi'm feeling sad,bad,guilty,disappinted,confusei'm feeling everything now.i hate itand while others are so happy.i'm so envymaybe i shouldn't fall for you at firstyou hurt me so much!it hurts like hell.you broke my heart into a million piecesand you still tell me you still love me....all this is a lie!you have been lying to me.your heart not with me anymore..it has already gone to someone else heart.i hate you for cheating me.i reali hate youyou make me feel so miserable now.....if you are happy to see me miserable,well you have done it.i'm feeling damm bad nowi dun feel good and becoz of your lying.i feel badmaybe you are happy to see me like this...well if you think i hurt you den i'm sorryyou dun have to treat me like this....this suffering that i am recieving from youis far too much for me to take it anymorei just wanna breakdown and fade away.i'm damm disappointed in youthis time you reali hurt me........i was left there bleeding alone
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