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Friday, December 23, 2005
i guess the spamming have stop alreadyand i'm glad its okay right now..i'm now praying to god asking him for helphope my godbro dun come my blog and seei reali hope he will not come my blog lahx.if not i think he is going to whack ppl liaoso i pray he wouldn't come my blog..now ppl in yishun oso know abt my problem lethey all say will protect me and support me.thanks alot ar!appreciate it alot man.thankswoodland that area oso got ppl know le..haiz.i wonder when all this will stop.i seriously dunnoe how step into bedok leso many ppl know abt my problem lahxthough all say will help and support mebut i'm just to ashamed to go back now..i'm sorry kor kor!i cannot go back bedok nowmaybe wait till i'm back to the happy meden i will go bedok face u all bahx.i promisei know its been a long time since i go backbut i promise if i'm ok already i will go backi will not break promise de!dun worry okay.if i go back,i'm sure the happy times will come rightremember last time we always bully tommy de.whenever i got trouble u all help me settle de1 whole big group come down and help me.rememberden we always go disturb ppl wan!i miss those daysand got 1 time we nearly get caught by police.but lucky we run fast fast and hide at peiwei housei remember how much the whole group dote meyou all cal me xiao mei mei becoz i was the smallest.i reali miss those happy day with u all..but after shawn got caught le we nv reali contact lecause i was busy and u all was busy too...i dun have time to go down bedok too!haiz...remember the coffee shop we always hang out attat time we fight with ppl there becoz of me.becoz they kind of like keep looking at me!and i threw a chicken rice plate on 1 of the guyafter beating u make them apologise to meden let me kick and beat them!u remember mahxall of you dote on me!treat me like princess.i reali miss bedok alot.all my happy memories were therei remember midnight 2a.m we go bus stop slackden after cal ppl ask them wake up go pee.i rememberwe had so much fun lahx.i miss those days lahx.i wonder if i can still be the happy me again.haizlast time always when i'm sad,u lend me ur shoulder to lean oni remember got 1 time i cry in front of u and u were shockcause u nv see me cry before!i still remember okaybut u all were niec!all gave me a hug and told me it was okayu even accompany me home!i remember okay.you all were so nice!sposor my cab money!thanks ari just think i gt to know u all i am damm lucky lahx.
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