thats when ii love you .

Sunday, December 04, 2005
I would give up ev'rythingBefore I'd separate myself from youAfter so much sufferingI fin'ly found unvarnished truthI was all by myself for the longest timeSo cold insideAnd the hurt from the heartache would not subsideI felt like dyingUntil you saved my lifeThank God I found youI was lost without youMy ev'ry wish and ev'ry dreamSomehow became realityWhen you brought the sunlightCompleted my whole lifeI'm overwhelmed with gratitude'Cause, baby, I'm so thankful I found youI will give you ev'rythingThere's nothing in this worldI wouldn't doTo ensure your happinessI cherish ev'ry part of you'Cause, without you beside me, I can't suriveDon't want to tryI'f you're keeping me warm each and ev'ry nightI'll be all right'Cause I need you in my lifehmm..todae went cousin house to slack.was like damm fucking sianz!well..after came home and tok online..this person was right about me can!he sms me and say this to me'why change urself becoz of others?''you should be the real you'indeed i change alot for you.and i find it stupid right now..if you love me,you love me for who i amand not any other thing...haiz..so after much thinking,i got the answerand that is you nv love me at allyou were just playing me all this whilei was foolish!reali damm foolish..i thought you wouuld love mebut end up,the person i love the mostis actually the person who hurt me.haix..well i'm disappointed right nowreali damm disappointed in you.i dunnoe what i can still say..i' speechless!reali i am!can i hate you??or do i hate youi reali dunnoe!i'm just breaking downeven my best frenz have left me alonei'm left with nothing now.i'm aloneeven my parents give up on meand everything i done i regret..i shouldn't have change becoz of youand now everyone seem to hate memaybe everyone dislike me now..i reali dunnoe!i just feel stupidppl just saying rumours abt mehaiz.was i wrong in making frenz??was i wrong to go out with my frenz??was i wrong to have a best frenz?can i still trust anyone now?i reali dunnoe!i'm sad right nowdisappointed in you!
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