thats when ii love you .

Tuesday, December 13, 2005
i wrote your name in the sky
but the wind blew it away
i wrote your name in the sand
but the waves wash it away
i wrote your name in my heart
and it stays forever..i'm still holding on to youi just couldn't let go of youreason is because i still love youi told myself i could let you goand live my life without youbut i realise i couldn't...i need youi need you in my life.i reali dobut i know you will nv returncause u have gone with someone elsei try to give my blessing to youand herbut in the end nothing works at alli'm still thinking about you.i wanted to put down the past and move onbut something is holding me back!haiz..i reali dunnoe if i should wait for youif i wait,i thiink i'm going to make ppl hate mecause ppl might think i'm trying to break them upden in thee end the bad person is me le..i hate myself now.everyday i blame myselfi blame myself for letting you goi blame myself for not treasuring youi'm sorry!ii know i have hurt you alotand you were right to give me up and chose herbut i'm sorry!i just couldn't forget youi'm sorry that i still love you!i'm sorryevery night i pray tat we could be together aganbut it seem nothing works at all...but instead of coming back,you drift further awaydrift so far tat i couldn't reach for you anymoremaybe its time to let go of you.i reali dunnoe.i'm confuse right nowi'll think i am going to wait for you stillalthough u dun love me anymore,but i'll still wait!cause i still love yougive me abit more time.maybe i will give upmayb i will just forget everything and move oni wondr how long it will take for me to recoverand to forget you completely!haix..i reali dunnoebut as long as i still love you,i will waitno matter how long it will takes,i'll waiti'll wait for you to return back to my side.i know its impossible!but i will still try.
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