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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
its been a second day since i came backk from Kl
and i didn't contact jovy at all!not even once.
haiz.i'm reali confuse right now.i dunnoe what i want
i want to continue waiting for jovy but yet i dun wan
i know ting knows that i am waiting and she is sad.
i reali dun wanna hurt anyone anymore.haiz...
i think if i move on,ting would be happier and not sad
so i'm trying my best to move on and forget jovy.
cause if i dun forget jovy,it would be unfair to ting
because jovy have chose to be with her and not me
so i should give them my blessings and move on
i ever try to move on but i cannot.i reali dunnoe why
everyone say that why i am not sad when i broke up
but have you ppl know how much tears i cried when we broke
have you ppl know how much i hurt recieved.haiz
when we broke up,i cut my hand again...
but no ones know.cause i was wearing jacket all the time
and i keep acting i was ok and i keep hiding my hand.
guess only andrew korkor saw the cut on my hand.
i was scolded badly by him!do you ppl know about it??
now my hand have total of like 100 plus of scars
do youu ppl know??and for ur info the cuts are deep
and all this cuts are for jovy!i cut becoz of her..
everytime i see the scars left on my hand,i start to tears
i start thinking back of all the things and everyting.
haiz..forget it le!i dun wanna say anymore liao
since its over its over..i will walk away.i promisealex korkor was right.no point holding on.thanks alex kor and andrew kor!u 2 are the bestalways stand by me when i got trouble!thanks aloti will listen to you 2 de.i promise u 2 i will move on.i'm sure i would be back the happy sherlyn tat u 2 knewso dun worry so much abt me le okay!anyway thanks alotsince i have decided to put down everything,i would not contact her until i have totally forget abt heri know its going to be tough but i'm not scarecause i got my 2 good kor with me and all frenzs..so thanks ppli hope i can say a last i love you to you.but i guess i wouldn't have the chance anymore.haizwell nvm!i will give my blessing to you and her...
11:32 PM
