thats when ii love you .

Wednesday, December 07, 2005
just finish toking to jovy on the phone!wellmaybe later going great world find shirleyi not sure yet!see my mood bahx...haiz.i'm still not feeling okay now!cause of ytd?well i dunnoe too!i just felt so sorry to tingi know i was in the wrong to say abt youbut i wasn't the 1 tat ask my god bro to tagi reali didn't know he will go tag!but well nvmall can push the blame on me!i dun mind..since i already lost 1 of my favourite kor lei dun mind if ppl blame me or anything...after all this thing i realise sumthingand i finally got my answer!everything was a liei was just dreaming all along!i was a foolnothing of this is real.iits not reality!haiz..after thinking of much oso no usecause u will nv return to be anymore...tok to sum ppl ytd!they ask me move onall say not worth waiting for you anymorei reali dunnoe if i wanna move on!i'm stubborn!maybe i will wait.i'll waitno matter how long it takes,i'll wait!am i foolish?maybe i am bahx..haiz..shall blog more at night!*_[i didn't mean it when i say i dun love youi should held on tight and nv let go of youbut i did nothing.i was stupid and foolishi was lying to myself]_*
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