thats when ii love you .

Wednesday, December 21, 2005
later going out with weisuan to town bahxshe wan buy christmas present...ya.she say meet at 2 and i haven bath yetcause i know we 4 plus den will meet dehahax..i know her pattern de lahx.cause she always anyhow set a time de.so i'm taking my own sweet time.tis morning i started thinking again.everything was just a lie.you lie to mecan i hate you now?i feel like hating youyou told me you love me.it was a lieif you love me,you wouldnt flirt behind my backyou wouldn't have gone with ting alreadyi reali hate you for everything..you cause the pain in me!i hate you for lifeyou change my world into darkness..you make me cut my hand for youwhen the truth is that you nv love me once.i reali feel like hating you!!i reali doyou destroyed every part of me.you hurt meyou took a knife and stab right through my heartand you can still tell me you love me.i guess maybe you're happy to see me like thisyou seem like you loves to break my heart.this time i'm not going to let you hurt it anymorei promise the wounds u gave will heal sooni'm going to move on happily without youi'm not going to let you make me sad anymorethanks andrew kor for knocking some sense into meu make me think alot of things.thanks alot koryou make me see the real her.thanks aloti'll promise you i will move on happily without heri promise you will see the happy sherlyn again.dun worry!i will not disappoint you anymore okay.i love you andrew korkor!wo ai ni
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