thats when ii love you .

Wednesday, December 07, 2005
todae nv even go out at all!was at home
think alot of things.i just broke down..
watch this show and realise sumthing.
if you love tat person,u should let her go
cause its no use holding on anymore.
in the end,getting hurt is yourself!...
this show make me realise alot of thing.
i'm damm confuse right now!
should i wait or i should just move on?
i just think that i cannot move on
cause my mind is still thinking abt her
and i still love her!i cannot forget her
because of tat matter,i break with her
i'm feeling stupid now!i shouldn't have bother
i should open and close 1 eyes...
i shouldn't break with her...i reali regret!haiz.
forget it!i dun wanna say it anymore
todae andrew msg me!i was happy.
he apologise to me lahx..i was surprised
anyway we both now ok liao!hehex....
i just wanna thank alex for everything
thanks for toking to andrew ar!<3<3
haiz.i just realise this month i lose alot of ppl
first i lost my daddy,kor den after you..
do i reali deserve all this?am i in the wrongwas i the 1 tat make u all disown me.well i dunnoe!i'm so lost right now.i reali hate myself!i reali do..everyone is asking me to smile and not sadbut its just so hard for me to smilei just couldn't smile!cause i'm not happymuz i reali give you up?muz i reali forget you?do i have another choice?i wonder.`[all along everything was just a dreamyou have never ever love me beforei was left there bleeding alone]`
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