thats when ii love you .

Friday, December 02, 2005
todae staying at home lahx..sianz can
friday is like suppose to go out late de
but who knows ah gong birthday todae
going to celebrate with him later lor..
so no choice but to stay at home.haiz..
just finish toking to andrew.he is an ass
ask me go greatworld again lahx...
i told him my ah gong birthday todae
he go say his handphone birthday too..
he thought i was lying lahx..idiot fellow.
well nvm!shirley cheer me up too.thanks
hmm....i'm still sad right now.
but i know i got to cheer up.
i respect your decision for chosing her
cause she is far better den me!i dun deny
i admit defeat!i lost to her badly..its right you chose her and not me..i will slowly forget you and move on wo heng xiang wen ni yi jiu huani dao di you mei you ai guo wo?nan dao zhe yi qie tou shi pian wo deni gen ben mei you ai wo guo..wo zhen de shou shang le!ni you wen guo ni zhi ji mani dao di you mei you ai guo wo??i dunnoe whats your answeri hope you did love me beforei just dun have the courage to ask youbecause i'm afraid its a nomaybe i am coward to everyone nowbut seriously i'm reali scare to knowcause i dun wanna face reality if its a noi feel like crying right now..i'm hurtbut tears dun come down anymorecause its dry right now!i have cry 2 muchi know forgetting you its going to b hardbut i'm going to try my best to forgetbecause i dun wanna be sad and hurti wanna be the happy sherlyn againwhere my world is so colourful and nicenow i'm like in darkness alonefeeling so afraid and helpless!!no one is there to help me!haiz..well i am just going to forget youTo steph:nu er ar!i know you very angry now..pls dun hate anyone alright!pls lahx
everyone got their own choiceso pls fogrive and forget okay!i reali dun wanna make this thing bigi hate her before!but after thinking,i decided to stop all hating!cause everyone got a choice...so pls forgive and forget alright..mummy loves nu er lots!
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