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Thursday, December 22, 2005
todae staying at home to be guaikia again..cause of some dinner..dunnoe what shit demy tagboard seem to be interesting lahx.hmmpeople start to say abt me le..well i dun mindi know they are helping ting so its okay..what i have say or done,i will take responsibiltyso if u ppl wan find trouble den go ahead..the most get expel from school only whatanyway i dun intent to study anymore too..so its like okay to me de lahx..so ya...and for those ppl who are helping ting..pls open ur eyes widely!I DECIDED TO GIVE UPi already give my blessing to ting and jovy..so dun come and tok nonsense in my blog..i oso have stop contacting jovy le..ytd she sms me i DID NOT REPLY AT ALL..clarice daddy can prove it.cause she was with me tat timei simply just ignore her msg lahx..so if u ppl come to find trouble becoz of i make ting sador becoz of i wait for jovy and not able to let goden pls open ur fucking eyes to see this entires..I HAVE ALREADY DECIDE TO LET HER GOAND I HAVE NO INTENTION OF HURTING TING AT ALLI CHOSE TO GIVE UP BECOZ I WAN HER TO BE HAPPYCAN'T U PPL JUST UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M DOINGIF I WANT TO HURT TING,I WOULD WAIT FOR JOVYFIND WAYS AND MEANS TO BREAK THEM BOTH UP LIAOBUT DID I DO ALL THOSE?DID I BREAK THEM UPEVEN IF I'M WAITING FOR JOVY DID I GO TEL HERI DIDN'T OKAY!I DUN DENY THAT I REGRET LOSING HERBUT DO U PPL KNOW THE WHOLE STORY??YOU PPL DUNNOEYOU PPL THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULTBUT HAVE U PPL KNOW HOW MUCH HURT JOVY GIVEN MEEXAMPLE IF YOU ARE STILL WITH YOU STEAD,AND YOUR STEAD TOLD YOU NOT LONG AGO SHE JIO ANOTHER GIRLAND TOLD OTHERS SHE LOVE THAT GIRL MORE DEN YOUWOULD YOU CONTINUE THE RELATIONSHIP??THAT WAS WHAT JOVY DONE TO ME!TAT WASN'T THE FIRST TIMESHE HAS DONE THIS SO MANY TIMES.U THINK U CAN ACCEPT?AND SHE CAME BACK TO YOU BECAUSE THAT GIRL REJECTED HERSO IN HER EYES U ARE JUST A TOY.SHE DUN WAN SHE THROWWHEN NO ONES WAN HER SHE COME BACK TO YOUR SIDE.I KNOW I'M NOT PERFECT!BUT DO I DESERVE THIS??I KNOW I HURT HER ALOT!AND I REGRET WHY I TREAT HER LIKE THISBUT THE HURT SHE GIVE ME BACK IS DEFINETLY MORE.HAS SHE EVER DONE HER PART AS A STEAD TO MESHE ALWAYS NEGLECT YOU,SHE DUN SEND U HOME,SHE IGNORE USHE ONLY KNOWS HOW TO TALK TO HER FRENZ..AND SHE NV ASK U OUT FOR A DATE BEFORE.IS THIS CAL STEAD?SHE ALWAYS SAY SHE WILL BRING U OUT BUT END UP SHE NVSHE ONLY SPEND TIMES WTH HER FRENZ.SHE NEGLECT YOUYOU PPL THIINK IS THIS CAL STEAD?CAN U TAKE IT?MAYBE SOME MIGHT THINK ITS OKAY WHAT.WHAT SO BIG DEALWHY WAN BREAK WITH HER DEN IN THE END STILL WAN WAIT AND REGRETWHY NOT TRY PUTTING YOURSELF IN MY SHOESAND ALL THOSE THINGS IS ONLY PART OF THE STORY..I DUN WISH TO SAY MUCH TOO.SO TO THOSE PPL OUT THEREIF U WANNA FIND TROUBLE WITH ME,I DUN MIND
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