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Sunday, December 11, 2005
Todae went concert with rachael todae..the concert was like damm boring lahx..rachael agree with me too lahx..hahaxnearly slp inside the concert hall lahxx.hmm.went home to change den go outwent great world again lahx.sianz*i did not know i was like so big shotbertram didi,man ting,huiting,clarice,ah daithey were all waiting for me lahx..hahax.reach there and went mac to eathehex.we make like alot of noise lahxwe were throwing things here and therepoor rachael was in between of us.haizplus she nv join in the fight,she oso kannahahax.well feel sad for her lahx.hahaxshe eat damm little and slow lahx..tats why clarice daddy and huiting say.they oso say she like wan to cry like tatjovy join us after we eat finish...hahax.after eating,went to arcade.we catch alot of thing lahx.was so happy!!after clarice daddy and jovy left us,only me,rachael and hui ting left therewe play till we nearly broke can!muahaha*hui ting was nice okay!sponsor us arcadehmm.thanks didi ar!jie loves you lots...after finish,we went to find clarice and jovy at kfcden after hui ting left us le!haiz...so me,rachael,clarice daddy and jovy went templesaw alex,fei long and other ppl lahxbut we went playground find man ting and bertramhmm...ah dai was so damm funny canact gay infront of us and make us laughby doing those gaylish catwalk and acting cutehahax.we all laugh like hell lahx..so damm funnyanyway after we went back home liao...well i hope everything can be put behind me nowi dun wanna think of the past anymorei'm still trying my best to forget you and move oni know its impossible but i'm still tryingi dun wanna hurt anyone anymore.i'm guiltyi have already hurt like hell lots of ppl...example like huiting kanna beaten becoz of meclarice and bertram fight becoz of meshirley and clarice unhappy of each other oso mehaiz..i'm totally guilty now lahx.i'm reali guiltyi hope i can just put down everything and move oncause i think i will be much more happier den now.now i'm like feeling sad and hurt!i reali do feel it now.i reali hate to move on without you...but i know i got no choice!i have to do that!To andrew:hmm....kor pls dun find trouble anymore lei know you are unhappy with her..but plsi dun wanna stir things up!reali i dun wanso pls forget abt everything okay?To ah ben:hmm..i know u wanna whack her lahxbut like i say!forgive and forgetso pls dun think of whacking her anymore ki reali wan this thing to end lahx..ya i reali hope u will forgive and forget...To alex:kor thanks for everything.<3you totally rawks my life lahxyou cheer me up when i'm sadyou were always there when i need uthanks alot kor!i love you.To kathy:hey girl thanks alot of everythingwhen i needed sumone to tok tooyou were always there lahx.thanksthanks for giving me advice too.To rachael:thanks for everything okay!you totally rawks my life lahx.thanks alot girl!!<3<3*_[i guess its time to bid goodbyei will move on without you here]_**
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