thats when ii love you .
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Ytd and todae have been staying at homedamm sianz lahx.but no choice.haiz...who ask me go re bond until like ghost!hahaxwell anyway going to visit my nanny lahxcause she operate on her leg.haiz...i just simply hate this year alright.so many things happen!make me so sad.ytd cry again!i was like so damm sad lahx.tears just keep coming down and it won't stopno matter how hard i try to forget you,i just couldn't!you're still in my mind.and you're still in my heart!haiz....i reali hope i can forget you soon and move onyou told me to go with her*i was disappointedcause you have nv consider my feeling!you know i dun love her right..but why?why must you push me to her?i'm sadi know you have move on without me..but i'll still wait!i will always wait for you..i know this may be a dream but i dun mindas long as i still love you,i'll wait for you.last time i make a wrong decision by leaving youi thought i could live my life without you.but i was wrong!i was reali wrong.without you in my life,i was lonely and coldi reali hope i can have you back...i reali do love you!i regret all i have done.i was so lost without you.i didn't know what 2 doi hate myself!i hate myself for letting you go.i hate myself for pretending i dun love youi hate myself for walking out of your life..i reali hate myself!i feel like breaking downbut now everything is too late!you have move on without me already..i'm not as strong as what you think i ami'm terribly hurt by you!do you know.you have broke my heart into piecesbut my heart stil have you in it..i dun mind u break my heart into piecesjust to have you back by my side.but i know everything i say is a dreamcause everything is over!you stop loving mei'm not happy!i'm not okay!i'm sad..no 1 can understand my feeling!!you will never know how much i love you.no one can understand how i feel right nowi just hope i can fade away from this earthi'm tired of living!i'm reali tired....izzit time i leave everything behind and leavei reali dunnoe!i'm tired of crying.every night i cry for the same reason..but did you come back?instead,you have left me further away.i'm hurt*_[I aint tired of waiting. but i'm just tired of sheddin my tears for u and noe tat u dun care at all]_*
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