thats when ii love you .

Thursday, January 12, 2006
todae nv go school again!damm sianz lahx. this morning my father tok to me lahx.he knows abt jovy that thing le.haizthis mornig i cry in front of him.i was like so malu lahx..well well nvmhe ask me what for i hold on after she hurt mei did not tel him any answer.i just start to tearsin my heart i know i still love her.but forget itlike what he say.wat past is past.no use holding on when u know she dun like uforget it lahhx.change subject
hmm..anyway ytd went gwc with weisuan
meet clarice,manting,shirley and huiting
my didi so sad lahx.poor her okay!
i pity her so much!haix.didi cheer up
though i dunnoe whats going on lahx.
but i know ting didn't mean it de lahx.
so cheer up okay!jie will support u de
hmm..jovy came to meet us lahx.
damm shit okay!shall not say too much
saw andrew too.he damm funny lahx
the fucking shoe too big for him liao
hahax.and agin he make my hair.fuck sia
but at least i make him back ya.
now weisuan at my hse lahx.so funnny
she wwas stuck outside my hse just now
she tel me some things lahx.wasn't happy
but nvm!its okay.anyway i told my cousin abt it
they told me things but i'm not going to say out lahx
alot of ppl know abt this lahx.hahax damm funny
they spread here and there like wtf can.just knew huiting and ting break le.so sad canhuiting damm sad lahx.i see her so poor thinghaiz.as her jie i oso dunnoe how help her.looks like everything is wrong right now.haizi dunnoe how clear all this shit lahx.sorbsorb*everynight i start to tears.i dunnoe why toosuddenly aall memories just come back.haizseriuosly i think i shall just forget everything lahxmaybe i start a new life with someone else.haaizmaybe i might feel better or might not.i dunnoe tooall i knoe my heart will not be complete anymore
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