thats when ii love you .

Sunday, January 22, 2006
ytd went to great world lahx.damm sianz can.
no one was there lahx.okay whatever sia.
after me and weisuan go town cut hair
my hair totally look the same lahx.no changes
cause i just thinner my hair only.so ya
after went to shop around for clothes
cannot find any nice wan lahx.fuck sia.
after father fretch me go uncle house.
after went to help do things lor.it was so cool
tat was like the first time i do new year goodies
but the cleaning up was like damm horrible.
i help wash the floor lahx.so tired can.omg
now my hand is aching like hell.idiot lahx
den plus ytd i injure my hand.more worse
well nvm.at least i did clean up the whole place
after went home tok to someone on the phone.
shall not reveal who lahx.hahax.was so tired lahx
so just tok a while den i go slp le.sad sad sia
ytd father tok to me again lahx.he saw my blog
okay i mean thats like whatever lahx.well nvm
he say i should not blame ting for anything
cause jovy chose her and not me de.haiz
but i seriously just hate her lor.i reali do lahx
all this hurt i have now is all from her.
first time i get hurt so badly lahx.first time lahx
guess my kor,frenzs and cousins all know lahx
they know how much i love her and what i get??
i get nothing but just hurt lahx.my hearts hurts
i hope i can be back the old sherlyn but i cannot
no matter how hard i try to smile,i just cannot
all those smiles were just so fake.i seem happy
but right in my heart i am not happy at all.
i hope i can just give up everything here and leave
but i know i cannot.haiz i seriously dunnoe oso
recently so many things happen.haiz.so stress
who reali know what i'm going through.haiz
i just hate what i am going through right now.
i was thinking of ending my life before.
but i guess it was too stupid bahx.i reali dunnoe
my mind totally is like so confuse right now.
think shall end here first bahx.cause i going out
so shall blog more at nitex[i nid euu here by my side.][i'm just so lost without euu]
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