thats when ii love you .

Wednesday, February 15, 2006
this is all i can show how much it hurts to love youtodae damm sianx lahx..went home at 4 plus
omg probation totally sucks okay..like wtf lahx
i latest have to reach home is at 5 lahx.like wth
anyway later going great world..have to go lahx
cause i need pass present and question didi too
heard something and wasn't reali happy about it
if its reali true den i shall disown her bahx.ya ya
i know i'm abit bad.but no choice lor.haix..
yupyup. todae in school quite sianx lahx..
keep seeing li ling lahx..den she keep smiling to me
she saw the cut on my hand lahx..hahax so funny
she went like'ouch..its so painful lahx'hahax
she is so cute lahx.but quite lame too lahx.hahax
anyway after scchool went tiong to eat..
went to buy my books first lahx.so lame can
den wanted to go kopitiam to eat de..
but in the end we went long john to eat lahx..
cause we saw ronald.manting and shirley there
steph didn't wwant see them so we went long john
anyway after there saw our classmates.hahax
it was like so funny can..okok whatever lahx
den went up to more den words..saw tricia
saw stephanie upstairs too..but nv say hi lahx
anyway todae was such a boring day lahx
alright i think its getting boring soon le..ya
oh ya anyway weisuan and me on cold war
because of some things lahx..its kind of lame lahx
so shall not say wht happen okay.hehex..ya ya
anyway ytd did not meet up with baby at all.haix
was kind of feeling disappointed in her laahx..
but its okay de.i will learn to accept it.yup
cause i know its going to be over soon..
cause i have no confident in myself anymore le
i'm tired of cutting myself too le..haix
i know ppl care for me..and i just hurt them like this
i know i hurt my father the most lahx
cause when he saw my cut,his face was like sad
he look abit disappointed in me too..haix..
jiabao saw my hand too.alot saw lahx..haix
my didi saw too.she was like saying she so heartpain
baby cut her hand because of me too..haix
mrs chu say she saw my hand oso heartpain.
but is like whatever lahx..hahax so lame can
baby nv cut as much as me.she cut abit only
i seriuosly dun wan her cut her hand lahx..haix
cause it breaks my heart too..haix
i cut my hand its because of her lahx..
but i seriusly dun wan her cut because of me..haix
[baby i can nv show how much i love you][but i can show how much it hurts me to love you][i'm nothing but just a broken heart girl]
5:48 PM