thats when ii love you .

Monday, February 20, 2006
todae i am so so de sianx lahx..haixstay in school till 4 plus lahx.wtf canmrs chu ask me stay to do englishis like i dun reali like can.whateverden call me do so many things.fuck siaanyway i just feel so sianz right nowactually suppose to go tiong debut steph and weisuan cannot waitso they went off and go home[i suppose]den i took a cab home lor..haixwhat a boring life i have now lahxbecause of that stupid probation.since so boring.i shall blog what happen ytdafter piano went out with weisuan lahxas usual we went great world lor..yupden went they play arcade and stuff lorden after weisuan frenz came and meet usden went kfc slack again.after went arcadeafter playing for a while,we went home lorden when walking out,i saw ronald lahxask him where is bertram they allcause is like he is alone.so weird lahxden after bought kfc home for my parentsthey say its the leftover den i give them delike wtf can.i nv even eat at all lor..fuckanyway tok to steph online lahx.hahaxis like finally have the courage to tok to herwant to tok to joan too..but but buti dunnoe how open my mouth lahx..haixcause i hope everythign can like beforewhere we 1 whole big cliques togetherden tok and laugh lahx.haix.nvmi hope its not possible de..so nvm loranyway ytd i cut my hand again for babyand total i cut about 100 plus le.haixytd i cut my wrist area again..haixden blood just keep dripping down my handno matter how i stop the blood,it nv stopjust keep flowing lahx.haix.well forget iti know i should not think too much lahxcause maybe baby reali dun love her lebut i still got the feeling baby still like herhaix..i reali dunnoe now.so confuse now lahxcan anyone teach me what to do.haixi'm reali tired of thinking and crying le
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