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Friday, February 17, 2006
todae was like so borign for me lahx.haixafter school went home straight lahx..suppose to meet someone at tiong de..but cannot contact tht person..haixso i went home lor.was quite angryso kind of quarrel with that someone lahxbut anyway we both okay liao.because she dun wanna quarrel with me.haix..life isn't good for me right nowso many things is happening lahx..haixit seem like everyone is cutting their handsteph phua,joan,ting,stephanie and me cutis like all of us is cutting.i dunnoe why toobut steph and weisuan say mine is the deepest.i mean deepest among all lahx..haixi seriuosly dun think so lor.i dunno toobut can say i cut through my flesh..yamany saw my flesh split open and got blood in itnow i look at my hand i feel digusted lahx.cause can see the flesh split open...haixden somemore can see like a hole there.yanot trying to tell ppl how er xin lahx.yabut its the fact lor.haix.ppl thinks i'm madcause i cut like 75 cuts lahx.haix.and the 75 cuts is ppl count de lahx..when they told me i got a shock cancause i dunnoe i cut so many time lahx.and mostly i cut back the same woundas in haven recover yet i go cut again.yajoan cut alot of line i guess.i dunnoe toosteph cut too.think 20 something linesteph phua i dunnoe oso.should be alot bahx.anywy i'm missing my baby right now lahxi wonder when she will stop hurting mecause my heart cantt take it anymorei'm like goin to breakdown soon lahxwill anyone teach me what to do.haixcause i'm reali lost.i'm reali reali very losti need my baby with me.but does she knowi cut because of her.does she know??does she know how much she have hurt me?my heart and whole body is totally numb nowi can no longer feel pain anymore..haixis like i just cut my hand and when i scratch my handi dun even any pain at all lahx..is like omg cani dun feel any pain can.am i reali feeling numb?[when will i be happy again??][when will i feel pain again??][when will i b happy again??]
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