thats when ii love you .

Thursday, March 23, 2006
todae was like a fuck up day furr miie okiies.after school went tuhh meet liling firstden after saw xuewen den after she follow usden we went tiong together..steph follow us tooliling and her cliques follow us too.hahax.in the bus was damm malu okiies..we totally make hell lot of noise lahx.hahaxden reach tiong there..saw nick and mae at macden went tuhh say hi le..so damm funnyden suddenly liling and her cliques cameand we started playign outside mac..so malu cani scream like hell lots of time..hahax..liling was so bad..squeeze moii breast lahx..den touch my chee bye too..fuck okiies..den dunnoe whuu make xuewen oso..hahaxokiies whatever..ii noe we 2 so malu can!and alot of people were looking at us..tricia nuer gort pissed with us lahx..haiix.okiies den after we slack at mac there.saw jack jack there..she so dao okiies.she never even say hi tuhh miie lor..haiixii know ii deserve it because ii so mean tuhh hercause when she told miie she like miieii reject her on the spot..well i'm sorry!liling cut her hand okiies..ii feel so sorry lahxeverything was because of miie.i'm sorryii reali hope euu can give up on miie soon.cause i'm nort worth it..i'm a bitch lahx.i'm really so sorry lahx..maybe its moii faullteuu should nort even fall for miie in the first placecause i'm nort as good as what euu thinkk.i am sorry i cause euu tuhh be miserable everdaylast time euu always laugh and smile de..but noweuu always having a sad face.haiix..ii realii dunnoeeuu say euu know moii answer le..thats why euu go and cut de..haiix..i'm sorry lahx.ii sumtimes reali feel like breaking down..why suddenly so many things happen..haiix.ii dun feel nice abit it lahx..i feel so bad okiiesi feel bad furr hurting euu.i realii do..as furr jovy that side..she say she will wait furr miiei told her that if she wanna move on den go aheadbut she say she ish like waiting furr miie.haiixits making miie so confuse lahx.i dunnoe chose whuumaybe ii should choose myself de..yamaybe staying single can be quite good too.at least ii dun feel hurt and ii dun hurt others too..yaii just feel so guilty right now..haiix.ii feel ilke cutting moii hand right now lahx..but if ii know ii cut sure gort alot of things de.haiixwo zhen de zhen de heng xiang ni..haiixi'm reali like so confuse right now..i miss her*but ii know we can never be together anymorecause moii heart feel so numb right now..haiixmoii heart just feel so hurt right nowdo euu even know abt this??ii hope euu knoweveryone know i'm hurt by euu lahx.but do euu know??do euu undertsand the paindo euu know abt the tears that ii cried furr euu?haiix
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