thats when ii love you .

Sunday, April 02, 2006
feeling so sleepy right now lahx..but no choice
bcause ii gort tuhh pray moii ah ma.so ya
haiix..ytd was realii a bad daee ii swear!!
i'm truly sorriie tuhh her*i'm realii sorriiee
ii didn't mean tuhh make euu tears at all.
but maybe letting miie go would be best furr euu.
ii dunnoe why euu lurbb miie so much
when i'm just nothing but a bitch!haiix.
ii feel guilty right now..haiix..i'm sorriiee
ii noe ii hurt euu and ii dun feel nice abt it.
ii realii wanna breakdown right now.haiix
cause everything ish too much furr miie tuhh bear
moii heart really cannot take it anymore..
i'm nort putting the blame on you or anything.so dun feel bad or cut your hand anymore.haiixcause if you cut your hand,euu only make miie worseso pls ii beg euu.pls dun cut anymore!!haiixso many thing just happen lahx..so stress now..and no one can even help miie at all!haiixii realii dunnoe what ii wan right now..haiix..nvm lahx..ii hope euu furget miie.cause i'm nort worth it..i'm a bitch!ya..haiixtodae recieve another hurt by you!i'm hurtii feel like crying but tears just dun come downmaybe ii realii dun understand euu at all.euu ask miie dun be like this.but what can ii dohaiix..ii realii dunnoe whats wrong right now..ii realii wanna breakdown right now.haiixmemories of us keep flashing back.haiixand baby euu muz know something.ii miss euuii reali do miiss euu.ii wan euu back.ii wan euu back in moii life.ii niid euu baby.anyway tml niid go back school.fuck ii hate itseriously ii hate school alright..haiix..i niid more rest..ii reali do.i'm just so tiredtired of everything that ish happening right now.ii wan tuhh transfer school oso.ii reali feel likebut ii doubt can transfer out le...haiix.nvmjust have tuhh bear a few more years lahx.haiix
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