thats when ii love you .

Wednesday, April 19, 2006
todae ii saw euu*..it was so sad alright..haiix
went home and think alot of stuff agaiin.
and ii decided tuhh let euu go..i'm sorriie..
maybe ii hurt euu or maybe ii dun.ii dunnoe too
ii just dun wanna hold on anymore..it reali hurts
moii heart just hurts so much..ii wanna breakdown
ii wanna cry out loud.ii hope i'm dead right now
ii hope ii could never ever see euu agaiin..
cause ii hate tuhh see euu in other ppl arms..haiix
ii realii wish euu were mine and forever mine..
how ii wish euu would hold miie tightly in your arms
but ii guess everything was just a dream ii have
euu will never ever see the pain i'm going through
and will never feel the pain too..haiix..
since the dae euu left,ii was already dead..
that night euu realii broke moii heart so much
euu were so evil tuhh make moii heart bleed.haiix
now moii heart ishx shattered into pieces..
ii guess it can never be back tuhh perfect anymore
cause the scars euu left furr miie ishx far too deep
ii just find it so hurting tuhh hhold on..haiix
so ii guess ii should realii learn the word let go..
cause ii realii cant take it anymore..haiix
ii will breakdown anytime right now..
ii noe ii will feel verii hurt if ii let go..
but if ii dun let go,ii might suffer more hurt and pain
ii realii dun wan that..cause ii have enough
the scars euu given miie ishx far tuhh much
its enough tuhh last miie furr life..haiix..
behind those smiles were nothing but tearseverything ishx just too much furr mii tuhh bearthose broken smiles of mine will stay foreverii can never smile happily anymore..haiixthanks furr all those memories euu given miieit will be forever kept in moii heart..this ishx the promise ii make tuhh euu =(
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