thats when ii love you .

Thursday, June 29, 2006
ii dunnooe whatt ii realii feell nooww.haiix!! =(moii feeliingg aree all miixed upp nooww lahhx.feeliinngg shoo stress lahhx.feell liikee cryyinngg!butt ii noee ii cannt.causee ii habb tuhh be stronggshoo as tuhh nortt hurtt ppl whuu concernn abtt miiehaiiyoo.ii realii hopee ii nortt bornn iinn tiiss worlddshoo at leastt will nortt habb problemss at all lahhxfaciinng shoo manii problem realii damm suxx lahhxhoww niicee iiff ii gortt noo problemms att all!everyydayy oso shoo happiiee nerhhx.shoo good cann!i'm tiired of cariinng furr euu guyys llerhhs.haiixnoww euu guys wann do whatt go aheadd bahhx.ii dunnchh wanna carriie abtt iitt aniimoree llerhhs.as ii tiinkk thatt theree ishhx no poiintt iinn helpiinnggmayybee breakiinng awayy fromm euu guyys ishhx best!!ii realii hopee everythiingg cann be liikee thee pastt!!ii seriousllyy niid a breakk riightt now.hmmm.ii realii wann backk thee smiilee ii usee tuhh habb. =)iitts realii shoo tiiredd tuhh fakee a smiilee!!butt iittss moree tiiredd tuhh fakkee happiiee!howw ii wiishh euu were here wiithh miie!haiixbutt euu habb alreaddii left moii liifee llerhhs.andd ii noee therree ishhx noo turniinngg backk llerhhsshoo ii cann onlii wiishh thatt euu will be happiiee.cauusee yourr smiilee alwayys cheer miie up!!shoo plss promiisee miie will euu??plss be happiieecauusee ii nebber wann tuhh see euu sadd agaiinnas thossee tearrss euu dropp will hurtt miiee!!ii noee iitts tiimee tuhh lett go of euu.ii tryy shoo hardd butt ii justt cannt.haiixbutt ii promiisee euu ii will tryy moii bestt!ii duunnchh wanna hold euu back aniimooreecauuse ii am beiing too selfiishh llerhhs.shoo no matter whatt,ii will stiill lett go!!shoo dunnchh niid worriiee bahhx.go finndd youurr truuee lurbb..hmmm.ii will be here wiishhinngg euu bestt off luckk!*[imperfectt miie]**_`xiaomeimei*_`
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