thats when ii love you .

Tuesday, July 18, 2006
thiiss feww dayys ii realii feell shoo suxx lahhx.haiixii dunnoee whatts moii feelinggss furr herr now?iitt seemm liikee ii still conncerrnn abtt herr buuttii dunnoee wheree shee standd iinn moii hearttx.haiixthe feeliihggss ii havviingg noww realii suxx lahhx.howw ii wiishh ii cann turnn backk thee tiimee.wheree ii cann noee euu agaiin andd lurbb euu agaiinandd thiis tiimee,ii proomisee iitt will be euu onliiandd no onee ellsee.thiiss ii proomiisee euu!ii onlii keepp moii heartx furr euu..haiixandd ii noee iitss nortt possiblee tuhh turnn backkanndd riightt noww someonee ellsee appearr!!ii dunnoee whuu tuhh chosee at all.haiixii noee ourr lurbb wass onncee shoo strongg.butt ii destroyy iitt iinn moii ownn hanndss!!andd noww ii learnn moii mistakes.ii wann tuhh turnn backk butt euu're gonneiiff ii askk euu tuhh turnn backk,will euu tuurnn backk??will euu still luurbb miie liikee howw euu lurbb miiewill wee still bee liikee thee passtt??haiix.i'm still unsuree of moii feeliinggs lahhx.hmm.ii dunnoee whethherr ii shoulldd chose herr of euu?prehapps ii mayy bee usiingg euu bahhxcauusee ii noee shee andd miie ishhx cannt be together derhhmaybbe iitss tiime ii shoulldd faccee realiityy!!orr maybbee ii shouulld leavve everythhinng asiideeandd movee onn moii liifee by moiisellff..prehapps thiis giive miie tiimee tuhh heall the paiin bahhxheall the scarrs thatt wass leftt behinndd!!haiix*[broken-hearted]**_`xiaomeimei*_`
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