thats when ii love you .

Tuesday, December 05, 2006
I'd give up tomorrow to love you endlessly babyI'm wishing that you could hold me like you did beforetime ishhx passing shho slowlly pls.haiix!
ii am just missingg hiim shho muchh lahhx! :((
ytd liling was damm niicee lahhx.hahass
she peii miie go ktv.cause mark ask miie go worxz
denn ii drink a few cups llerhhs denn went off
liling came moii hse and drink lahhxz.cool right?
and ii swearr we bothh driink untill damm drunk
ii vomited 2 time lahhx.hopee biie biie was there
miie and liling mix 2 alcohol together and drink pls
total around 83% bahhx.denn we drink alot siia.
perhaps drinking do make miie forget moii sorrow!
but the feeling wasnt nice at all pls.haiix! :((
denn afterr we bothh went home llerhhs.
denn ii went into moii toilet and vomit agaiinn.
and guess what.ii drunk until ii slp in toilet??
denn ii think ii knock myself or something bahhx
gort 1 blue black blue black on moii hand
liling say its internal bleeding.its painful lahhx :((
haiix ii niid biie biie shho damm muchh lahhx.
denn ii couldnt slp at all pls.ii slept around 3 plus??
denn ii woke up at around 6 plus.damm early pls
denn start tuhh have headache and everything.hmmm
okiies ii dunn wann blog anymore llerhhs.haiixii am just missing him shhoo muchh lahhx.
ii just hope he cann hurry come back pls
ii am shhoo shhoo tired of crying llerhhs.haiix
after the dayy he left,ii have been crying non-stop
and ii always cry myself tuhh slp pls.haiix :((
drinking makes miie feel better at least.
but its shhoo damm uncomfortable lahhx.haiix
biie ii just wann euu tuhh noe ii lurbb euu shoo muchh
hao ii wish we cann be together forever!
but cann we??will euu willingly tuhh walk with miie?I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide itand so I surrender just to hear your voice
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