thats when ii love you .

Monday, December 25, 2006
merry christmas everyone!!! :))todae christmas party was kind of boring!cause everyone was hell drunk pls.some ended up crying too.sigh its saddening sometimes see them shoo sad,ii oso feel sad furr them lahhx.sigh!! :((cause ii cann understand the pain they havingthis year recieve quite little present :((and ii dun even have christmas mood pls!rawr!thanx furr those ppl that cheer miie upand wish miie too.ii appreciate it alot :))school reopen soonn liao.shoo sad plsii still haven decide what ii wann now lahhxii just dunn wann tuhh go back stc plsthough alot keep asking miie go backbut ii dun think ii will lahhx.rawr!!maybe shall talk tuhh moii father againabout miie going private school.hehexokiies enough of studies liao lahhx :))make miie feell shoo headache lahhx.perhaps ii am selfish bahhx.sigh!ii dunnoe whyy ii am jealous cause of thatii thought ii gort over it already??sighperhaps ii just scared things repeat againii just dun wanna lose euu anymorecause ii lose euu once.and it sux shoo muchhgive miie some time tuhh get over itmaybe 1 day ii will nort be like this anymoreii just dun wanna cry anymorecause ii hate those sad days ii haveii choose tuhh walk forward and nort look backcause those were hurting memories furr miieii just wanna be the happiie miieand yes no point getting jealous over her*cause when ii think backii would think its a verii silly thing!sherlyn just wake up and face realitydun wander in your own world anymore!!cause ii noe life without euuwould mean the end of miie
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