thats when ii love you .

Saturday, December 02, 2006
slept at 7 lahhx.cause ii cant slp!haiixtalk tuhh kor kor and asshole!! :))they cheer miie up lahhx.hmmmmoh and baby duck oso cheer miie.thanks bimbo furr the post in your blogii will listen tuhh what moii heart saypls dun say ii am silly or what alrihgtcause miie myself dunnoe what ii doing it seem like everyone ishhx lying now!it hurts shoo much tuhh see the truth. :((if ii ever have the chance tuhh restartii guess perhaps ii wont choose tuhh starttowards euu ii already no more confident llerhhsii noe crying and cutting wont helpbut other denn that,ii dunnoe what tuhh do liaothis broken heart of mine was once mend backbut now everything ishhx shattered again.bao bao say derhh verii right.haiixif he dun lurbb euu anymore llerhhswhats the point of hanging on.haiixcause euu only will bring more harm tuhh yourselfif euu choose her in the end,ii wont blame euucause ii say before let miie leave hao marhhxii aint feeling nice now.rawwr!!haiixii hate the fucking feeling ii am having nowishhx it realii a mmisunderstanding?or it ishhx the truth?ii choose nort tuhh noecause ii dunn wann tuhh be hurt again.this feeling ishhx worse denn anything.ii try tuhh be happiie and smile alwayssometimes ii just wanted euu tuhh hate miie morebut when ii come tuhh think of itii aint that strong anymore.haiix :((whuu would be there tuhh wipe moii tearswhuu would be there tuhh accompanywhuu would be there tuhh mend back moii heartwould euu be the one i'm waiting furr?or it would be someone else.haiix
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