thats when ii love you .

Monday, January 01, 2007
sometimes ii realii do wonderif we should just end this relationship!cause there ishhx anii trust in it!but ii just dunnchh bear.sigh! :((its nort easy letting go off euu baby!would history repeat furr miie again?would ii suffer the same as like thisdo ii have tuhh start those cutting again?euu sayy ii dunnchh lurbb euu aniimorebut baby!ii realii realii do lurbb euueuu cant doubt moii feelings furr euucause all this aint fake.haiix!!i'm sorriie ii cant be perfect furr euumaybe euu should find someone else bahhxperhaps its better furr euu. :((maybe being alone would be better furr miiecause ii wont hurt euu or others aniimore!perhaps ii should leave bahhx .sigh!the promises were all gone rihgt??haiixeveryone sayy lurbb ishhx nort easy!and ii totally agree with miie shhoo muchhit comes with hurt,happiness and sadness tooand there ishhx alot of hurting memories tooeuu and miie once shared happiie memoriesdenn end up everything was dashed.haiix!but no matter what,ii would still lurbbe euu!maybe ii am leaving because ii am afraidafraid of the pain that ii would recieved again!euu ask miie tuhh turn back.but cann ii??would ii be happiie?should ii turn backeuu are right.everything ishhx in moii hand!ii make the choice tuhh stay or tuhh leaveand ii just dunn wann regret the decision ii makecause the consequences would be tough!
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