thats when ii love you .

Thursday, January 04, 2007
todae school reopen llerhhs.hehexbut ii nebber go school lahhx. :))cause ii haven enroll private yet!!sigh sigh sigh.ii dunnoe what ii wann!shhoo confused and stuff.goshh!moii stomach ishhx pain lahhx :((ii seriously dunnoe whats going onii dunnchh wish see doctor too! :((ishhx it time we should give up?ishhx it time we should end everythingii realii dunnoe.sigh ii am cnofused!we seem drifted apart now! :((maybe its all moii fault.ii dunnoe!whyy do ii drop tears every niitexwhyy do ii think shhoo muchh?am ii afraid of losing euu??or am ii giving up this battle.sigh!sometimes ii just wish ii could let goii just dunnchh wann be hurt aniimoreii somehow feel history will repeat!it was the toughest days ii had ii swear!and ii dunnchh wann it tuhh repeat againcause it was shhoo hurting furr miie. :((the hurt i'm going through euu wont noecause ii rather suffer it alone.haiixyes ii noe ii go hurt euu at timesbut all those ii dunnchh mean it at all!being with euu ii was happiie its trueii smile and laugh together with euubut when i'm at home,things went diffii started tuhh think alot.and ii ended crying.sigh ii dunnoe whyyii aint that strong aniimore ii guess!maybe soonn ii would breakdown. :((sometimes ii do wonder tuhh myselfdid ii realii make the rihgt choice?oh well there ishhx no point saying llerhhscause ii gort myself into this too deepii dunnch think ii cann get out aniimoreall ii wann now ishhx just treasure euuii dunnchh wann tuhh regret in the endcause ii noe the ending would be hurting!sigh cann euu tell miie what tuhh do?ii amm just shhoo lost without euu :((
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