thats when ii love you .
Friday, February 23, 2007
happiie 7th month baby<33todae ii dint attend school lahhx.hahaxcause ii woke up damm late lor.baby keep saying ii waste moneycause ii always pon school.hahax :))oh well ii dint mean it derhhx lahhx.just that ii cant wake up only!guess tml ii will be skipping too!and ii think by the end of year,ii might get kick out of school!hahaxtodae went baby hse tuhh slack again!!and he ishhx shhoo being retardedshall nrot blog more abt him lahhxltr he will just kill miie!! oppx.hahaxbut he ishhx shhoo damm mean lahhxhe dunnchh allow miie tuhh sleep!what a mean baby ii have.omgxz lahhx!todae went home early.guai right?left at ard 12 plus 1 lor.hahax :))denn ii went home.ii was shhoo damm swayguess what??ii make spoil moii mum phonetml she will just scream at miie lahhx!rawrr!just now miie and moii father tried tuhh fix itbut just cant fix it back.shhoo sad lor.hope tml she wont scream at miie lahhx! :((and ii gort tuhh pay just tuhh repair it backshhoo no choice lor!whuu ask miie!! :((ii wanna say sorriie tuhh baby lahhx!cause ii kept him waiting.sorriie babyii hope euu are nort angry with miie!ii am realii realii verii sorriie!! :((ii dint mean it derhhx.but stillii hope euu understand.sorriie anyywayyii lurbb euu baby<3333because ii noe we would lastthats whyy ii chose tuhh hold on
3:45 AM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
ytd ii swear ii was hell emo lahhx.wth siiaii actually cry the whole niitex pls =(and ii slept at 7 in the morning lahhx.cause ii couldnt get moiiself tuhh slp!and moii eyes was all swollen lahhx!oh and ytd went reunion dinner.settled dinner at some thai restaurant!omgxz lahhx.ii swear the service suxits like shhoo fucking slow pls!!todae was such a busy dae furr miie lahhxwoke up only gort tuhh help motherand ii was shhoo damm busy untilgort ppl msg miie or call miie ii dint reply.and if ii stopped,mother start tuhh nag!rawrr.this sux shhoo muchh pls!!oh and tml its new year lahhx. =)but guess what.ii shhoo sway pls.like wthii lai ang lahhx.damm sway horxz.. =(and morning till now ii haven eat lahhxhow pathetic right.like wth plsboy ii just miss euu shhoowhere are euu?ii niid euuii miss baby shhoo mcuhh pls.rawrr!!ii feel like hugging baby right now.and now ii noe ii was shhoo lose without himit was moii fault that ii dint treasure.but from now on,ii am shhoo going tuhh treasurebaby ii just lurbb euu shhoo muchh!euu are moii heart and soul.without euu in moii life,ii am like a dead personand ii just niid euu in moii life.<3dunnchh leave miie no matter what alrihgt?cause we promise we wont part aniimoreni shi wo de xing gan bao beiix!wo zheng de heng aii nii.
6:57 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
hello everyone!!its been like shhoo longsince ii last blog lahhx.hahax!! :))valentine's day coming!!which ishx tml?baby xing just now ask a nice question!she ask miie where ii am going tml?and ii couldnt ans her.hahax sad right!cause ii gort no plans yet.shhoo ya :))this few days been going baby hse.denn slack ard lor.went home at 1 or 2 plusomgxz ii shhoo feel like eating rajahinn pls!ii miss it shhoo muchh lahhx.rawrr!! :((dint eat it furr like few months liao!sad horxzand ii shhoo miss shopping too.rawrr!ii have been missing everyone lahhx.sad :((todae dint go school cause woke up late.what a pig ii am right?hahax!waste money onlyoh there ishhx something ii dunnchh understandwhyy ppl say ii mia lahhx.wth lor!ii dint.hahax!oh moii face shhoo sux now pls.omgxzx lhahx.pimples outbreak pls.ii hate it shhoo muchh!and ii seriously think everything shhoo screwed plsmoii hair and moii face.wth lahhx.hate it! :((friday and sat having reunion dinner.rawrrii dunnchh like.cause ii will be meeting _____ii dunnoe how tuhh explain everything lahhxhope things just goes well.ii pray hard siia.oh and ii swear ii lurbb baby shhoo muchh lahhxhe ishhx giving miie 100 furr shopping.hahaxbut sad ii owe him 17 furr playing cardswth lor.ii shhoo sway siia!knn derhhx siianvm nvm.hehex ii just lurbb baby shhoo muchh :))and poor baby ishhx sick.shhoo sad lahhx. :((baby having high fever.take care alright babytry drink more water and eat medicine too.ii lurbb and miss moii baby boy shhoo muchh<3
8:55 PM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
ii neber goanna say goodbyeand ii neber goanna see euu cryjust now went out with mother.hehexbought a few things.and ii am broke!all thanx tuhh moii brother lahhx!idiot!went tuhh popular tuhh get moii stuffand ii saw shirley and lydia.hahax :))its been shhoo long since ii saw themdenn went tuhh get moii maggie mee!ii am shhoo damm hungry pls!rawrr! :((ii dint eat the whole damm day lahhx.fucksuper duper hungry now!hahax!woke up todae thinking of euuii close moii eyes when ii couldnt see euuand thats the way its going tuhh beuntil ii get over euu moii lurbb :((tuhh that someone*duii bu qii ii hurt euu.realii ii dopls dunnchh cry aniimore llerhhs!cause ii aint worth your lurbb.euu deserve someone better yadunnchh wait aniimore llerhhscause we wont be together derhhxii only lurbb him*only him and no one elseshhoo duii bu qii.move on hao marhhxii realii hope euu find someone bettertuhh baby*ii dunnoe what went wrong agaiin.ii guess its moii fault again.sorriie!dunnchh ignore miie llerhhscause its hurting ii dunnchh denyduii bu qii.forgive miie hao marhhxzhi yao euu forgive miie,wo she men dou yuan yi deyiing weii wo taii aii nii llerhhswo zheng de bu neng mei you niibecause euu are already part of miieand because the tears euu crymake miie feel shhoo heart-brokenand shhoo ii use moii cuts tuhh repayrepay furr the tears euu cried furr miie
12:56 AM
Monday, February 05, 2007
yiing weii wo taii aii niisuo yii wo fang qii llerhhsii have been thinking alot this few dayii just dunnoe whyy ii am doing thisbut ii just cant stop moiiself.haiix!到底该不该哭泣 想太多是我还想你ii feel happiie with euu its truebut euu hurt miie again and againwhat did ii do tuhh deserve this?ii always ask moiiself this questionbut ii couldnt find anii answer.ishhx it everything was moii fault?ii dunnoe too.sighh!! :((baby can euu tell miie the answer?recently the past memories flashed backii rmb the happiie times we sharedand all the painful times we had.sigh!ii rmb how muchh euu pamper miieeuu always buy things that ii like furr miieand bring miie shopping too.. :))and euu neber break your promise!euu always try and make miie smilebut ii guess its all over now!realii OVER!someone date miie out on 10 feb lahhx!rawrr!they wann tuhh treat miie tuhh k-boxbut ii rejected.hahax cause ii promise babyii wont go out with other boy!hahax :))and someone offer tuhh bring miie shopping too!hahax.what a day pls!! :))只是渴望能够在你的身边守侯baby no matter what happenn,ii will always be there furr euuand be your guardian angel!this ii promise euu baby :))just wanna thanx euu furr everythingii will stay with euu till the endcause euu are moii special thingeuu are just moii life moii soulwithout euu,ii dunnoe how tuhh live onii just lurbb euu shhoo muchh baby!
12:34 AM
Friday, February 02, 2007
the times we spent togetherwont be erased that easy!thanx furr telling miie the truth!but still the pain would be thereits hurtful and ii wont denyii didnt wann tuhh noe at all!ii rather ii dint see it or ratherii shouldnt noe in the first place!cause the truth was shhoo hurting!what cann ii do tuhh mend it back?its just shhoo difficult furr miie!everything seem moii fault okiies.siighii was the 1 that spoil everything!ii cause the change in euu and miie!ii am just shhoo sorriie furr everythingperhaps the 1 leaving should be miieii cant meet the expectation euu wannii cant make euu happiie at all.everything just moii fault =((ii am nort the past sherlyn aniimoreii have change and this ii noe!haiixii didnt wann tuhh at all.ii hate moiiselfif ii could turn back the time,ii wanna be back the old sherlyn!ii wont cry aniimorebut ii will just close moii eyes
12:16 PM