Thursday, June 28, 2007
nothing will ever change euu
even if ii step out of your life
okiies seriously ii am damm bored now!
aaww. dunnoe what tuhh do oso lahhs =(
baby ishhx slping again! ps kia lor! =X
okiies miie and baby damm weird derhhx
baby slept at ard 9 plus?? hahas
and ii bet he will wake up at 4am lahhs!
denn its moii turn tuhh go orhh orhh!
hell weird lahhs!! okiies nvm! =X
ii suddenly miss alot alot of ppl lahhs!
ii shhoo wanna meet them cann!GOSH!
and baby! ii miss him lahhs! LOLS.
okiies ii think moii blog kind of extinct?
no one visit moii blog aniimore?? sad =(
liling the idiot! when meet miie*
ii shhoo miss euu lor! better be honoured!
wo shi zheng de zheng de heng aii nii
wo yuan yi wei le ni fan qi yi qie
ni hai hui zhe yang de ai wo ma
ni yong yuan hui zai wo xin li
wo bu xiang zai he ni fen kai le
yi wei na zhong gan jue
zheng de heng tong heng tong
wo zhi xiang shou wo aii nii
yong yuan zhi ai ni yi ge
3:17 AM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
was ii decieve by euu agaiinor ii was lying tuhh moiiself.ytd went bugis with baby, joan&aimthe girls went shopping ourselfand the guys went somewhere else!!while walkinng, saw liling,huiwen&priswongaaww!! shhoo long dint see them alreadyand they all change lahhs!! omgxzx =)denn miie and joan continue walking arddint see anii nice clothes pls!! rawrr! =(and plus we oso no mood tuhh shop too!cause we found out something bad!! aww!!ii dunnoe why things just went this way again!am ii the 1 that cause all this thing tuhh happen againor was it euu are getting tired of miie!! haiix =(ii hope ii cann bring moiiself tuhh trust euu toono matter what euu do tuhh hurt miie or what,just rmb moii heart ishhx always with euu.and nebber would ii leave euu alone there tuhh suffer!sometimes ii rather choose tuhh believe euu denn otherscause what others told miie just hurt shhoo muchh!ii dunnoe whether its the truth or they wann sarbo euubut all ii noe ishhx that when ii heard all this thing,moii heart became shhoo painful that ii feel like breaking downii noe in a relationship, we must trust each other =)and ii am trying tuhh trust euu!! ii am realii tryingperhaps ii just niid more time bahhx!! duii bu qii! *ii dunnoe what ii can do now except telling euu i'm sorriiewould euu bethere furr miiewhen ii niid euu by moii sidebaby ii just dunnoe how tuhh sae how muchh ii lurbb euubut pls dunnchh doubt moii lurbb furr euu alright =)wo shii zheng de zheng de heng aii nii derhhx!wei llerhhs ni wo dou ke yii fann qii yii qiie!sometimes ii may seem ii dunnchh care abt euubut deep in moii heart ii do care furr euu derhhx!perhaps ii just dunnoe how tuhh show it out bahhx!would euu still lurbb miie the way euu lurbb miie in the past?
6:31 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
moii lurbb furr euu will nebber fade
this ii promise euu* wo aii niijust now went tuhh meet liling take things!!denn talk alot with her!! omgxzx pls.its been shhoo long since we last talkand mean pork baby was playing game!he ps miie lahhx. rawrr!! naughty baby!just now went tuhh read the past things!euu dunnchh have tuhh sae sorrie tuhh miiecause ii noe ii make euu hate miie!! ii realii wanna noe if euu still lurbb her*haiix. ii dunnoe why am ii thinking shho muchhii realii hope ii am the only girl euu lurbbbut ii noe its impossible tuhh euu bahhx!nvm nvm!! dunnch think llerhhs!! =)ltr ii spoil the mood and everything agaiin!
baby euu are moii destiny!! ii lurbb euu baby boii*baby ii lurbb euu!! ii realii do!!! aaww!!ii am falling deeply furr baby now!!! slap slap*its moii wrong furr loving euu =(baby boii euu are all that ii niid!! <33no matter what happen between us,moii lurbb furr euu would remain unchangeeven if euu were tuhh leave 1 dae,euu would always have a place in moii heart*wo shi zheng de zheng de heng aii niipls dunnchh doubt moii lurbb furr euueuu are just moii wonder wall!! =Xseeing euu smile makes miie smile too!ii cant promised ii would always be there furr euubut ii can promise ii would lend a shoulder tuhh euuand baby no matter what, ii wont leavecause our heart stays and pump together.no one cann ever seperate us aniimorethis ii promise euu* ii lurbb euu.. =)
5:49 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007
duii bu qii! wo haii shii xuan zhe li kai*duii bu qii baby!! realii sorriie baby! ii am sorriieperhaps its the last time ii am calling euu thatii regret nort wanting tuhh hold euu tightii regret saying the things ii sae todaebut its just too late llerhhs. haiix! =(ii noe its moii fault furr accepting the breakand its moii fault furr making euu hate miieeuu hate moii stupidness!! but what cann ii dothis ishhx miie. ii cant change it!! haiixii tired verii hard tuhh change but ii failedii admit ii always shout at euu and stuffbut in moii heart ii realii do care!!!todae ii reali dint mean tuhh make euu angryeuu cann show miie attitude and everythingbut euu cant leave miie behind!! =(cause its shhoo hurting!! haiix.euu can pretend as nothing happen and just breakbut ii just cant!! ii cant let go..ii cant pretend as nothing happenn!!this time euu and miie are realii over!! ii noeand ii noe euu wont patch back with miie aniimoreii shouldnt accept the break in the first placeits all moii fault!! ii realii regret it alot!!ii want tuhh ask furr patch but ii have no courageor maybe ii should sae ii shouldnt!!cause ii noe euu and miie are realii overeuu wish miie all the best tuhh find other guybut ii cant wish euu back! cause ii dunnch bearii noe ii shouldnt hold on aniimore llerhhs!!duii bu qii this ishhx all ii cann sae now!! =(ii just cant control moii tears aniimore*ii told moiiself tuhh be strong but ii cantif only euu can see how muchh ii careand how muchh ii lurbb euu!baby ii nebber regret loving euu beforethough euu sometimes make miie sadand your feelings furr miie already fadebut ii dint regret all the things ii done!!ii wanna thank euu furr tolerating moii temperand thanks euu furr looking after miieperhaps ii dint treasure euu enough bahhxduii bu qii baby!! ii lurbb euu forevereuu will always have a place in moii heartthis ii promise euu!take care baby!!ii would still wait furr euu like how ii used toodunnch ask miie tuhh give up on euucause ii noe ii wont!! call miie stubbornbut ii reali do lurbb euu with all moii heartii noe ii cant live without euu. =(euu dunnch have tuhh lurbb miie or anythingii just hope euu be by moii sidethis ishhx all ii am asking furr!! haiixii dunnch wanna be frenx with euu babyii only wann euu be moii baby and forever it stayii noe its too late saying all this!but ii promise ii would still wait furr euuii am missing euu badly baby! ii reali doif ii could turn back everything,
ii wont let things go wrong aniimore
4:41 AM
